When You Look Me In The Eye

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2010-03-07T08:51:00.001+08:00

If there is a world record for the highest number of web browsers installed in a single PC, it would go to me for sure. hahaha...well right now i have, IE(duh), firefox, chrome, maxthon, AOL, flock and safari...gonna delete AOL and maxthon...I dunno why i need so many browsers. well lets just say i like to try out new stuff. if i get bored of one browser i can easily switch to another or if one browser is lagging then switch to another....the same way i have multiple media players....itunes, windows media player, real player, winamp...now i noe why my computer always complained for a lack of hard disk space...hahahhaha.....

anyways still in UK....kinda so called done with work.....would be going back to SG in 3 wks or if possible a wk earlier....the cold is getting on my nerves....there is not a day when i am not shaking my leg...even right now my leg is shaking..zzzzzzz....tmr is Holi, festival of colours and every year i used to enjoy it but this yr i am in UK where we cant really do anything...hopefully i am proven wrong and the Indians down here do something fun if not this would be the worst Holi of my life.....

my rooom needs a cleaning....my kitchen DEFINATELY needs a cleaning....already been issued a summon to wash the dishes.....haha heck it....rooom needs vacumming tats for sure...haven vaccummed in a month or so....no wonder i was sneezing badly just now....

anyways fruit for though....why is it tat by default every single ang moh gal is pretty...HHAHA....i dunno why every gal i meet down here is fuyoh....gorgeous....

right ok so well nothing much to update....busy doing nth for now...hahhaha...went to London and Manchester...had fun there...now rotting in Hostel...

fav "word" of the day..---> mmhmm
yes mmhmm....i am in love with the word mmhmm...haha

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Yawn yawn

2010-01-08T01:12:00.002+08:00

Yarlow...hmmm been cleaning these cobwebs for the past 5mths no time to blog so busy cleaning....haha no la was just lazy...oh well now tat I am here..

first off happy new yr :)

no new yr resolutions as of yet unless becoming thin is considered 1...2009 was a big rollercoaster ride as there were indeed turns tat made me feel awesome and turns which did otherwise...

oh well tat was the past so heck it and learn from it....

Birthday was spent in UK...well wasnt tat gr8....got a not so gd birthday present....if u noe wat i mean...well apart from tat well decent....

hmmmm well yes i am in UK rite now and am having a whole lot of fun playin with the ishnow....snow fights, snowman, frostbites, snow slide all in one shot...ok well actually multiple shots...haha there were days when the whole hostel is out playing in the snow...they close down the sch during snow weathers and we take the advantage and PLAY!!..haha..

not being a sexist here but came across the term recently..girls get called as sluts and guys get a pat on their back...hmm yes the topic is breakups...well if u see its all case wise....i dun disagree tat there are guys out there who are playas and just well yea toy with the girls feeling...but hey there are girls out there who do just the same...so well everything is fair then...and coming back to the statement...girls called sluts and guys get a pat on the back...well tats becuz the ppl who call u sluts are actually the guys frendz....so common sensically speaking...they wud insult u cuz u broke their frenz heart...like they say..i automatically hate u wen u hurt my fren....

once again not being sexist...i am sure tats wat the girls say to their galfrenz about the guys...so well fair deal...

hmm back to UK...the day lasts for only 8hrs..yes i only see the sun for 8hrs....of which i usually wake up later.....so tat brings me to seeing the sun for 4hrs or less sometimes....yes the sun sets at 430pm...how EARLY is tat....hmm sports wise well dun really see much people going out to play soccer or wat.....ok maybe i have not explored wales tat much yet...today there is gonna be some sports in the gym so yes wud be off for tat...haven played in ages....so yes gonna play...

gonna be back in end of March..might want an extension to visit Europe...also planning a cousins roadtrip to Africa maybe....gonna be fun....

okie dokie toodles back to work and rest and play and ENJOY!!!!...haha...

cheers

In schooooooooooooool....

2009-07-10T12:06:00.002+08:00

its almost 3 wks since MP has started....we r left with 7 more wks...toing toing...after tat internship...i wanna go to aussie!!!!....lol....

recently been going to business sch cheers very often...gulping down coffees and drinks...i am a water tank i guess...haha and since last wk i have seein this gal almost everyday...although this wk only saw her once or twice...hmmm she looooooks naaaaaaaaaiceeeee...but dunno if i am going to be falling for...

monday was super funny...i was super lazy to leave my lab...finally left sch at 740...and wen i was on my way home, got a call tat why am i not in tuition..i forgot tuition was on monday...lol so went on tuesday instead....gotta be stricter i guess...probably a bit too playful with them...but they do thier work and learn...boy still naughty...

nth much these few days..ppl arnd me getting sick...*scared runs aways*...

went to bugis yesterday and was reminded of her...no mooood to eat anything the whole day...dotz...

lol ok news flash....my brother is coming tmr morning...but hell noooo...only for 9days :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :(.....

this is for u .....

i cant see u like tat...always smile...everything wud be alrite

Things just cant get any great..angry face

2009-07-05T20:45:00.001+08:00

Well i finally thought, then my life has taken on a turn and its been going goood…no more convos tat made me sad or made me feel effed up…everything was going so well in the wk….yea although sch hours are killing but well jus gotta do…for the team…for NEA…lol…and most of course for myself…

last wk went roller blading with xin yi jie…we both got ditched by sp!!…lol ahhaha blading was fun though…saw few falls and bench praying…tsk tsk…had mac and super nice chat with jie…felt damn special…T.T…
weekend was great….watched this movie New York with parents….nice story line…very true indeed…why do ppl turn bad, in this case terrorist…its mostly due to circumstances and saddness they have faced…and there is also the case where they are brain washed into doing such things thinking they would go to heaven or wateva by doing all this…one word for ppl who think the second way…BASTARDS…for ppl in the first category…i dun blame them…frustration and irritation and wateva makes ppl do anything…

well anyways sch started and went for another movie…transformers…i actually watched a bit online to see how it was…watched for a while and was like damn…gotta watch this in the theatres…super nice movie…although the quality of the first was way way way WAY WAY WAY WAY way way more better…this was good tooo…action was awesome…but the climax was like thud…like wat…tats it?…it just took 5mins and movie was over…crappy ending…

next few days had this course called up your service…whole course was lectured through a video…ok the course was meant for our gd…we got the message…but delivery was damn yikes….totally not expected…its more lame damn entertaining i would say…lucky i had my lappy with me, or else i would have died…watched another movie at home with parents…paying guest…ultra comedy…i watched it alone first…then thought, its super nice so family should watch tooo…

then comes saturday…well woke up at 1…went to see house….looks nice…super sea view and windy also…price also nice…no furniture somemore…so nvm…after tat off to lunch…place i wanted to go to was closed so off to arab street…had buffet there…foood wasnt tat great though…moral not going there again…yea will only go there for 1thing.,..sheesha…haha…then off to parkway…haircut…ok la looks more neater…bought a tv…then off to home….finally…lol….made tea for parents then tot wud go to sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep again….super tired…haha but nah went Vivo after tat…lol…got another hubstation…had carls junior for dinner and came back home like at 11…day went great…although we saw 2 accidents in the afternoon and 1 on the way back home…then was getting this nice knowledge gathering session from daddy…life is more impt then time…no matter how much in a rush u r shudnt drive fast this tat…i cudnt stop laughing sia…he was like i am not gonna buy u a car i am tellin u….no fast driving…then i was like i will try…which reminds me….20th july…awesome!!!!finally its coming…

haha and in a few hours time i will be off to Sindhu house for bloody donation…i dunno why ppl whom i noe are so against it…even my mum is like why u wanna give…its ur blood…u will become weak…this tat…lol…dun worry la…its gd for the body anyways…

met an old fren after a damn long time…ok not rly old fren…distant cousin…talked to her for sometime…had some laughter and all…gonna be going back to India…have a safe trip…

i have done alot of things to make u mad at me?…come come tell me…read out ur list to me…i also wanna noe wat this loving caring person has done wrong…shes urs so big deal…gotta keep remind me rite…of course i dun understand shit wat…i am a blind idiot who gave away my love TWICE to u wat…

Hmmm yet another rant..

2009-06-24T03:06:00.006+08:00

over the past few days i have gotten scoldings and lectures like everyday....i have had enuf of it...save meeee....ok fine i wont drive the car till my test...25days more...

ok lets begin...

i dunno why is this happening to me....i tot i was over with it..but it keeps coming back and hittin me hard everytime i remember...how was it possible for me to be happy last wk and sad this wk...

i rmb i told my jie long back, tat i was not happy...and she was like you are never happy wat...tat statement hit me hard....recently i was just reading dolls blog and i was like okaaaaaay.....to her i am this emo guy....there are so many signs given to me already to force me to get over with it and move along....i just cant and i dunno why

sign 1...number of phone calls from her reduced

sign 2...meet ups with her reduced

sign 3..our chats started to become boring...last time there used to be things for me to talk but then it was all gone...all i hear is about her bf

sign 4...not hearing her voice anymore

sign 5...not seeing her anymore....wateva webcam we did...there was neva this time wen i felt tat i am looking at my doll...it was always looking at someones gf...

sign 6...even tat gone

sign 7...wateva lil chats we have are the same ones....how u...bla bla...and suddenly bf....bla bla bla bla...bf...bla bla bla...bf or smth related to him..tat smth to chat for is all gone...

sign 8...the total number of signs accumulated to prove tat jai pls enuf is enuf...get over...

ppl say tat the closest person to u is the person whom u share all ur stuff with...in this case the award goes to u my dear blog...so close to u share everything with u but at the end i cant even give u a hug for stayin by me all this while...ok i myself dunno wat i am saying...gone cracked...

my fren told me this....girls are like buses...when one is gone another comes in just a short while....but in my case i was thrown off a moving bus...i was not even prepared for it...landed on the ground and bled all over...in all cases the bus slows down stops and then u get off....mine threw me out wen it was movin along ECP...my fren told me it took him 5mth to get oover his loss...my case its not even 3wks...

i am still thinking on how i am gonna save myself from this...she always said she liked one quality of mine...truthfullness...and wateva truth i said always made her happy and smile....hmmm today my truth proably wont have the same effect...like they say the truth is always bitter...

i am actually contemplating over the fact if i shud become tat jerk...

as much as i hate the smell of smoke and smokers, recently while looking at my socceroos smoke i just had this weird temptation to smoke and so call get this saddness away...yea tat wud then make me hate myself for smokin...but like i am already not hatin myself for makin my life miserable....dun worry guys i din touch any cigerrate...i am still a virgin smoker.....

yawns...anyways smth to look forward to...transformers releasing....harry potter releasin...and 2wks time blood donation....dunno why i am looking forwar so much to this...hopefully if this even works...wateva sad thoughts i have would be drained out through my blood and given to tat person who gets it...B+(be positive) ye tats my bld grp....so take this sadness and give it to tat needy....yea but we all noe this wont work.....

~tooot gaya dil tooot gaya~

Lil sick of drivin

2009-06-17T23:42:00.002+08:00

damn.....damn lazy to even start of the post...i will finish up the beginning tmr hahaha...

haha ok fine i shall begin...well well there werent really any monday blues this time...ok maybe there were....cuz i have no freakin memory of wat was done on moday...hahaa..well tuesday i was suppose to go for the AYG job training....but i din wanna continue on it for a non paying job...and ya my tuesday started at night...i went for driving to kallang mac drive thru...bought my apple pie and fries...and then went to the beach...once i turned into the road for the beach i saw a police car drivng behind me...i was like great jai today u have just been pawned...drive damn normally and went towards the mac in the beach...and the police car was still beind me....aaargh...so i turned into a carpark...signal rite and they also signalled rite...i was like wtf...shit no....upon entering the car park i see another 5 police cars there... i am like wooootz...all waiting for me...they parked their car also like no ones business...i had to mount curb cuz of them...parked my car, came out and dropped my fries....i only ate a few.....more than 3/4 just gone...walked to the beach...saw few couples, prostitutes, meeenas, cats, and some drunk losers....apart from tat nth much...went to mac and asked for ice cream...why cant they sell icecream in the morning!!!..ice cream is the bomb!!..settled with a drink and off to the water water....was just emoing there looking at one couple and thinking....why is tat every gal i eva liked drifted away from me...ok fine i wont be a kid anymore...no more childishness...tat wont be jai...but heck it...for the record...i whacked 140 in my car at the beach!!!...came back home at 6 in the morning....chatted with gurdiya for a while and then knocked out...woke up at like 1ish...and off to drive back to the beach for my skates BBQ...lil tired but still drove....then reached there settle around....went to buy few more stuff.... had a lot of fun in the BBQ...played frisbee...burnt our eyes with the smoke...yea all tat...haha came back home and knocked out pretty sooon i shud say...

wednesday was movie day...woke up pretty late....slacked around at home....drove to big splash starbucks.....solve a few math qns...unlocked the greatest mystery of wifi connection from starbucks....went to komalas and had the freaking spiciest paratas in my life....hot hot....back home....went down to plaza sing to catch monster vs alien...the movie was tooooo gooood...just freakin hilarious...

thursday....went for drivin lesson....haha ya not my car sch car...lol...kanna scolding from instructor for using 1 hand and speeding in circuit....too used to auto la...after tat went to just green for mock chicken rice....yup vegetarian chicken rice...it was quite nice i shud say...quantity was gd pricing well ok ok...came back home...saw 2 chix at the pool...*faints*...hhaha...well went for proper soccer.....and damn it was tiring...team was gd....cud have easily won if some kutto would have played soccer instead of rugby...goal is down not up la!!!...went for a swim and back home...tried knockin some sense into bhai but he just wants to listen to himself...so now i cant be bothered...had a small argument there...

friday morning...parents are back!!!...hugged them tight tight....still got a lecture from mum though...gurdiya is upset with me....weee...cudnt be happier man....bad luck has started again...

isnt it like damn strange....wen ppl get their love in life they change...no matter how old their frenship is...its so fukin natural...everything used to be awesome talking to her before it happend...and rite after tat she went...got her love so great leave me...

great so i am becoming the jerk now...i promised i wont hurt and i wont come wat may be....

My new msn

2009-06-14T22:25:00.005+08:00

home alone day 7....1wk woot woot

Well i was just playing around with the messenger skins...i so like my new skin...classico...hehe...here it is...
tadaaaaa....

anyways today was pretty decent day....although my sleep was a very light one for the first time....kept wakin up....so it was not really a proper sleep....todays highlight of the day was soccer time...i swear upon every living soul on earth i had not laughed so bad non stop in ages...few old frenz came for soccer after ages..Sajal and Chester...2 hilarious idiots....i dunno my kidney, lungs, heart, probably every organ was hurting from laughter....the jokes man....before going down it was so freakin boring at home..and i swear all the freakin channels on tv had nothing interesting coming on...went and sleep....listen to my songs full blast...my downloads are so freakin slow...probably gonna take 1 more day to download 17 Again....now i am having pizza craving...ya i noe i just had pizza yesterday.....time flies freakin slow man....

ok off to driving now....maccie drive thru i am coming....

back from driving...got my milo and apple pie.....yummy!!!....hahaha i broke 3 laws....no license driving...no seat belt driving....and lastly going onto the road for incoming cars twice...FUN FUN...and now my cravin is even worse...need fries..gonna bake them...

i kind feel funny at my back...its not really a back ache...think gyming today was not done properly or the way i was sleeping on my chair was totally screwed up..wateva it is my back kinda hurts...just realised my NAPHA test is gonna be on 30th june i guess..rly need to get training....

oh well i guess its movie time...dunno which one though

The feeling of emptiness in life...

2009-06-13T12:21:00.004+08:00

People say being alone at home is one of the best things u can have...the whole house to yourself...sleep wen u want...bath wen u want...wake up wen u want...no ones there to nag at you...but after a while this whole feeling is just damn effed up....
To add on to all this...missing people in life totally screws up ur life...rite after i had written my previous post...it felt gd throwing my stress out...but after tat suddenly my body, my mind was all just filled up with misery...totally fallen apart...and its not tat u r missing just 1 person..not 2..not even 3...there are like wat 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6 , 7, 8 ,9, 10 people!!!....4 of which are though rite here in Singapore...but yet so freaking far away....and worst thing u cant do anything about it...wats the point of having so many ppl close to ur heart wen all u can do is just miss them....wat is the point of having the whole house to urself wen all u gonna do is rot there and miss people...so there the tap to the tear reservoir started opening...and then tapak...tapak...tapak...drop...drop...drop....FLOOD.....
read a quote recently....remembering the past make people stronger....so not true....it just makes u weaker and weaker opening up the small little bruises and wounds u have...

Home alone day 5....
woke up with the worst feelin eva....fever!!!...asked bhai for medicine....went hospital...not for me chill....then suntec pizza hut...had super heavy meal...bhai testing my ordering skills...not impressed...blooody basket...haha the waiters there pay more attention to him...after tat back home in the evening....went down...played soccer for a while and then i saw 3 girls...and then the wierdest thing....their face changed into my dolls face....all 3....i noe it sounds damn filmy....but seriously...i was like wtf...wats she doing downstairs....and now 3 of em...kor says i gone mad i need a doctor...bhai say chill u wanna go talk to them....like .......... u noe ................ dot dot dot ........then went to the basketball court....started lookin up....now she will call me and say how small i am....both of us lost in our world.....but we were pretty gd and light hearted tat day...mood was gd...everything fine...unil we entered the gym....switch on the radio....bloody hell all romantic songs....wanna make u instantly cry those kind....like everyday they will play normal songs....not so romantic...but today was like full on romantic song....wanted to call the radio station to stop it...different corner of the gym....different position....look out of the window...sleep on the flooor....sleep on the bench....lean against the wall...everything diff...but one thing in the mind....made the day so bad...i almost just went out of the gym....got huge huge lecture from bhai....went home watch tv to divert mind.....tot to myself...why am i killing myself.....she wont be mine means she wont be...talked to her at night...webby with her...glad she noes i am better now...saw her smile and all made me feel better...lucky i din have a webby....talked till 5 am...felt kinda better...slept and woke up at 630 cuz of the rain...my feverish body got its coooling downness....went back sleep....

home alone day 6...
woke up with yet another greatness entry....i vomited.....weeee...this time no more half vomit full ones...but damn throat hurts....chatted with mumma just now....felt so much better...then my mishu didi....ok fine she is younger than me...but oh well talking to the ones i miss felt awesome....now am off to UBI collect car....
ciao....

~edited~
ok back...well went giant shopping after collecting car...came back home went down soccer....and smartass me has injured himself yet again...this time in the most dumb dumb manner...i was on the grass lying down...ball came just kicked it and in the event kicked my leg hard on the floor..direct impact on my bone...HURTS!!!!....lol but can walk now i guess....bhai being damn emo....and then he scolds me for being emo...i also miss her na....forced him to go walk...so walked to Tanjong Katong loook at bunglows and cracked alot of jokes....hopefully lightened his moood for tat time...rented DVDs and back home...and well now just watching tv...

anyways heres a song super close to my heart...damn meaningful lyrics....and i practically did wat the lyrics say...here it goes..

{Hum khushi ki chaah mein har khushi se dur ho gaye - 2
In the search for "my" happiness, I got seperated/drifted away from all other happiness
[Dhoondane chale the - 2] Zindagi
Went to search for my life
Zindagi se dur ho gaye - 2
Got seperated/drifted from my life
} -2
~~

Paas thi apani manjile
Our destiny was just a hands reach away
Ja ke bhi hum na ja sake
But even if we wanted we could not get it
Sukh wo thi jisaki aarzoo
Peace is wat we wanted
Paake bhi hum na pa sake
So near yet so far
Bheed mein bhi tanaha jiye
Living alone in the crowd
Naa paaye koi jahaan
No one got their world

[Dhoondane chale the - 2] Zindagi
Went to search for my life
Zindagi se dur ho gaye - 2
Got seperated/drifted from my life

damn meaningful song which relates every single word to my life..
NICE NICE SONG!!!....
hopefully the days wud be better....

and i miss all of u!!!

will miss you but wondering why should i

2009-06-12T00:17:00.003+08:00

home alone day number 3....well lets talk about wednesday.....day was not at all great until i took the car out for some relivement out of which got freaking scolded like nobody by Sonu.....there came a point in the day wen i asked myself...why am i liking her....she cares for me i care for her but tats it...our paths are so never gonna cross, and i really wonder why din it...well cuz she loves my fren...and it was proven at night wen i had to wait for a bloody 1 hr for my dear couple to come back from their talk...like why call me down in the first place if u were gonna walk somewhere else with him and come ages later...so anyway took the car out drove to parkway get cake...almost banged a lady driver and got scolded even more....just not my day la....haha u think today was bad...nah nah...

home alone day 4....

well dolls birthday...took the cake to the park...cut cake pic bla bla....then leisure park...its feels so effed up wen 2 ppl whom u care so much about literally in ur face, heart, soul, everywhere kick u...yea i was shattered, broken, disgusted...she noes i like her....he noes i like her....and they are holding hands and mushy mushy with each other right in my face...it was so #@$#@ up....like wtf am i suppose to do....i cant walk next to them and see tat happening....i cant walk at the back and see a show going in front of me....so i walked in front....walk infront also then getting shouted at for being emo...tat wat you want me to do?? dance at wats happenin....totally odd...i had told her one thing tat i would neva hurt her...and i swear i have neva done so...she promised me she wud not either...there you go...million deaths in 1 day...i was asked by her over the pass few days, wats with me...i just din wanna hurt her...sry i cant

and today was her flight to US...i so cudnt be bloody bothered at all...yes i am gonna be missing her loads...but its just yet another day in history where i have been stabbed rite in my heart...after all the things tat has happened this wk....i guess the wk couldnt get any better...

the only good thing tat happened today was out with kor....went for the movie, land of the lost....superb movie made me laugh so bad....perfect diversion of mind...had some nice talk with kor too....soooooo long no proper talk with any of my siblings..i missing u all bloody loads leh...and yes i do feel like a bastard of kinda using him as a support for todays dumb events...but i was convincing him to get out since ytd...today i just had another extra reason to do so...but kor genuinely speakin no intention of using u....

and ya kor....rmb u said u felt lucky ur situation wasnt as bad as mine...i am happy u realized...cherish all those happiness u had...work on it....success will definately come.....dun worry...i noe is easy to say all these...but well i am trying hard too..

anyways the next gal in line....pls come AND STAY!!!!....

1 wk no blog

2009-06-10T14:22:00.002+08:00

hmmmmm well wat to say....ok lets start of with a good news....i dun belive in happy endings anymore....ok so here it goes....

5 June 2009- Imagine Cup

Imagine Cup competition....came second...and well friends and family were damn proud of it....can see tat happiness in their eyes..and dad...i was like ok wats wrong with him...after the results and all then went to suntec and got mocked by Sonu for comin second..thnx la...but ya i seriously din get why did the worm group come first...like totally no link...

6 June 2009-Day where all went wrong

Thought that this day would be a big day...din see my doll for so long, so it was gonna be a lucky day for me....ya ya...wished her gd luck in the morning and then slept...well after her exam called...she ask me to come...but i din want to be an extra between her and her fren...so just waited for her to come home...so well day out was scrapped...slept the whole day...went to drop my dad to the airport in the evening...grand dad in ICU...wtf...after dropping dad came back home...rested a while..went down at night...chit chat with Sonu....went back home and then the news dawned on me...grand dad passed away...complete shocked...thnx Sonu and doll for calling me...tnx kor also for comfortin me...totally shocked and din sleep the whole night...

7 June 2009-small outing

Slept in the morning...dun rly rmb wat happen in the day....only in the evening Sonu and doll brought me out to get my mind diverted...went beach bladed for a while...had mac dinner....gave doll her bus ride...alot of calls from relatives and visits...it just makes me more miserable...

8 June 2009-Interview and airport again

Went for AYG part time job briefing to the national stadium...project manager was damn boring but oh well wanna work...after tat went for driving....i am so not gonna go driving with slippers again...and well din drive for 1mth...got a bit rusty...but got back jai in line....came back home rest a while...then daddy callled...say go drop mum to airport now...i needed to get my mum out of the house in 10mins and she was taking her own time packing...it was so irritating...got her out and once in the cab kept getting calls from airport and dad....settled mummy...got her safe to the plane...and then back home...day 1 of home alone begins...wanna catch home alone 4 come to my home...

9th June 2009-Outing with doll

day 2 of home alone...went parkway with doll and had loads of fun roaming around and playing in the arcade...missing mumma has started....

well over all the wk has beeen pretty ok...doll is going to be off tmr and gonna be missing her loads...holidays are pretty ok ok....class outing guys???

Neva beeen so stressed in my life....

2009-06-03T21:49:00.002+08:00

Hmmmmm life is has taken a real toll on meee!!!...i have got so much to do all by tmr!!!...waaaaa super sianing....well anyways my doll called me today....made my day after all that stressed out period...done quite a bit of the project...tmr got presentation somemore....anyways went to Microsoft office...really funny i was smiling wide wide while talking to my doll....but like once kept the phone down felt quite sad....like instant missing...
haha ok skip tat....today saw 2 lovely couples.....awww they look so sweeet together....go hold hands la...will fall deeper in love...hahaha i was feeling so awkward in between those lovey dovey couples....but i only sad one thing!!!...now from having chance of becoming uncle from 4 places, now only 3!!!!....NO FAIR!!!!....not allowed....haha....anyways talking to doll was really good as it got my moood better....but i haven seeen her in days!!...like seriously cant wait for her exam to finish...
Microsoft was also damn fun...NG damn classic and funny....gd to have him around....aaaah damn tired....trying my best to finish up the project....bloody feverish...ok back to chionging!!!...maybe today no sleeping...hmmm come on jai you can do it...and baby i miss you!! =) =) = ) = ) = )...love you..

Dead shagged

2009-06-02T20:20:00.004+08:00

Something is gone wrong with my memory...i slept like super late again...i need to submit assignment!!!!....kinda scared about it....tmr will be back home late again...missing my doll alot....missing loads of other people too but doubt they miss me...do they even rmb there used to be a bond in between us which for some reason is broken.....anyways coming to memory gone gone...

sorry xin yi ie....lol i dunno why i bought tat drink....haha next time confirm will get peach tea...mind really gone case...another thing...i dun even noe wat time does sch start tmr...all i rmb is tat i wud be back home late...

was watching night at the museum 2 in sch....finished 3/4 of it and it just stopped!!!.....my 3hrs plus wasted!!...but its freakin funny...a must watch...

btw wats with suntec??....haha i have been going there almost like every few days....starbucksing...money wasted wasted..

and since i was saying my memory gone....lets give u a glimpse of my past

Joke of the day

2009-06-02T02:35:00.006+08:00

Hmmm today Tokies birthday(1june)....so happy birthday...

anyways had ITPM test today...and i am kinda pissed!!!...ok i spent 2 sleepless nights studying for this paper just to find out the structured qns are CHICKEN FEET!!!!...so only 1 thing can pull me down MCQ...which were quite tricky indeed...

hmmm have interview on wednesday...i am gonna pass!!! i noe....

had chat with my doll today....i cudnt see her....only see her in her balcony..lol sooooo far how to see...plus my house no binoculars....2 days neva see her already...only talk...missing her...finally she is studying for her SATs...we both cant wait for friday....last day of sch...results announcing and her SATs wud be ova...

ok fine u only came here for the joke of the day rite!!!....fine...i went into wrong lecture hall for my ITPM test today....ooooh ya one more thing...got back car from repairs....had a delay in collection...almost kanna late...i told my dad lemme drive....cuz wen its late...i only trust few ppls driving...fun to speeed...but stupid PIE got traffic...

anyways 1 test down...left 1 project submission for this wk...

sch reopen got another test and presentations....

left 1.5mths to TP!!!....faster lah....

anyways here are some videos to end with...

and lastly

current song in my mind--->I gotta find you by Joe Jonas

life wud neva be the same without you...dun go pls

looking through old photos and cried

2009-05-31T04:28:00.003+08:00

yeah…..do rmb there were more but cant find em…and not just missing this trip...missing alot of other things...but dun think i will be lucky enuf to have those times back with me...you have totally changed....right now just busy mugging for exams…stressed out on projects….missing the old times and outings…most importantly u….why u sleeping babe…lol ok fine 4.am u wont sleep then wat…haha danced with her so awesome…i love you

Update like finally???...YOU WISH

2009-05-27T00:47:00.005+08:00

Well some goody newz.......weeeeeeeee made it to the semi finals....ok tats old news....FINE.....weee...we made it to the finals.....top 4 ok....hahhaha.....proud of my team...put in a lot of efforts and sleepless nights.....one final gd news...lol new girl...lol...kinda like her...have fun talking to her...and lalalalala....sad thing she flying off sooon....which brings me to ranting time!!!!

why aaaah why aaaaah!!!!....WHY THE FUCKING WHY WHY!!!!....all good things are snatched away from me.....first you sent my brother to australia....i neva complain.....then u took my opportunity to go to Australia to go to my brother away...got a bit hurt but neva complain...then i came to a poly...not bad not bad...a bit of happiness....got close to a number of them....and then again fuking shit jealous rite!!!....take my happiness away again.....NVM tolerated tat also..ok fine settled down.....somewhere in yr 2...broke up...worse thing nobody gave a fukin damn....no one saw my saddnes...soon there were a few break ups in front of me.....i gave a damn...i cared...others cared for the other break-upers...yes wateva fuking word i gonna use....they all cared....where was tat in my break up...WHERE!!!!....then met another girl...not bad u become gd boy already giving me gal...became close frenz with her....tat one also cannot see my happiness....must take her away rite....fine tolerate tat also..BUT HOW MUCH U WANT ME TO TOLERATE!!!!....i am just a bloody kid alrite...later had 4 ppl damn close to my heart...soon even they died out, went away....WHY THE FUCK DOES EVERYONE GET LOVED BY ME BUT NONE IN RETURN FOR ME......WHY!!!....NVM...end of yr 2....cgpa dropped..there....AGAIN!!!...all u wanna give me is unhappiness rite...first make me sad from all this....take away my happiness...then after tat drop my bloody cgpa which i worked so hard to pull up!!!....nvm consoled myself yr 3 got chance...perfect 4.0 is all i need....yup tats it...ONLY 4.0...yr 3 groupwork...there was neva a bloody day that all both my group members were present in class!!!.....how u tell me u tell me HOW THE FUCK AM I GOING TO GET 4.0 LIKE TAT....speaking of 4.0....how hard i try and at the end i find out i am just standing rite at the doorstep of top 30%...u just love to pick on me rite....basket wait till i come up there so gonna murder u ...just 2 wks back finally u did something nice to me...u sent a girl in my life...shefali...got close to her too...saw her almost everyday....THEN YOU(cuz u control our hearts) MADE ME FALL FOR HER!!!.....AND YOU TOOK HER AWAY FROM ME!!!....yes you...sending her to US...wat fuk u want me to long distance relationship isit .....basket....

WHERE THE FUK IS THE LOVE I DESERVE....I WANNA SEE IT...NOT JUST HEAR EH THEY CARE LA OR I CARE LA....FUKIN SHOW ME!!! LIKE HOW I SHOW!!!...

yes i may sound wateva fukin shit stupid or wat.....but my heart is in pain!!..u felt it....i doubt so....

you might think i am being selfish...think again...am i?....dun tell me i dun even fukin deserve this

Just feel like ranting~~

2009-04-18T16:20:00.003+08:00

I am so tired of this dumb life....i have enough of taking care of others....its shit boring to just listen to the same shit over and over again....1 day u say u r in love with her..and the next day u say i think she using me...and the bloody next time u say i think i will still talk to her la...make up ur nananoing mind...and stop reminding me of her...shes a bitch and i noe it...

so sick and tired of everything....lookin at people happy makes feel like those are all liars wearing a mask...life is like so full of crap la...its just damn true wen they say u need a true partner, that friend who will understand u the most...i am sick of looking at others peoples problems already cuz wen it comes to my all i get is just a smirk...why cuz by default i am the happiest guy on this earth wat...making everyone happy...how can a person of such kind be having problems...

i so miss my last time life of doing concerts...so effing fun...envy my brother who gets the opportunity to do this like at least twice a year....missing him damn badly now...so many things to tell him...missing my cousins...why am i seperated from everyone!!!!.....my 2 mths of holidays have passed and i din do shit...alrite i might have some fun...but i want way more...why not...by default i am the happiest kid in town wat....

just wanna tell everyone out there....love those who love you.....and stop dreaming would she be mine....or would he be mine...take some time to look down there...there is some one below u who loves u as much....

to add on more to all this...my time table has only 1 elective...it bloody sux...nonsensical idiots cant u all do anything rite?!?!....cant anything go rite in life.... aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaargh

Good and bad mood

2009-03-18T13:44:00.002+08:00

Heyyos...backie with an update...there are quite a number of things up now....first of few good news...Got into the Imagine Cup semi-finals....top 16 sia.....haha lol....well pretty happy about it...now gotta work hard...ok another happy thing....i booked like dunno how many slots for driving and its just damn happening...even cheryl has got to drive already and i saw her drive....not bad my sis can drive...meaning she is pretty gd...i cleared another lesson today but i chose the most wrong time....830 in the morning....now i noe how it feels like to drive super early in the morning...how my bro and dad feel when they drive early...its freaking tiring...you are driving with half your mind asleep and tat too in a congested traffic....so moral no more booking lessons for morning sessions...another good news well i am very happy for xin yi...YAY jie...lol...ok so much for good news....lol ok
BAD news.....haha...ok there is this aunty in the neighbouring condo and i think she has an attitude problem...few days back i just went to play soccer....i just came back from drivin so proceedo to the condo...next thing i knew i was called and started recieving lecture...2 of my other frenz were recieving theirs too....one of them just argued with the aunty cuz she was going over the limit and raising her voice for no apparent reason while we were talking to her nicely...she did some damn stupid things la...later we just left and talked among ourselves....and the aunty was like going arnd telling all the other mums about us especially the guy who argued....just wanna kill her and at the same time cant stop laughing at her dumbness la...next morning i wake up to the dumbest lines ever...my mum woke me up saying is your friend a bad boy does he bla bla bla???....i am like first thing in the morning..ok fine afternoon...lol for me is morning wat...lol....so anyways....this??...so i went like tat aunty called you is it???....haha bullseye...freaking bad mood la...to add on to tat, close frenz are getting moody and sad nowadays...cheer up people...i told u...life is not about lamenting on the past or just becoming moody due to problems...they come and go...tell the problems...take away my troubles and go...just take and go....come on be happy alrite.....*smiless*....(^_-)

very tired from todays driving...and i think by far todays instructor was my best instructor till date...wish to have him more often...next lesson 21st!!!FTT on 23rd!!!YAY!!!!.......lol..okok lets see if more spamming on CDC webby works if not gd afternooon and sweeet dreamzzz...ooooh ya cheryls grandparents are awesome...so fun to talk to them...hehe...okok buh bye

Am really touched!!!

2009-03-16T21:53:00.016+08:00

Hellossssssss......

haha finally back with an update...haha....lol....pretty busy doing nothing....haha ok i screwed up my whole body clock again...i have become the machine again....but this time a more siao machine....cuz there are times when i just sleep for damn few hours....
errr ok i have gone to the beach a few times....and i was pretty extreme....first day go jog....jogged for quite a bit....was in the beach for 3 hrs.....yea but during tat time i took some awesomely B-E-A-Utiful pictures of the scenery....following tat period of time errr i went for another beach morning....this time instead of jogging i did roller blading....roller bladed 4hrs non stop....and i rly mean non stop....guess where i bladed till...changi park connector....on my way there i think i was too excited to feel tired although ya was pretty dehydrated....didnt even drink a sip on my way there....it was so bad that when i heard a bird chirping i pointed at it and said shut up i noe u can fly no need to extra....haha yea had gone mad....also while going there, intentions of going to skate club chalet was there....but had no idea where it was and also if they are even awake...so well when i U-turned, i was too tired so i stopped for a while and removed my blades....and i regretted taking them off...i screamed in pain...cuz my left foot was kinda how to say compressed???.....tat sudden freedom just screwed my foot up....rest for a while and made my journey back home.....had multiple stops to satisfy my thirst....haha...
.same afternoon went for skate club chalet...BBQ was fun.....bro in laws kebabs were awesome...and fish marinated with xy jies magical hands tasted tooo good.....lol....and surprisingly jie hates to touch fish...the chalet was super fun la....like a sense of belonging there...and my other piggy jie was SLEEPING....lol yea dun blame her...she didnt sleep much...lol...both my jies left early...lol i stayed on and played games...lol we played circle of death.....and man tat is just tooo goood...class chalet confirm playing tat game.....i was kinda the winner cuz i didnt kanna much penalty in fact just one penalty....after tat walked one of the skate members to the bus stop and walked home from there....
very next day my dear cheryl jie did something very touching for me...we both logged in to my CDC acct and started spamming for cancellers...she was so nice to have sit down the whole day and book close to 6 lessons for me....even when i had gone down for my festival celebration(talk about it after this), she called and asked me whether wanna book this slot....it was just very sweet of her la....was very touched as she litteraly sat there the whole day refreshing the pages to get me dates.....THANKS A LOT SIS....MUAX.....it even made me tear at the end of the day from wat she did....=)
Ok as i was saying the festival which i was celebrating...its called Holi....basically wat we do is play with colours....we would apply coloured powdered on faces of others....and those who wear white clothes would regret it cuz their clothes would not be white at the end of the day....so i went for 2 days....saturday and sunday....sunday was the more fun one as there more kids of our age and we were just having superb fun....we were playing in the field...so there was mud formed meaning people would be rolled or thrown onto the mud...haha its all in the name of fun....after all this celebration comes the our real fun....going into some random condo and jumping into their pool with all the colors and mud we were in....and then go into the next condo.....so its like real fun lol.....this year it was better cuz it rained so more fun...but it also means catch a cold time....
today went for my driving lesson booked by cheryl....lol....but first helped her change to sch and also apply PDL for her....no fair she go bugis after tat...lol i haven watch eng movie in theatre for so long...and as usual those who promised me dun make it on the actual day....bleah...i passed yet another lesson....lol...came back home...me and cheryl start spamming CDC website again....got few earlier dates so i canceled those exp lessons...and OMFG my acct left with $100+ only...gotta top up soon....i already spent $1200+ on all lessons and test tat i have booked and gone for....my my.....alrite now here are pictures to spam!!!...Get awwwwed by it....LOL.....

Holididaaaay..XD

2009-03-05T21:22:00.002+08:00

helloooooo.....i am back....but not with a bang.....lol...well it has been almost 1 month since i have not updated...but well its ok...someoone neva update her blog also...cheryl....haha..well well.....sch is ova and all assignments were done up...sch over and we are here to enjoy....well i have been basically busy with shifting stuff....and like every 4 days when i come back home, i wud find something extra in my house....like in the last few days, i was greeted with a new carpet, a new sofa and a new sofa cum bed...i was like woooow....ok now house done...so lets talk about life...
haha every dog has its day....i am having mine pretty often....had some good days and some bad days....life with the girl i was after is going on pretty gd...one step up on romance.....haha we talk in hindi sometimes....so it always brought a smile....things are getting better now....well tats what i think...during hols went to cheryls house for WII....was fun playing lol....was busy doing Imagine Cup Proposal..ok proposals.....haha but ok la its fun...
ok but i had a bad day(s)..laa.la...lala.la...saturday had argument with ex....bitch....lol yup yup....this week not any better...2 dates....both cancelled....gaaaah....nooooo fair....but well happy side...tmr is OUTING....lol....and senior citizen made the plan leh....waaah....gd gd...haha...
few more weeks to FTT.....LOL....ok which reminds me...driving....finished 5 lessons liao...done pretty well....started on module 2...almost kanna few road accidents....AND ITS NOT MY FAULT....lol....had a gay instructor for the second last lesson....freaky sia....told him later my gf kill me then he become slightly in control....he was shaking my head while i am driving on the road at a speed of 60km/h.....which also means he trusts my driving...TSK TSK....haha...chhheeeh.....
yup tats pretty much about it....dun really have any photos unless u wan photos of sp crying....okok no need photo...video of her...lol....haha yea it was her birthday the day after my last post...she enjoyed it...gd...gd...aiya dun talk about her anymore....lol....she also dun talk about me..tsk..hiak...
anyways tata...

OK ok time to update!!

2009-02-12T11:49:00.002+08:00

Currently in class now!! Haha its very quiet down here….like quiet quiet…anyways last 2 wks were pretty gd…

It was mummy’s bday last wk!!!! Happy birthday mom, love ya….One of those few days where i am a super good boy….haha evening daddy wanted to surprise mummy so we took her to the Asia’s tallest hotel/restaurant…Swissotel The Stamford….went up to the top floor 70th story… view there was quite nice….could see the city as well as the sea…





Present for mummy!!! I BUY BUY….	Guess which one???

Well we ate over there…mummy was like saying this is the first time your dad has surprised me in 25yrs…haha she mean sia…haha….food there was quite nice….we basically ate pizza….very ex though….bought mum Singapore Sling….she drank a bit and in the end i had to finish up for her….why cuz it was too strong for her….

after that we just walked around in city hall…very same day went clubbin….friend’s birthday on 8th….it was quite fun…danced around….see soccer match!!…LOL…most fun part was to play with drunk people…ok not tat kind of play…left the club at 3+…other friend didnt wanna come out…i still haven finish BSIT…so while we were on the road, got this group of 2 americans and 1 indian…all 3 drunk dumbos…they came up to say hi hello and chat…and then the india one was saying hey could you help me find my glass….he specs had broke and of the glass was missing…funny sia…the way they were talking was just tooo goooood….then then we also just played along….tell him try search here and there…then he was like saying my mummy will kill me…then we just talk nonsense la…ur mom wont say anything…come on she is ur mom all tat….tell her u got involved in a fight…u saw a girl getting raped in the club and u wanted to be hero…(but turned out u were zero)…..just damn funny la…then just go home…reached at 3:40..phoooom sleep…

Then just normal complete projects submit them…..got back CMSK grades…not so happy with it….*EMO*….ENCM presentation and it was good but the teacher was just
#$!$#^$%$….really pissing off….now just slacking around….

my house looks very empty….my cupboard has no more clothes…..T.T….haha….been shifting furniture and stuff everyday to house above…..new house looks very nice….but both house look very empty…..new house not all furniture has arrived and old house there are missing things….pretty tiring to shift all these stuff….my new bed is quite high and hard…how to sleep…..but its HUGEE!!!!….

hmmmm i dunno leh someone told me there is someting on tmr...really meh....wat aaan?? can someone please remind meeeee....remind remind.....

ok ok now for random pics….

wat was mummy thinking???	YES!!!!! I am the culprit….come and catch meeee!!!
hey birdy birdy	ba-ba-ballon in the air
	B-E-A-utiful
yes i noe i am cute stop pinching ur monitor it wont work!!!

haha ok yup thats the update….now feeling sleepy…..in class….so off to sleep!!!nighty nightz…..

Yet another week gone by

2009-02-01T20:29:00.003+08:00

picture updateeeeeeeezzzzz

Cool yet another week has passed by…..This week wasnt so great…..there were some usual fun in classes, but couldnt enjoy it fully cuz lucky me is not feeling well AGAIN….to top it up, was down with pretty high fever, which isnt really a common thing in my life…And and i took 5 panadols in a time span of 2 hrs….it was later that i realized i was doing something pretty dangerous….all i wanted was to sleep throughout the day, but the panadol started its effect only when i got in the bus…overslept and missed 3 bus-stops….lucky its a loop bus so well i could still get back home without trouble….just had to cross the road…came back home thought of doing some ENCM, but just fell flat onto my bed and woke up 1pm next day…so i slept hmmm 17hrs???…hahaha…..

felt better the next day…pretty eventless…submitted ENCM and rotted….weekends became robot and didnt sleep at all….friday, just watched TV the whole night and slept in the morning woke up at 3….haha…then normal soccer….then same thing for saturday….ok i reformatted my lappy and regretted not saving some stuff….well but got some twist…..heard about the CITY ALIVE thing????….haha just went with frenz for 2 hrs…we didnt have tix, so we just walked around….enjoy chit chat….yea so now comes the regretting part…..thought of doing ENCM….long proposal….had done a bit in sch last time and i though i saved it in my lappy…and when i reformatted i thought i had already saved it in HDD….came back home and oouldnt find the file….impt stuff were in there….and i kinda couldnt remember some of the points….or shud i say quite a number of them….i was sick on tat day….rmb?!?!?….tried searching around….couldnt find….since i was already screwed no mood to do any work….so watch movie online….means no sleep….Curious Case of Benjamin Button…..nice movie….a bit draggy though….30 mins left to end of movie and my door open…mummy standing there at 6.20am….LOL..spells DOOOOOOM…..kanna scolding…next moment dad also come in…..OH O...to make it up to them…followed them to beach…wasnt sleepy though….had MC breakfast…came back home at around 10….watched Octo movie and phoom fell asleep on the sofa….next moment i wake up at 4.30 on my bed…i wonder how tooo….and then parents left to look for furniture and i rotted at home all alone doing ENCM…ok still doing ENCM…..haha ok back to it…BSIT project….hmmm hope i wud be able to do it….got CMSK interview next wk….

alrite tat ish yeat…

ok some update on photos...

oooooh i am in a relationship....reallly???

whats she doing in my house...huh

Just trying out Live Writer

2009-01-27T20:55:00.001+08:00

hello wello….ok i noe its been ages since i last updated….hmmm close to 2 wks…..bleah…..hehe….well lifes pretty good…..ooooh btw Gong Xi Fa Cai to all…i want my Ong Bao no matter u married or not…..lol……poly life is kinda getting into meee…..i want my break….hiak hiak….all these projects and all….irritating!!!!!….the only positive thing from all this is that THERE WONT BE EXAMSSSS…..hahhahah….so sch will practically end in mid feb…..i think…...then i will be fleeee….yup fleeee….LOL…..

ok some updates here…..well i had signed up for my driving license 1.5 wks back…..and and and and dun get jealous……i already went for my first circuit training……hahaha yup yup….have touched and theory tests and already driving….but no kick la i already no driving ba….usually people will finish 4 modules in 1 lesson or smth but i finished 5……6th one is gear changing and its no point changing to gear 3 in a circuit….did all the overtaking all…go to gear 2 max….hehehe….BTT would be on 20th Feb…..long way to go…only can apply PDL after passing BTT so yup just gonna be waiting for it….

Another fun thing happened over the long weekend…..well i stayed over at the beach on saturday night….it was fun….the whole area was filled with tents all over….i didnt rly want the tent experience cuz already had one so just went to the grass and slept in the open air….awesome sea breeze…..then we also played dumb-sharads….basically we are suppose to act out a movie name…be it english or hindi….the only catch is tat we are not allowed to speak anything……yup played a lot of this in india too….so yea pretty gd in it….heee boast boast…..so its like go the beach and stay ova….come back home sunday afternoon…..then go back to the beach in the evening to play soccer….haha yup yup it was a long awaited break i needed….which was nicely used….tmr will be a fun day….i think….till now the only subject i like in this whole semester is CMSK…...and well slackest lab session is ENCM……wahahaha….true lor….literally dun do anything other than the weekly in class exercise which is a bore….

cant wait for holiday….ok back to touching up on 1000 word essay for ENCM…..haha yup…okie okie….tatazzzz…..

After a long time

2009-01-10T04:17:00.004+08:00

~pics updated~

Hey peeps....been ages since last blogged...anyways right after my last post, the next day i was off to India...had a lot of fun there and well i celebrated my legal 18 there...though in India they dun give a damn about the age thing....

Might be wondering why updating now, like look at the time....exactly one only sleeps when he desires to or needs to...LOL...random...

anyways back to reporting on trip to India....basically one of the main reasons for going there was cuz my grandfather was sick.....just had an operation done and well he lost 16kilos...yup so i left on 13th evening....reached Mumbai at arnd 1130 (1 SG time)....got out of the airport say around 1230...we werent exactly suppose to be staying in Mumbai but due to the time, we had no choice but to go to my dads cousin place to stayover....just 15 km away from the airport so by right we should reach home in max 2o min...but due to stupid traffic, took us close to 1hr+...transport system there is AWESOME...and when i mean awesome i mean AWESOME...why so?....

most common means of transport there is the auto-rickshaw, which is very similar to the tuk tuk in thailand.....then there is also the bus....this is the awesome part.....though there are busstops, i dunno why they were made for as the buses merely slows down near the busstops and people basically hop on to moving buses...yes...the bus just moves on and we just run and climb up....i have done this before and tat is why i said it was awesome....the feeling of damn i dun wanna miss that bus, and you start running for it...

more awesome things in India.....best drivers in the world are from India and China...however i would still say India is better...why cuz there are litteray no lane markings on the road and the mindset of the drivers is basically,"I dun care wat happens to you, all i want is to go infront of u" and this mindset repeats for every car he passes....well in China at least there was some organization, in India is like all hell break lose....and this was at night....so just imagine wat happens in the afternoons....cars are barely kissing each other and they are driving super calmly, with no tension...

so anyways, got back home talked around a bit and slept.....next morning left for Pune, where my dads, brothers live...tat very same night, was the office annual function...was a long 3hr ride to their place....1st we went to the youngest uncles house, as my other cousins were having their main exams coming up....their Alevels and Olevels...

so well i had already been to my youngest uncles house before, but it was kinda almost being finished building....its a 3-storey bunglow, with a small lawn where the kids can play, and on the other side is a small swimming pool. 1st floor was basically the kitchen tv-room, guest room, hall, dining rooom......2nd floor was master bedroom, 1 cousins room and another cousins room...3rd floor was gym, guest room, mini home cinema room(12 seater) and terrace.....freakin huge now isnt it....say around 14,000 sqft...

anyways we basically rested during the day as at night was the function....all performance were done by the employees themselves.....after the performance was dancing....well it was more of clubbing,excluding skimpy clothed girls...well u see its an office party with quite a number of kids.....erm tat kid doesnt count me...

after tat then everyday cousins will be just fooling around, hanging out in cafes and mall....a very funny thing happened during the trip....ok when is my birthday....19th dec....well but there was a cake cutting on the 18th night and my aunts parents house....after which the younger cousins had to go home sleep cuz they had a camp the following day while the rest of us went on for a movie....my first movie which went so wrong......well usually all movies i watch in theatres are nice...but this one wasnt....anyways next day..

~Cuzzies~

Me and the youngest one 2nd youngest one Misha

Lester well it runs in the blood

on the 19th we left for trip to fake india....well there were trees there, we werent allowed to litter, it was similar to singapore..basically not India..haha...19th basically we roamed around at the place....its actually a city in a valley.....weather was awesome nice....pleasantly cold, and all the old mums and aunts were shivering......well they are all at an average age of 43......hahaha....we had banana boat ride there....speedboat ride.....others went for jet sking.....after tat there was this platform where u r kinda in a open cube made from pipes....the top square had sprinklers or shower attatched....and then well we all just saw it...until my youngest aunt forced me to go there and dance.....well cuz she knew the others wont come along....btw she is my fav aunt....they were playing all the latest songs and well we just danced....people around were staring at us cuz they didnt dare....soon our whole family came....all danced while others still kept looking.....LOL...whats there too look, that platform was specificly made for dancing...so we are using it....haha....roamed arnd had fun throughout the day and then at night was a simple dinner...when we all went back to my room for drinking session and KBOX...and since it was my bday i had to sing the most numb of songs...yup tat was my birthday...it started in a theatre and ended at home KBOXing.....

~~Aambey Valley~~

Raj..Cuz.no5 'Raindancing'

Some scenery Cuzziez

then started my brothers birthday.....early morning breakfast in the resort....after which roamed around a while more, and then drive back home....at night was yet another dinner at a restraunt..all excusite dishes....oooh and well i had my martinis and champagne...btw champagne sux....too gassy....haha and my uncle was lecturing me.....you know 1glass should last you up to 40 mins....and you drink it within 10....i was like hehe okay i didnt know tat...then was cake cutting time again....CAKE NO.2....waaaa....and no one told me there was cake...meal was filliing....so bro and me cut the cake and fed all the elders...then we kids so needed a walk so went to a cafe to get coffee...well ya and i needed to neutralize the effect of the alcohol....after that home sweet home...

~Birthday 2~

cake numb 2!

next day nth much....afterwhich was fly off to Ahmadabad....1hr flight....when reached their house, i was kinda shocked, cuz i didnt know that they had bought the house next to their too....so now their house was bigger in size...meet around....then went to cuzzies...talked around and enjoyed....at night was yet another cake cutting...CAKE NO.3...and well quite a number of dishes were made too...after tat had to KBOX again...again....why are they so much after my singing....LOL.....

next day...sunday...rest day....all the food and stuff...

oooh and my mum made me and my bro join tennis classes....well ok i have kinda improved compared to last time.....every morning at 8 we had to freaking wake up and go play tennis in the cold...ooops i forgot to mention....at night it gets cold to say about 22 c, while in the morning its even colder....but we kids loved it...but not the morning ones.....

few days later families from Pune came over and kinda the whole big family was gathered...was another function....danced over there too....we kidz enjoyed.....for some reason the video man kept filming us kidz, more specificly meee....lol....

next day had dinner at my grandmoms the sister's families house....and the again CAKE!!!!CAKE NO.4.....i was like no pls dun want....yes i had my birthday celebrated 4 times.....yup i do appreciate the love showered upon us but a bit too much CAKE...lol...

~Celebration 3~

He just loves it...look at the eyes 4 oldest cousins

following day was a family outing...we had to wake up early morning 4 am to see sunrise from a lake...well yup we drove all the lake, close to 2hrs away from home....and we reached late...we had to see the sunrise inside the car, where the kids kinda were actually sleeping...reached there stretched from the long crampy, bumpy ride....then we had a boat ride....more like a sampan ride i think...where the driver actually use a long wooden pole to kinda move the boat by digging it into the ground and moving...u get the picture rite...well the boat ride was fun for the first 30min....fed the seagulls, enjoyed the nature beauty and lalala.....after which we kids had enough. the weather was getting hot....we are moving in a super slow moving boat and land is nowhere to be seen....all tired from sitting.....why CUZ WE WERE IN THAT BOAT FOR BLOODY 4HRS....imagine sitting down for 4hr....oooh and the seats we kids were given werent amazing.....no backrest....haaha asking for too much...well but our parents got!!!...LOL....

when we finally reached the land, well we ate lunch there....oooh and i forgot to tell you this lake was in a village....so yup it was village food...good things and bad things...good thing, food was super fresh...bad thing, i didnt rly like it...tasteless....well the parents liked it...they grew up eating similar kind of stuff but all the kids couldnt take it....

~At the lake~

The slightly more comfy boat Look at the skillzzz

Birds we fed Flower i plucked for you girls!!

when we all finally reached home, i dropped dead onto the bed...all kids fell asleep...few of us kannna sick....i was the one with fever and weakness...and the other had loose motions.....lucky it was in the middle of the holidays and not beginning or ending.....slept the whole day...didnt go for tennis the next day as was still sick and having chest pains this time.....when i finally recovered, my bro and mum fell sick...bro with lose motion and fever and mum was vomitting....awesome rite....lasted 3 days...then everyone was alrite.....

new yr also celebrated there but nth big or stuff....basically sat at the terrace and talked...

next few days passed pretty slowly...cuz other half of cousins had left.....left with 2 cousins...one of them had to go for work..so only comes back at 8....so basically 3 of us slack around hang out...

tats pretty much about the human side....

haha yup yup my two dogs

The one in Pune...name is Lester...labrador....well when i arrived, he was a bit sick...vomitting, sneezing all...hes one lazy dog...didnt play much with it....and its younger than my other dog, Mario, golden retriever....it was fun to play with mario...he was very active.....and well very horny too....haha but it was very fun to play with them after so long.....

yup its totally wordy post...i was lazy to get the photos out....sooon.....

~randoms~

spider in a cake shop??? Marios birthday

lazy bum yup enjoy the fresh air

aaaaaaaw!! he hates it when i do tat

feigning death lazy bum again

smth u just cant miss almost all the cuzzies

kidz way of playing with my dearest grandad!!

HOLIDAAAAAAAAY!!!

2008-12-12T00:50:00.002+08:00

its holiday time now.....flying off on saturday....well talk about tests....well i finally wore my jacket to lt 12, and it wasnt tat cold on tat day....so i did the test...well the paper was easy overall, although my 12 mark qn is kinda screwed...but overall i did well.....lab test today was pretty good too....however presentation was aaaaawwwww.....dr. foo WHY!!!!....lol....hmmmm so close to my bdayyyy......brothers bday very next day....cool rite....hmmm my prezzies pls....

well after a very long time i have bought some stuffs for myself.....like very long long time.....bought a sleeveless hoodie, formal shoes, another so called party shoe.....happy kid....and ya i got a new phone too..sick of slide phones....past 2 phones were slide.....b4 that were 2 normal phones....in the middle was brothers flip phone....and also my other crap normal phone(30 sms)....yup so got new phone today...quite nice.....reasonably cheap.....although i was eyeing lg reinor....but kinda ex.....$400....dun wan....happy with my viewty....fast to learn also....although still figuring out how to shut the phone up...everytime touch much make sound...LOL....

Happy but got some guilt in me

2008-12-08T02:23:00.002+08:00

dear diary,

got a confession to make...

Hmmm the past few days have been pretty eventless....beeen waking up very late and sleeping very late...i also dunno why....glad to see my grp has almost finished the project...proud of them....however i feel guilty...i haven really done anything for the grp in this project...well we cant even count moral support, cuz not a word came out from me...well but i was there just in case they needed help....ya so feeling guilty cuz i didnt really do much for the ECSD project....SWEN i did so i am glad...hmmm ya....

come on jai open up....why have u become like tat....miss the old jai....but ya the old jai had some bad things tooo...hehe

hmmm 5 more days and i will be flying.....7 more days to cheryl bday...10 to another fren bday.....and 11 to mineee......not bad cant wait...

Cuz lifes like tat

2008-12-04T00:26:00.010+08:00

weeee my bro is backieee.....after damn long sia.....saw his sky diving video, and pics.....meano was suppose to do with me....its an awesome experience la....but more fun if u are not attached to another person while falling....that thrill is different....so i got new driver to sch for mon and tues, cuz pampered boy here is lazy to wake up so early....

recently went blood donating.....like FINALLY....yeah u will ask wats so fun/gd abt it....well dunno the feeling always came to me to donate blood....and in a way it is gd for ur body...replenishes ur blood.....stupid logic but we r kinda givin our bad blood away or smth...dunno heard from where....

other then that, nth much really. life cant go your way, so just live with it...haha using this policy has made me feeel slightly better....tried to pour out the emoness as suggested by some frnz, well to an extent can pour out, but somehow when it rain, body absorbs it again, lame.....haha but ya la...kinda better....have made some changes...hmmm indirectly kinda talking lesser....hehe buts its ok i have been replaced.....and everyone likes the substitute....so ya.....but its ok.....tats life...hehehehez....not complaining....

OOOOOOOH OOOOOOOH, main thing.....FINALLY GOT BACK MY PHONE!!!!!......bloody 6 wks of seperation.....but the lady who passed me back the phone got ATTITUDE sia.....probably she had a bad day....but personal life and work life shud be seperate....haha easy to say leh....damn hard to comply.....wonder which idiots came out with these hard to comply sayings....

well ytd played squash at night.....ok i was playing with a big size gal....LOL....can be mean wat......but she was experienced....therefore u can say she was gd....struggled to play with her.......

BUT

I WON.....haha.....played 4 games in a row.....one with bro....3 with her...with her, i won first set, she won second, and i won third......but close match...as i said she was experienced.....thus whole body aching after the game.....arm pain, thigh muscle cramped......back feeeeels ooooooolalah....PAIN........butt also pain....

HAHA ya photos....after ages....wat to do no camera to take with...and ya i wasnt me....

thats her and bro playin.....

today was a nice day.....kinda alrite....do project all...had a briefing at LT....I WAS SHIVERING.....true i love cold......

see told yaaaaa......

anyways lec was alrite...and when i meant alrite i meant alrite....i prefer Dr. Foooooooo....anyways so here is what i did in lec.....UPLOADING VID....still uploading......after 10min.....now i noe why u all hate uploading vid.....pic are like so much faster....weee uploaded.....

ya its a lame video....this is wat happens when u r bored and tired, and when ppl arnd u have jackets to wear and u r shivering!!!

ok so before this lec, we were briefed on wat electives to choose...i kinda got 1 in my mind already....still deciding on the other......

oh ya my fav cute car in sch.....

still go model behind it....she drove bmw to sch......lol

yup yup thats pretty much abt it...

eh eh haven finish yet...finally had my craving of mocha frappe released...had from bedok mac....came back home...my brother forced me to sing karaoke with him...think told u all before....grandparents gave us karaoke last time they came....so ya brother forced me.....and well once i start i dun stop....haha he asked for it....but i paid for it.....ok la i was singing well...thrashing him in his fav michael jackson songs, beatles, some other old eng song i haven NEVA heard off....oh oh oh and the spanish song macarena....i am a champ in tat...99/100....can win me? avg score was 93....lalala....i sang so many, my voice was gone....and i mean gone.....and smart brother went to get cold water for me....and even smarter me went on to drink it.....DOTZZZZ....he was giving me all the most random oldy songs, and i was singing them in my now gone case CRACKED voice....his turn come when i cudnt take it anymore....too easy....and ya throat PAIN.....then my turn to choose....at least he chose songs fot me tat he knew.....i randomly keyed in some numb and wateva song came out he had to sing....lalala....overall fun la....laughed like siao....made my throat bad....then now while typing i keep testing whether my voice is back....it seems tat its normal again....slightly harsh voice, but think by tmr, shud be ok.....

kinda more lively post rite...ok clap hand...pat pat...cyz

~~~~UPDATED~~~~~

I dunno wats my problem......when u didnt talk to me i complained, i emoed......and now today it was always u trying to strike the convo and i was only replying....then maybe once or twice added smth....

rly dunno wats my prob.... i didnt have that smth in me anymore to talk....dunno why....funnies stupidest wierdest complaing guy eva.....cholly...

Whats in my mind?

2008-11-24T21:24:00.003+08:00

I myself dunno what is going in my life now...I am taking my life and whacking it on the ground with my own hands....i am being overly sensitive, true. I am being an idiot, true.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

just read the dedicated post. appreciated it....realized yar indeed was hoping too much for myself and i was bleah....sry if i ever smeared your reputation...sry if i ever made you want to lose your temper....sry if i hurted you....sry if wat i said almost made u lose your other frenz.....sry i made u struggle with tat post....sry....

yeah and now u will go thats ur n-th sry and u will repeat it...

wat to do i am a sensitive guy and forced my mind to think of the way things were in a manner otherwise....yeah thought things were right in my way although they werent....so smart of me....yup its time for me to grow up and act my age...my fault for being emotionally attached to you.....you didnt ask me to....i was the one who forced it on myself...i am just a friend, and thats it....i have understooded...all i wanted was some talk...but ya was asking too much...even if now i wanna talk it out, doubt any words will come out....yup i know i was always the wrong guy, making everyone pissed just like today...enjoy your times with your frenz...

-to the friend i missed-

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

weeee yup as you all must have read, i made my grp members pissed today.....sry but when i am moody, i tend to just become in my own world...was just being natural as was told to be... i, a small timid reserved boy....yup so my attitude today made my members irritated/pissed...hun obvious lor....haha....but ya la i noe it was my fault....they had every right to be....gosh i am such an arse right...jai making people angry month....bleah

anyways something to brighten up....my bro went sky diving on saturday....ass rite....was suppose to go with me....coming to spore on 27th....

lalala.....

me =/= good boy

feeling feversih

Dunno just rants

2008-11-21T23:50:00.006+08:00

Dunno wat to say...have been feeling down since like wks but i might just be too gd an actor that no one sees it, and they see all others who are down....

i dun want u to lose a close fren....like why wud i?....yeah i noe i have been very selfish and yup i have done things that will make you and some others angry....but please come on tell me,i am sure you do noe how i felt....cuz thats what u felt too, when i used to ignore you....seriously i am not an asshole who will stoop so low....i noe i did some stupid things, and yes i noe i was wrong....i agree...but has anyone tried to think why i did that...yes i am not her boyfren, but i dun wanna lose her either, but it just seems that well the process has started...i dunno...just its in my fate to lose ppl...i maybe selfish and jealous, but who wudnt be in circumstances like this?i didnt say anything cuz i noe i was wrong....but some stuff u said did hurt me....u noe me better...

its has been more than 1mth and i have not seen that care or smth i kinda wanted from her....barely spoken even 100 words to her in like 1mth plus....

i feel like a book in a bookshelf only opened when needed...-quoted from fren

exactly how i have been feeling, but sometimes even feel am i even needed?

i have been dying the same death over and over again everyday....i have no objection on what you do....and i have no rightz anyway.....but what i have been experiencing since so long, what did i do to deserve this...yes i have bullied you, but that was lovingly bully....but i get hurt to the max everyday....but i dun show it....i dun want any sympathy....i want that care to come naturally....but dunno why have this feeling, it will never come....dunno why me, but haiz....ya ya i am the bad guy....the worst guy born on earth right....haiz....

~edited~

dunno, ur "brother" just missed you...

i dunno la...its just depressing and hurtful la... :(

Ultra-fun....is smth i desire

2008-11-11T00:04:00.002+08:00

hello hello....recently nothing much has been going on....got 1 damn nice news...my toe kinda recovered...erm like there is no pain.....but still cannot bend...tmr blading....fun fun....top it up wednesday no sch....hehe...seeing so many people on with their driving lessons and stuff makes me jealous sometimes....argh...2more months to apply and then 4mthz to license....anyways on with the updates....

8 Nov 2008
Whole day was pretty much spent slacking at Sonu's house....evening just went down for a walk...saw frenz play soccer while i just did some basketballing...after tat swim...9plus went back to Sonu's house for soccer match watching....Man U lost sia...tat too to arsenal...watched few matches and came back home like 1plus...cudnt sleep so watch movie....slept finally at 4....

9 Nov 2008
Woke up at 11+..ate something and somehow fell asleep again....wake up 3+.....slack around....did a bit of ECSD...then go down again....walked around at ECP....came back swim with frenz....later watch match again at Sonu's house....around 11 while at his place web cammed with gur gur....talked a while....continue with match and back home at 2....LOLz....reason why i go sch late....LOL...

10 Nov 2008
Late for sch.....hehe....asked jie which subject is first....lucky lucky ECSD...cher dun care one....LOL....reason why i late.....once i got ready to leave fell asleep fully dressed up....left housie at 915....anyways had mac mac for lunch....b4 tat had porridge with cheryl jie....didnt feel so full in my life....SWENing was boring...was playing game throughout....bleah....cuz teacher didnt come...ooooh ya...my phone is coming back to rejoice with me....LOL...haha phone got into Su Pings hand and they say ok giving....LOL....anyways after sch well nth much happened....went home with tok and xinyi jie....stopped at bendermeer there...brought back memories of Hindi School...while walking back home realized that ehhh got SWEN lec hor....and like kinda everyone just left for home....hehe....nth much really....

lol tmr getting back phone....going roller-blading also...going plaza sing also...wednesday no sch also....lalala....bleah.....hehe okok byez

Total fun and happiness

2008-11-07T23:03:00.002+08:00

These 2 days have been awesomely fun for me..felt indeed blissfull in the past 2 days...hope these things come more often....or shud i say everyday.....muahahaaha....LOL...ok lets talk about thursday...

6th Nov 2008
Swen project presentation......ok apart from tat everything was happy!!!....lol....presentation went pretty well....did stumble a bit but turned out alrite...ok not tat alrite...when Q&A time, the teacher was a super %&*#@!!@#*.....seriously la....she ask like damn wierd questions......and like everyone has their own opinion about certain phrases wat...ok la her answer was right when she told us, cuz it just struck me suddenly.....but my answer was close and did make sense....she ask like eeeeyer....shhhhh no more her.....after tat was ECSD....very fun day......was tehing 'aunty' cher......lol....during 'break' we went mensa for desert!!!....yum yum mango ice.....love it.....after sch help cheryl jie with her lappy to install office....while doing tat watched some damn funny videos on youtube....

Man U player, Park singing touch my body

Japanese english lesson

reminded of 24hr tag....u all shud watch it too.....

at night went for a spin to 711 with fren....chit chatted at pool area...laughed alot.....hehex....then 12 plus gur gur called me!!!....waaa but she wanted me to sing...lalala...so sung her lame self created lalabuys then 5 songs....after tat asked her to sing for me....she sang with you by chris brown for me......waaaa ok her singing is nice.....then just talk talk laugh alot....so overall had fun with siblings and gur gur today...YAHOOOOOO....

7h Nov 2008

Went for microsoft seminar at 1130.....forced to eat 'lunch' by mummy before leavin...met kia yee on the way there....reached there at arnd 1150....and our classmatez werent there yet....so first go KFC to grab smth...i was tempted so had cheese fries...then go carefour to see if there is smth for me to buy for home....nth...finally they all came so went to the seminar....marked attendance after a while left for lunch at Carls at Marina Sq with wei yu, alex, suping jie, xin yi jie, victor and yu hao. I wasnt hungry so they had their lunch...i had an overdosage of fries today...was being showered with love from both my jies and being fed fries.....lalala....blush blush.....felt very happy.....hehe....were in Carls for like 2hrs plus...after tat went back to sch....i joined blading as my recreation....damn fun ppl and its very fun atmosphere also....yeah but i wont be blading till next wk or the next next wk....cuz i have been forbidden to blade...and i do appreciate my jies cocerns....respect their orders and its for my own good...love them....haha ya ting my toe might fall soon.....weee hold girls hand today!!!LOL....cuz since i wasnt blading so i just walk ard and help the newer ppl in their blading....mainly concentrated on 2....my jie and some girl, damn cant rmb her name....LOL....i am decently gd in skating but the ppl there are way better....but well they show keen interest in the sport and like to do the tricks....i just like blading as in the speed and just the straight path ahead...can just do some basic stupid minor tricks like eagle i think......think tried T-break once....so my dear mr nice toe toe...pls heal so that i can go blading again....currently watched survivors and house.....they are just uber gd la....hahah...

haha ya tats like about for today.....might go watch movie soooon.....lalala

Birthday celebration...LOL

2008-11-05T22:08:00.003+08:00

Weeee i got a rash or smth on my right hand thumb area.....dunno wat happened....cudnt be the ice pack gel cuz quite a few others also kanna tat...waaaa u can see pink color....hehe anyways tmr is presentation....wootz....ok u wont hear this from me often if at all...i am a bit nervous....but i know things will go fine...
anyways about today then....slept quite early but still woke up pretty late...but managed to come to sch on time.....why must we have that SWEN teacher...after tat had birthday celebration....for pictures can get them from Su Pig's blog...emphasis on pig....hehe kidding la...tats if she posts them.....so Sept, Nov and Dec babies all celebrated today...not bad....my kinda first celebration with classmatez.....just made my urge to become 18 even more....well i have not touched my steering wheel for a very long time...hmmm today celebration wasnt like tat long where u go and throw cream at each other, run around and play....guess everyone was shagged and also busy with projects...hmmm shagged at 1pm...ok maybe not....lolies....hehe...
di also came today....long time didnt see him...happy to see him...gd thing no Os till next wk.....after celebration most of us proceeded to Mensa for lunch....on the way was the Milo van....rmb those X-countries they had these....i drank 6-7 cups in a row...cant blame me, very thirsty and i think didnt have milo tat tasted so gd for a long time....so haha no lunch for me cuz wasnt tat hungry....so then we went to bookshop later buy lolipop....yummy....after tat went to the lab with our other half of the class....they were doing their project while i just did some fooling around....
back home at around 530....went down at 6....play soccer on muddy as in gone case muddy ground and swim till 8....back home looked at slides to think of wat to talk about...hmm think should be alrite...
haha yes like tats about today....lalalalala

NO HEROES!?!?!?!

2008-11-04T22:38:00.004+08:00

Hahaha as the title suggests....Heroes episode 8 has been postponed due to US elections...haha damn u elections...lolz....so gotta wait till next wk...baaaahzz....anyways talk about today....sch was pretty alrite today.....Xin Yi jie accompanied at the bus stop back home...loves jie....sad she couldnt get the game she wanted....came back home like 240.....took a bath and just dozed off....damn tired dunno why....slept early also....woke up like 5.....fuyoh.....it was raining every single animal....asked few frenz to go down....i went down within 10mins and was playing basketball in super heavy rain.....hmmm heavy as in lightning and thunder and hmm nth visible with 10m of radius....super super fun in the rain....frenz came within 30mins....played a bit of basketball then instead of usuall soccer we had total SLIDING soccer....total sliding...yeah...cuz the field was basically a pool and less of a puddle....can actually slide a distance of 7m+...not bombing anyhow....after tat had chat with fren about his soon to be gf....LOL....yeah and also about my hopefully soon to be gf....lame....came back at 8....fresh fresh den just slack...okokwas a little good boy so see wat was done in ECSD and well yawnzz cudnt read anything for like more than 5 mins....heehee...yeah...hmmmm Madagascar 2 coming out soon....someone invite me liao.....haha anyways a small thought to end with.....

No matter how full my mayonnaise jar may be, with golf balls, pebbles or sand, there is always room for a couple of cups of coffee...

When four friends meet, whether it is, for breakfast at Kopitiam, or dinner at Pastamania,to fool around at the Esplanade admiring the skyline, or by the beach watching the sun set with your leg knee-deep in the water, or to camp overnight at a park, hoping to squeeze 8 people in a tent which has enough space for 4, or if nothing else, just for a cup of coffee, whenever, wherever,however

it is always a pleasure. A welcome break. Remembering past, laughing out loud and sharing amusing stories. Our day to day struggles are for each one of us to grapple with but in a journey that is to last a lifetime, there can never be enough time spent with friends. They say one needs just 3 true friends to be wealthy. I have 166 on facebook. How lucky. Quite, but have we spent quality time somehow or another. I am drifting slightly from my jie already and i so don't want that. Damn.

In life or in my mayonnaise jar, my family (the golf balls) must go in first, my job: my bread and butter (the pebbles) next, and then all the other small little things (the sand), last. But regardless of how much I put in, I will realise there is always space, for a couple of cups of coffee with a friend...

“What is the use of a sword, when all you need is a needle? Of all the wealth in the world, when all you need is a friend?”

Sunder-Monday

2008-11-03T21:29:00.005+08:00

03 Nov 08====> feverish schooly

Alriteez so today i woke up kinda late.....hmmm say like 8am....i am suppose to leave my house at this time...actually was feeling feverish at night...i hadnt taken panadol in like yrs...only thursday i took....cud tat be the reason why feverish...anyways i reached sch on time(at least before the teacher)....how well daddy dropped me....if only i cud drive 'legally' then no probies...can come sch on time....ECSD wasnt tat boring today.....why cuz all my work was working.....hehe....dunno if i saved it though....lolz....then there was SWENing...kinda boring...haha ok la the jealous boy in me returned...wat to do...i also human...lalalala.....cud feel my cheeks warm sia....lol there is a limit to jealousy la jai...hehe....fooled around with cheryl jie....after sch was straight soccer...ground was wet so you can guess it was fun....slide here there everywhere....had to jump into a deep drain to get the ball...slippery!!!...then dip in the pool...hehe wanna go blading tmr....but well promised xin yi jie no blading till toe is like HEALED.....haha toe will you heal...2 wks already leh....ok la my fault been playing soccer everyday...and got injured on that toe again like 3days back i think...so see how when it recovers....guess no blading tmr then...

2nd Nov08 ===> Family Entertainer

oookies so today i woke up pretty late...say 12 noon...oh well had to scrap idea of going out cuz there was rain in tampines......anyways cooked lunch today....my fav dishes(long beans with tomato and another tofu....dhal was ok ok).....evening went down to play cuz outing was confirmed cancelled....sighz....first time toe was still happy after games...no injury....at night had some dinner party....all were adults...no kidz....so just talked with them for a while and went to room...then remembered eh haven returned my books yet...so bladed to Marine Parade Library return books...back in like 50mins+...not bad...haha but while blading toe felt slighlty pain cuz of all the bumps and tightness...overall not bad....love blading...then come back...this is when the familiy entertainer part comes in...mummy was telling the guest that i can sing and play piano...so i was there playing my 1 handed piano and sometimes creating my own tunes..then had to sing song for them on the karaoke.....aaaahaahaha i got 96pts but i shy sing infront of all adults la...haha den went back to my movie i was watchin....at night watched soccer and F1....which reminds me....sad Massa lost...dunno whether the toyota driver stopped on purpose to let hamilton pass or was it becuz his wet tires cudnt take it anymore...heex

Saturday!!!~~~~

2008-11-02T03:09:00.002+08:00

Ok so i woke up at 630....yeah i noe i slept pretty "early" today....long time no blading so went for morning blading....saw pretty girls....gd sightseeing.....hehe....ok jai be faithfull to gurleen.....haha....watched sunrise and went all the way to marine parade chalet there....
afternoon was suppose to go out with fren at 12...so reached his house at 1145....den found out we not leaving till 1240 cuz the girlz we were meeting haven left yet...LOL...okok....before you all think wrong...it was more like my frenz date....i accompany him....and the other girl who came along also came to accompany her fren....we 4 met last wk also....had fun talking and laughed alot....today i tot ok lets experiment....so i didnt talk much with the other girl...was in my own world smsing gurleen....hehe....every now and then crack a random joke and it was mostly at the girl whom i was to entertain.....think my experiment was correct...haha tat girl was getting kinda pissed....hehe....sry la i meano and was having fun....and hoi i was being faithful to my gal....LOL...so ya later when we were leaving i just say sry to her....ehe see i gentleman..LOL
then came back home finished my lovely unfinished super funny movie...haha at night went to sindhu house for the senior citizen version of diwali...hehe this time i didnt dance...but was forced to sing....so yeah sang...which reminds me....2 days back while eating at design with my class, got this guy singing and playing the guitar....ok he wasnt tat bad at first but later he got worse....and come on we were eating....so ya i sang there and had my dinner...and den left to watch my soccer matchesss...hehe...kinda very impressed with Hull city performance...no choice they lost to a very strong team....but they came back to lose 4-3...Van Persie wat did you do!!!RED CARD!!!...yeah some gd play but also some dissapointing match results....

highlight of the day some superb flirting with her....she said she wished my toe will drop(she knows of my toe injury)....den i cam back with my toe will only drop if u dun love meee....aaaaaw *blushes* flirting boy!!...hehe ya tatz about it....
time check : 3-35am....
LOL....yeah i not sleepy...watching star-movies on my lappy!!!!u guys should get sopcast and tvuplayer....comes handy....they are free....
cant wait for tmr afternoon......or shud i say today afternoon....LOL....
hehe ok cyaz...

Killer toe...haloween

2008-11-02T02:29:00.003+08:00

31.10.08=====>Hawloween
Today wasnt tat gr8 a day....wasnt feeling well...lab wasnt awesome either....i have beeen doing my work though but well get problems here and there.....was minicliping whole day....took panadol after lunch...after sch while going off to bus stops lol narrating my life adventure story to my jies....lol they like not listening liao...sighs sadded...hehe...at the bus stop when my bus came then i told them lol u werent listening at all rite....then both of them just laughed loudly.....like ok so tats the only thing they heard i guess....hehe...ok probably they think i am lying with my experience....but well they are damn true....i am a super dare-devil...hehe...ok ok self praise is no praise but international disgrase...my 'woooing' girls fav pharase to scold me....
so ya anyways went back home played soccer...i dunno there was a nice loooking chinese girl maybe my age...so u might have guessed soccer was played awesomely today....and was playing with kidz asking for my sweetz...most of the girl kidz were dressed as wiches....or shud i say like alll.....anyways my toe had a bad day....got injured 4 times in a row...1st was ankle injury....very minor sprain...was ok within 5mins.....then 2nd injury on my toes...tried curling my shot....miss-timed it and kanna ouch..then 3rd injury was also mis time shot....aiming my fren to show my aiming shot is gd...so forgot my toe was injured and whacked the ball hard....hit my toe again...but hey it did hit my frenz chest...LOL...and then came the killer injury.....fren did a power shot straight at goal....well i did score as i directed his shot to the goal....but in the process my poor toe got a direct hit straight on....i was limping for like 20 sec....and then just fell to the ground.....i swear i cud have cried from tat excruciating pain...i was like yay can bend my toe quite a lot....and then phooom no more bending baby....after tat just rested for a while....then start playing again...den switched to basketballl....at least no kicking in tat....
after playing, rested at poool area and had some dumb jokes cracked and some haloween fun....den a guys sms came with a ringtone....like you have a message....i cudnt control myself so i said in a disguised voice and heavy voice...."Is it?"....haha everyone cudnt stop laughing la....den went back home....ooooh and my long awaited hindi movie was released....so was watching it after mid-night and then at 2+ dads comes in and catches me awake...damn...halfway through a movie..datz not fair....hehe....so had to sleep
pretty painful yet fun day....ehe

Nice Taxi uncle+departure of cuzzies

2008-10-30T23:15:00.004+08:00

Backieee....Today the day started in a funny yet pissing manner too.....woke up kinda late...missed 2 buses for dunno wat reason....decided to cab to sch....while in the cab, uncle took me towards tanah merah from xilin avenue.....i was like erm uncle u noe where u going right...he said ya temasek rite.....i was like ya temasek poly...then he said bedok south der rite...iwas like noooooo...tamp avenue 1.....near safra....bedok resorvoir.....lol....den he u-turn and go back xilin avenue....but the uncle was very nice la...luckily i still reached on tiime.....wen near the sch i was like so uncle how i pay $20 aaan.....he was like oo sry sry nvm u pay ur usual price....very nice uncle.....so i paid $12....they can be nice too....
hmmmm other then tat the day was normal....went airport straight from sch to see cuzzies off...haha they are super kidz la...i take their small toy away from them and bully them....hehe then play catchin in the airport....haha then wen they went into their gate, my mum was like crying like siao....reminded me of SP jie wen we left for hainan and rx was there to see her off....lol i so knew my mummy was gonna cry...am i mean or am i mean...this time mummy was not only crying for granny leavin but her brother also...on my way home i was thinking....if anythings happens to me or ok no need serious, normal departure will they cry or have smth similar to my mummy...i confirm will...hint hint...LOL...hehe
haha slept late again cuz was just watching a movie...hehe..yea other than that nth much....

Hmmm...time for concession

2008-10-29T20:50:00.004+08:00

Haha sleapt at 4:30am while researching and woke up at 610...switched off my lappy and went back to sleep.....woke up at 730ish.....thought oh screw i am late....cuz i thought lesson is at 9am...rush to sch....go sch go lv 7....all full but no familiar faces...saw alex and he ask me why i so early....that made me think a bit..go down 6th floor also no one.....called jie jie and she was like i am at home....sch starts at 11...likes seriously!!!!! hehe ok la i good boy go sch early make up for my 5 mins lateness last wk....LAME....2hrs and nth to do....so went lv 3 labs did a bit of research and played CS.....after tat went library and fell asleep at the podium....went you tubing after tat and just b4 lesson was gonna start i saw tat a movie was being screened....i am like nice timing.....go lesson see classmatexxx....envious...they slept way more...lol...
during class felt damn sleepy so went down get a coffee....it tasted bitter and at the same time sweet...lolies....
after class went design sch with c160 for lunchy.....after tat went with grp matez to lv 2 lab for project....hehe once done went to lv 5 lab....and seriously i was gone nutz....talking stupid stuff singing dumb songs....still rmb the "grass" joke....hor xin yi jie...after tat got a V on my knuckle....just saw it again...its red....hehex...and cheryl jie was probably thinking this is not my brother...he is siao today....hehe i was disturbing her quite a bit.....haha but the best joke was about ezlink cards....of us wishing to have the purple card....can get $4 movie tix, reduced bus fares and watch R21 movies with it....like LOL....haha..
went back home with Xin Yi jie and Su Ping jie....took 69.....which comes to the topic...think i shud get concession....like there kinda multiple routes i can take to sch...and if i have concession i wudnt mind taking even 3 buses....so hmmm might take concession in the weekend....
reached home like 5+....slept all the way in the bus....lucky direct bus and long ride, actually not tat long....waaa nth much rly after tat...went down kick around....toe PAIN!!!.....haha then back to researching....
haha i dun care i am neva gonna go sch so early again...only if there is a reason for it then i will....

1 Complain....MY PHONE!!!!.....it is so wth....ytd night the phone switched off....switch on again and got no network....for 2 hrs i had no network....oh and before i press the power button i kinda need to give it few punches before it becomes a gd boy and switches on...now again my phone is like tat....i have got no network for close to 45mins....oooh yeh network is back...after numerous punches....
hmmm think shud get back to researching...might be sleeping slightly earlier than normal...lalala...think lack of sleep although made me a bit moody but it also made me super happy after the whole day...
hehe okies

Gaga sch has begun

2008-10-29T02:29:00.002+08:00

Haha yuppies i know it has been a super long time since i last posted.....dunno la just didnt have the mood to blog....nth much went on also....
anyways sch began my oh my lessons are just very "fun"....DOTZ!!!!!...seriously...4hrs of non stop boring lab every freaking day!!! and all u do is copy paste...luckily there is internet and i would go facebooking and minicliping and chatting and lalaing.....haha and did i mention i became naughtier....haha been going out of class half way to slack or grab smth....other then tat nth much....SWEN lab needs to have smth new....but i like SWEN lec though...
hmmm ok i am kinda missing my other half of the class now....haha well will meet them soon one day.....haha other then tat.....hmmm i have noticed some differences.....

::Last wk::

hmmm last wk was a wk which was very meow!!! dunno why .....meow seemed like a gd word.....haha but the wk wasnt tat great....pretty boring.....hmmm not really much of outing.....
few highlights of the wk....ice cream comp with kelvin and we both had severe brain freeze...at least for me....my nose bridge was killing me from pain...eyes watered...haha....other then tat not rly much...saturday went out with fren in the evening...then later go his house watch soccer....last emo highlight...my handphone spoilt!!!!....listening music on the bus when suddenly screen go blank....then try on again phone starts to overheat....removed battery...reach sch let it become super cold in the aircorn.....try again....haha overyheat again....and worst of all no display...but one adv...my jies were feeling cold....haha it cud have provided warmth.....but i just took my battery out and left it....the saturday send for repair....all contacts and smses will be gone....got so many nice messages....and lol the nice messages not only from tat one girl...other ppl also....and they said return in 5 working days...waaaa means till next next wk no phone!!!!greatnesss.....like in the first place why does it take so long....and the old phone which i had is 5yrs old....message memory: 30sms in inbox and 50+ in outbox......once reach those numbers will complain....like every day must delete messages....baaaah.....oh oh and the battery life RULEZZZ.......4-5hrs a day.....i wan my phone backkk
blading....ok will go blading soon...if got ppl accompany me, i happy....no company, like i can do anything about it, will still blade....hmmm maybe will blade thrice a wk now...super miss it....

::Diwalieeee::

Haha sunday went for diwali celebration....went to sindhu house....just 5mins from my house...over there had a lot of performances and shhh...dun tell anyone....hahaha lame...ok la i also was in 2 of the performances......i always liked dancing.....sometimes will just dance on my own....rarely do performances....used to do them till sec 2....missed my good young days....lol whey i am still young hor...not even 18...LOL...
den monday was nothing much...whole day just slacked and evening i played soccer.....and at night went down again played with fire crackers and bomb bags.....wrote my name on the floor with the fire crackers and then burnt crackers to vandalize the floor.....haha as for the bomb bags we just ran around chansing each other and throwing it in each others clothes...dang one of em burst at my face and the liquid went into my eyes....sting like siao...although it was just soap....

hmmmm tuesday....well went sch and we had to do quiz....aaah i got 40 out of 150.....ok la i mainly did logical guesses...whole time was minicliping and facebooking....halfway through went to AS help fren with tp mail for windows live...after tat came back slack around look at wat others are doing....msning and all....then go lunch with Su Ping and Xin Yi....Tok came after tat...chat chat chat....although i didnt feel like eating in sch...after tat go home watch Heroes...after tat dunno wat happen my eyes were shut...suddenly the next thing i know is tat its time to go down....haha yea i am playing soccer barefooted when my toe still hurtz....pain like siao cant kick properly.....wat it has been almost a wk....after tat the same chat with frenz...went home freshen up....den went down again to play with the crackerz..usual running around and burning....ooooh and then in the end we burnt all the cardboard and also had a hell lot of gun powder.....yar tats pretty much about it....LOL i got no angbao....freak sia no money...heehe...

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there were few stupid things tat has happened and somehow or another i end up being in the middle...hope everything changes for gd...want my jies to be happy, my friends to be happy, myself and everyone else....have realized tat wateva i have been running for and trying to was neva rly logical....i cant always have things my way....frankly speaking i have never had things go my way often if any to begin with....all these made me think my life was unfair and it sux.....but reflecting......part of my life way screwed by me....and also comparing to others i think my life is alrite....there are so many ppl out there who have worser life than me....haha but in actuall...all i asked was for some love....

2 Doggy chased meeeeeeeee!!!!!

2008-10-18T22:32:00.003+08:00

ok well today i woke up at 11+ to go to microsoft for seminar....quite a number of tp students were also there....enjoyed....during one of the speakers turn, i was so bored just started drawing on the paper...got one page i kinda like my drawing...hehe...it looks nice...den after tat they all went back home via mrt...i thought to myself, lets take a walk home....sooooooooooo

walked home from raffles mrt....took me 1hr to reach home....took the way which goes along kallang leisure park....and this was the time where i had the shock and the fun of my life....haha...some super fun after like a wk of saddeness...so here it goes....walking along the leisure park....saw 2 dogs on the grass...went closer to them to take a pic...and phoooom both dogs started chasing me...freaking scary and suddenly fun also..one of em gave up but the other continued chasing me all the way near KFC......tat was like being chased for close to 1minute...from lesiure park to near KFC....and it cudnt catch me even with me wearing a bag...so is the dog slow or am i fast....haha....dunno la while running for 10 sec, after dat started enjoying it.....LAME.....funny sia....dumb dumb dog....chase me for no reason....or is it the anti-jai wk....haha....
anyways after tat just continued walking home and went straight to play soccer...came back home at like 730+....after tat freshen up and went to beach for family dinner....went subway eat...after tat came back home and watch soccer....haha ya tats like about it....
highlight of the day was still getting chased by 2 mad dogs and in the end outrunning them....haha it was scary yet fun....one of the very few times i have gotten scared....only thing i am ever scared of is getting hurt when losing someone dear....haiz...
anyways ya tats about it....see how if things go well again...i so want things to go well again...alritees cyaz

Free lessons in how to screw up things

2008-10-18T04:55:00.002+08:00

Haha yup yup...i am giving away free lessons in how things can be screwed up or just do anything to make ur own life miserable...haha yup back to the slight emo posts of mine....haha during the last day of jap exchange, i sent 2 smses to screw up my life....well but theres a saying:

When you are hurt or down, you don't do things with your brain!
-jai

haha yes so i just did stupid things of sending 2 dumb smses just to hurt myself even more....like comeon do i have a problem with life that i keep calling for 1 new trouble every mth.....Saded...anyways just finished watching a movie....alrite alrite movie...time for update....

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17th Oct, Friday

Super super slack day....i woke up at 1:30 pm with a bad bite on my ear....did a soft tug on cuzzies hair for biting me....apart from tat didnt do much....played carrom...my fingers are hurting and to add on to that my nails were cut pretty short so more painfull....after tat just watched teeeveee and went down for soccer and swim.....after tat come back home slack watch teeveee....ya tats kinda abt it....

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past few days i have been wondering , will poly be the same again....when sch reopens, will i still be the same jai as before...will i still be accpeted by them after doing those stupid things....kinda hurt 2 ppl in the past 1 wk....am i bad or am i bad....however hard i try to make ppl happy or myself happy, somehow or another, i will end up making them sad/angry or making myself sad/jealous and all....it seems tat its all over....i just so wish someone shoots me at my temple....have screwed up big time :(

wat goes around comes around

2008-10-16T21:02:00.002+08:00

yesh indeed wat goes around comes around..and tat too like within a yr confirm...frankly speaking these past 3 days werent the best of my life....or shud i say guess were the worst of my life....have recieved the punishments that were meant for me due to the hurt and sorrows i caused this yr...heck i wasnt even myself in the japanese exchange programme....ok maybe a bit of myself during the first few hrs or so....and then suddenly i just felt this emptiness in me...like my soul has left me and i am a walking life less body...and the same thing happened during the sentosa outing....merely a walking zombie with no sense....bloody hell i only spoke maximum 100 words in the span of wednesday and thurday....but well i am just suffering the punishment tat is meant for me....sudden feeling of lonliness....

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13 Oct, Monday

Well was suppose to have swimming with jie at 10am...however we finally met in the late afternoon..read our books and then swam...played martial arts, talked underwater, fooled arnd and enjoyed...then drop her to bus-stop...ok took a slighly long way, cuz i just wanted to talk to my sister....felt very lonely dat day.....came back home slack a while, and recieved my first punishment....mood became from a happy boy who spent time with sister to a sad boy who just lost something....i myself had no idea wat to reply cuz i was in shock....then just went sleep soon afterwards.....

14th Oct, Tuesday

Truth finally sank in me and i noe it was all my fault.....anyways didnt do much just slacked with cousins as they were bugging me to stay with them...was actually planning to go out with classmates....yea so just spent time with them and slept slighlty earlier than normal....

15th Oct, Wednesday

Woke up and left for sch....helped out in some stuff and soon Japanese Students came...did my super short presentation and after tat my world became gloomy again...yeah was feeling kinda normal before presentation...although off mood but not so much as after presentation when it was time to show them around the school....recieved the taste of my own medicine....yup wateva i did last time was exactly coming back to me....just with more power due to interest rate....just controlled my sadness and took it as my punishment....cudnt stay longer in my grp or i wud have killed myself...so just walked around by myself and joined other grps every now and then.....evening went off slighly early....came back home dozed off in my sofa due to emoness and tiredness....9+ wake up to go to party...came back at 12+....read my book...eyes were a bit watery so went to sleep....

16th Oct, Thursday

Well today we were supposed to bring the students on a tour...kinda whole bloody day i was emoing.....woke up in the morning with a jolt by a phone call...left home for bugis....after tat pick up the students and then went to Sentosa...ok i spent super little today....less than $20....anyways dunno why whenever i was with my grp i wud be in my own gloomy sad effing world, just emoing.....first they went to underwater world...was not interested so stayed outside....henry grp went to fort canning....so jb, ky, henry and me just fooled among ourselves...i played with a python....took pic also...henry has it.....after tat my grp was having lunch in the food court....food was very ex....jb, ky and me decided to save money on the food in the food court...it was $7 for just a laksa?!?!?!....den my grp went to dolphin lagoon while jb, ky, henry and me went subway for our sandwich....have subway anytime compared to the price in food court....after tat henry and ky watched the 4d theatre while i went off with jb back to vivo... i had mango kachang or wateva its callled....then jb went home while the other grps went to orchard....so just waited alone at the mrt station for my own grp to come back....once they were back it was only my own grp....so we went to Marina Square.....yes and my emoing started in full blast again....gosh hated myself for it....punishment was just too much....i really cud have killed myself today....emo emo me....walked around at the back of the grp, silently crying in my heart...there were times if i am not wrong maybe i was a bit rude too......not sure....GOSH I CUDNT EVEN SEE EYE TO EYE WITH MY SIS!!!....anyways finally the other grps turned up!!!.....talked around with them....then they played bowling....i only played 1 game which was their second...my score 85......bad but oh well.....after tat well we went arcading....one of my grp students is a super pro in playing the arcade version of guitar...i only played 2 games of daytona....was alrite....then everyonce walked together to some place....i dunno where cuz half way thru i just cudnt take it anymore and left for home....bussed home....and here i am.....so well dunno wats gonna be of my future....i half screwed it with my hands....sad saded suffering my own sins...

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well yeah tats pretty much wat happened in the past days...oh ya time-table is out...
Monday 9-13 study...then break...2-4 then go home
Tuesday 9-13 study then go home...
Wednesday 11-13 study then break till 4..4-6 study then go home
Thurday 11-13 study then break...2-6 study then go home
Friday 9 -11 study then break 12 to 4 study then go home

yeah so the time table isnt tat bad...seems alrite.....
ok chao....hope to be emo-free soon....sorry to everyone and anyone whom i angered or hurt in my life especially in the past 2 days...

SUPER long POST

2008-10-13T11:45:00.002+08:00

heyyos...lol ok this has been a very long time since last blogged!! 10 days...sry lazy liao...kinda busy too...hehe...ok excuses...anyways currently i am feeling super lazy again...woke up pretty early but still feeling lazy now...ok ok update full 10 days post...haha jie lets see whos memory better....haha jie when u waking up!!???..ok think will go read tat book we borrowed..

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====12th Oct, Sunday(Lazy outing)====

OK today woke up at like 2ish...slack whole day...then later go tamp to SP jie for blading...it turned out to be the slackiest blading ever...oh and she fell twice..aawww..jie jie u okay..lol....then just sit around talk talk...after tat went to get drinks...then go library....i am going to the library like wat after 6 yrs or smth to borrow a book..yeah we did borrow books...like become goody kidz reading books....after borrowing the books we thought of going for dinner...random random places start coming out...finally settled on west coast park..yes RANDOM....so in the train we read the books we borrowed...then we stopped and clementi...jies fren, Daniel was there..so we had dinner together...dinner was quite nice..den just slacked around...took the last train home...haha yeah was quite a fun lazy day...

====11th Oct, Saturday(Slack day, JINXED)====

Ok so today was another slack day...pretty much just played carrom at home and slacked...in the evening, went to play soccer..seems like damn jinxed soccer day...was playing soccer 3 against 6....my team player crossed the ball to me and i was gonna header the ball...did manage to header but the keeper from the other team jumped...so when we both landed on the ground, my leg hit is shin area by mistake.....so he was injured...then we cracked a joke tat this is our team tactic...3 against 6...reduce opponent size...divide and conquer...HAHAHA..ok random..so the guy went to sit at the side and we continued to play soccer...after tat fall i didnt fall again in the whole game...but like just before the game ended, the guy came back in to play...i didnt even realize tat he was playing again...i got a pass from team-mate, controlled the ball, turn and saw tat same guy infront of me...at tat very moment, my leg went over the ball and i tripped so again i fell and hit his leg....it was like the second he got into the pitch, i fell and hit him...everyone was laughing hysterically...my team mate was like this is wat u call dedicated player...make sure he doesnt come back in the pitch again...super jinxed la....ya other then tat nth else....just swim slack...
oh ya at nite while playing carrom with aunt....drank black label....yuck...my uncle made neat black label for me...and it was huge glass...had a slight head pain from just half a glass....

====10th Oct, Friday(Bedok Street Soccer)====

Woke up quite late...say like 1-ish...den just slacked at home...in the evening went to bedok for street soccer...played for like 2hrs plus...scored 1 and almost volleyed a second....anyways after dat on our way back, bought something like bubble-tea and went in to the bus..1st the uncle was like no cannot come in...so we were like uncle we wont spill dun worry...then he say ok but must sit in the front(the 3 seater side seats next to the driver)....very awkward la...whole bus was pretty empty and i was standing as the 3 seater seat was occupied!!..and every now and den the uncle was saying stop drinking...felt like telling the uncle the sign says no drinking with a straw tat is bent from the top..our straws arent bent...some joke we cracked in the bus...yeah then after dat just went back home and slack, watch tv...

====9th Oct, Thurday(Slack day :x, Danced!?!?!)====

OK so i was just slacking in my room playing some games when my aunt comes to me and asks me to go the living room...so ok i go there...got some nice song playing and she tells me to dance...ok its said by elders tat i dance damn well wen i was a kid...I AM STILL A KID....haha....so anyways i was like dance?!?!after dat just danced for like 2 mins...den go sit watch de movie...got my fav song in the movie...yeah other den tat nth much!!!normal soccer and swim...hehe

====8th Oct, Wednesday(Back to sch and then city and tamp)====

Ok was suppose to go sch at 10am today...i didnt know at all...i was supposed to have recieved an sms...might have recieved, but think my cuz deleted it...so i wasnt able to read it...anyways slept till 12ish...see phone got missed calls and a message from jie....she asked me have i left for sch...i was like sch? For?...haha
so went to sch at 2 i think....found out tat the meeting is over..met henry, KY, alex, quan, hao der...so just slacked in lab for sometime, then followed them to tamp mrt to go to city...i was like waaaaaaa....come from kallang to tamp just to go back to city!!! at mrt saw jie...long time already...LOL...then windowshopped with jie...while the others were somewhere in the same building...haha...after walking around in Plaza Sing, went to Kelly Services....after tat go back to tamp....haha to jies place..played with di's toycar....someone is pretty reckless driver...haha after playing around, we went to 201 for dinner...chit chat...then on our way back played basketball, and left jie playing with the car again...haha..happy i scored 1 goal and assisted a few...but still lost to the opponent by 1 pt...like waaaaaa....then go home shleeeeep!!!

====7th Oct, Tuesday(Gleneagling)====

Hmmm went to hospital again with fren....i so want to donate blood laaaaaaarhx....damn damn long time since i donated blood but mummy dun let me...TT..so when my fren was blood testing, there was this guy next to me and was saying whether i ever got injected before...i was like ya...he was like dun worry it not painfull, just some sting...he was there for cholestrol check or smth...random....lol....after dat go lunch at funan der....then later go back home....evening play soccer and swim....haha

====6th Oct, Monday(Furniture seeing)====

Well just went around to see some furniture in the afternoon...other than tat well used my formula on the kidz again....normal soccer and swim in the evening...lalalala

====5th Oct, Sunday(Slack, Lol)====

Rot....erm rot....erm slack....erm rot....erm slack...haha...yeah

====4th Oct, Saturday(New Formula to tame kidz!!)====

Ok yesh i figured out a new formula to tame kidz!!!Its counting in a serious tone....MUAHAHAHA....lol ok mean but ya they gotta learn la...fussy over lunch...keep playing with stuff in de house...so anyways ya...my cuzzie wasnt listening to me when i told her to keep her plate back in the kitchen....so i did simple 1....2...and before i reached 3 she was running to the kitchen to return the plate...i was like WOW!!!....yup so i use it now and den when they dun listen or misbehave....yup yup i noe its a stroke of a genius....woopsie self praise is the biggest disgrace(new gals fav line)...haha other then tat was slack day...soccer swim back de usual...

====3rd Oct, Friday(Hmmm, Slack?)====

Haha okies so well as i said was attempting to watch eagles eye...in the end settled for Special Delivery...it was given the genre of comedy, but dun think it was comedy...not at all...haha...woke up at say like 12+ den just slacked at home with cuzzies...lol they are getting a bit stubborn...ok kidz...lol but so?...wateva i want they also want....so its like i have to hide and eat or drink wateva i want...lol..yeah other then tat didnt do much on tat day...

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hehe ok ok i know very long long post...sry was lazy....will upload pics soon...confirm

Wk tat flew quite fast!!

2008-10-03T03:04:00.003+08:00

Haha yeah this wk flew past pretty quick...ok dunno why but its like i am posting few days worth of posts in one post lately....haha anyways lets begin with it....

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=====Tuesday=====

Well i slept at 430am and was suppose to go roller-blading....left for roller blading at like 10 and reached mac soon....met SP jie....saw her/talked to her like after 2 wks or so.....so many things to say to her, but to summarize it i missed her.....had breakfast and for the first time didnt really had the appetite to finish my pancakes....well my 1 meal a day formula has been dirupted.....LOL....anyways after dat rollerbladed den when we like about to leave it started raining....awesome larh....blade in the rain...den we ate ice cream and had a drink....den she left...i blade back home, almost kanna accident....i was blading on the road and dunno where my mind was but i was like gonna go up the flyover....a car went inches from me and horned....came to my senses and got to the side.....dunno la...after dat well slack at home and den played soccer....think had an early night tat day....oh ya during soccer talked to Gurleen on de phone....haha ok so step 2 cleared...LOL!!!!.....

=====Wednesday=====

Since i had an early night, i woke up at 2pm....any link....nah....still woke up late....haha...watch tv, played soccer and den went back home....when i was watching tv i remembered it was Childrens day as they were showing Holiday movies the whole day on channel 5.....at night came terror!!!Lol my cousins came from India and reached at night...were suppose to come in the morning but due to some delay came at night....nice delay!!!.....so both cousins are girls....and well once they entered start playing with me....force me to carry them around.....btw one is 7yrs while the other is 8.....and one more thing.....do i carry around a notice tat all girls can come and hit me, bite me and break my heart.....lol....the hit me and bite me is superbly true....break my heart, well so far thrice.....kidz finally went to sleep at 2....den i went to sleep....tried too...

=====Thursday=====

Funniest thing happened in the morning.....i had slept alone at night...however in the morning, turned to my left and saw my 8yr old cousin sleeping there....mum was in de parlour so i guess datz why she was shifted.....so anyways continued sleeping and suddenly she is sleeping on my arm.....den like probably 2hrs later i think, i turned my face and was greeted with my 7yr old cousing sleeping....so we slept till 2.....i first woke up at 845 but continued to sleep till 2.....after dat well whole day was doing weight lifting(carrying the kidz around) and played some carrom.....evening went for a swim...raced mummy again....dunno why she loves to lose to me....LOL....oh ya and the biting continued the whole day....especially from the 8yr old.....but i have been trained till immunity.....haha....after dat had dinner and played wif the kids again....now the biting cousin is sleeping next to me.....i wasnt sleepy so well here to blog....haha ok now lets go watch eagles eye....

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tats pretty much how this wk has went.....for some reason i keep thinking tat friday is over, but in fact friday has just started....LOL...anywayz haha yeah u can say i have become a nanny...okies cyz

Few days of updates lol

2008-09-30T00:01:00.003+08:00

Hmmm well so yar been doing nth much in the past few days....missing sch..ODD but yes....missing my cousins....1.5 mths of holidays and all i have done is rot at home..haiz...nvm happens....

======Monday=====

Well today was a normal day...woke up at almost 3....haha yeah told u its normal....went down to play soccer....hmmm not getting so normal now....started to rain......not normal for this wk.....still played in the rain...dats normal.....came back home at 430....slacked around den went back down to play soccer at 540...not normal...playing soccer twice a day.....played 2 on 5....i was in the 2 with another guy....and won 7-4.....waaa as the ground was wet, sliding was just awesome...however knee is hurting cuz of the friction...right so after soccer went to swim....played water-polo in the pool....then had some normal chat and went home afterwards...again had my first meal of the day.....no i am not fasting or anything...but its just like dunno why i am eating just 1 meal a day for the past 2 wks or so....anyways after dinner just slack slack and den phooom sleep....

======Sunday=====

Sunday sunday == kelvin bday...haha yeah it was his bday....happy bday kor...so went to his house at like 230pm....slacked around with him and his other frenz....i went to play with his dogs....the bigger one is less scared of me...comes slightly nearer but nth much, i wont be able to pat him...smaller one was in the cage cuz he very hyper....so wud have been a task for me to get it back in the cage....then we cut cake....and slacked again...after dat finally left the house and go ehub!....played arcade there....played like siao....datona i won fianlly...so happy.....LOL....mario kart lost.....noooo.......after arcading like siao we went for dinner....had BBQ chicken with mash-patoto...i ordered drink for the first time in a restraunt and sian mishtake...$5 for 1 g drink...ok la it was tasty and all but 5?!?!....ooooh and obviously bday boy got his meal first...while i was starving for my first meal of the day, mine came ages later....was watching F1 while eating....saw 1 crash, and 1 funny incident with Massa's car...at the pit-stop, he was re-fuelling and half way through he drove off with the fuel tube still attatched....the pit helper fell...OUCH...not Massa's fault....he was given the signal to drive off so he drove.....so from like 1st position to 15th...cuz like 1min of his time was wasted...sad....even alonso was like driving funny....tot he wud be 1st....but wif 39 laps to go he was like 5th...luckily he came 1st in the end(watched the ending at home)....anywas so dinner, quite tasty but mash patoto was given an over dosage of salt....after dinner, went for pool...ok i am quite bad...lol although won 1 individual game, fluke win.. after tat played tagged and won 2 out of 4 tag games...yeah but i did only a few gd shots....after dat went home at like 11+....came back home watch tv till like 230 then went sleep....not bad my sleeping habit is improving a bit...sleeping slightly earlier....

======Saturday=====

So it is saturday...was actually quite a boring day....i woke up at 2+.....freshened up and went to get slurpee with fren...bought munchy donuts as well...after tat went drive drive...came back watch tv...then left for soccer...swim...den go back home start watching EPL....liverpool- everton match was alright...den came Man U-Boltan match...fren predicted score wud be like power 6-0 or smth....haha i told him dream on...it wud be like a 2-0 or 3-0 win and well i won....lol...after tat arsenal match.....tat one was dissapointing....i noe hull city is gd but hey its arsenal.....i think now it should be called buttnal...2-1 lost....after dat just went to sleep.....
haha told you boring day....

Fri-Fly-Fryday

2008-09-27T00:55:00.002+08:00

Lol.....hmmm....well today was quite a fun day....woke up in the morning at say 7...and it was raining....then went back to sleep.....wake up at 11...oh but b4 dat...guess when i slept...6.....haha was watching movieS....that sleep disorder kinda killing me....LOL...so in the afternoon went to gleneagles with fren for his blood test...after tat lunch....actually few more ppl were suppose to accompany but cudnt turn up....then we went walking at raffles...heard the F1 racing the tires and sound...so went up to this lane....it was showing the turning of the ciruit...the mini f1 cars were doing their practice runs.....took a video of it....just saw the practice for like 10 mins then left for home...once reach home, quickly changed and geared up for soccer...asked dad if cud take the car to kallang...lazy to walk....told him got fren he got license....reached the cage at like 420 and played till 7....was fun....kinda first time actually playing in the cage...only scored 1 goal.....lol....i was proclaimed the man of the match cuz after 520 or so my form went phooom and like defended and goal keeped very well...although i hate keeping...not boasting....they only say i played well....LOL....after dat i drove to kfc and had cheese fries....and then we shared the drink.....we went to this extent that we were literally pouring the drink into our bottles....then the staff scold us...we told her...see if we pour in the cup and then into our bottle, if we spill u will have to clean wat....so we saving ur time in cleaning...well we did buy 2 cups so it was legal....LOL....after tat i drove back home...nervous but ya still drove....after tat well not really much to do....aha slacked at home watch tv...dunno if i will be sleeping early today.....LOL...
okies cyz

Thur thur day...Dri dirveee

2008-09-25T23:52:00.004+08:00

Xin Yi jie je bday....haha happy bday jie
Haha....well today was a classic day like any other...ok not exactly classic....woke up at 3 pm....shiok or shiok....i slept at 4am...dunno why leh...cudnt sleep...even looking at photos, messages didnt help.....even boring shows on tv cudnt make me sleep....so well after waking up at 3, made tea for parents...after tat watched a moveee(Forgetting Sarah Marshell) its a freaking nice movie....just cudnt find a part tat didnt make me smile...kinda reminded me of 2 ppl....
anyways den go soccer.....after dat swum....and after dat go home fresh up, and went for my first meal of the day....seriously i am becoming a machine....body clock is gone haywire and i am eating like 1 meal a day....so anyways bought sarpinos pizza.....wanted to try it out...first time eating it....not tat bad...took the pizza to the beach and ate there....after dat parents told me to walk...i was like nooo i just played soccer and swum...no more walking...LOL....so dad was like ok nah take the car keys go to the exercise station and wait for us dere....i was not expecting tat...driving after wat 2mths...and my dad actually telling me go drive..tat was the non classic part of the day....doesnt come tat often the time to drive...especially without me asking for it....haha tats pretty much wat i did today....tmr is cage day....oh F1 round the corner...also kor bday....okies cyaz

Free foooood!!!LOL

2008-09-25T00:28:00.002+08:00

Haha as the title suggests today had my first meal of the day and it was at someone elses house.....LOL....ok will begin from early "morning"
woke up at 240pm....yup yup this is my morning.....waah i am so missing my roller blading....perhaps tmr will go blading....ok so since i woke up at close to 3 well nth much to do...woke up switch on lappy....go watch episode 2 of Heroes.....fun liao...syler is just too gd with his diaglouges....although the dialouges were superb in ep 1.

Claire: so will you eat my brain?
Syler: No claire, thats disgusting..

Haha power sia...anyways after watching went to fix the wireless connection for windows xp...cuz ytd put in the password for it...finally fixed it...then at 530 went down to play soccer.....lol.....play play...then scored a few goals.....lol but i am starting to hate the poles....cuz we play right next to the tennis court....so will keep hittting the poles....so after that we were all freaking sweaty and stinky....and then the guy we were playing with, there was some gathering in his house...was his mum frenz if i am not wrong...so we naughty kids go in lor....had nice dinner...my first meal of the day....played Xbox....then go his room create havoc....4 teenagers, me being the second oldest....after that like 9 plus go back down....played a bit of basket ball doing lay ups and stuff..after tat went to free kicks....came back home....fresh up....watch some tv...play CS....tried to use some cheats....still figuring wats nice...then later wished Xin Yi jie happy bday....haha yeah tats like abt it for de wednesday i had....might be going to ecp tmr....and cage on friday....

haha okies...tats like abt it...cyaz

Wooopsie long time no update

2008-09-24T15:55:00.006+08:00

Haha woops.....long time no update....told myself that its time to cheer up...you cant always have things ur way....if they do go ur way then well that day was ur day...haha....anyways dear sisters bday tmr....few days later kors bday...not bad heh 2 sibilings bday...ok so its been almost a wk so time to spam........

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19 Sept Friday

Well i was still feeling a bit emo during tat day...wat i did was basically looking up some popfly projects but not much, slacked at home, played soccer, swam, go back home phoom sleep....den den woke up at like 2am...lol i cudnt sleep...tried to sleep...finally went back to sleep after some tossing....

20 sept Saturday

Mash up day....left for SMU at like 840...reached bugis and had mac breakfast there...ting and kor came den we walked to SMU....registered....will microsoft ever spell my name correctly...LOL...anyways the time spent there although extremely tiring was fun.....24hrs of no sleep...ouchies...meals was provided....damntasty....although i ate alot i dunno why didnt feel full...anyways later to get ideas..some TP seniors told some jokes...there was one...what did bill-gates named his "little brother"(too much clue given already) ans is microsoft...haha during times when we are like damn sianed, we played CS...as in our grp only....

21 Sept Sunday

Mash up officailly over at 10...then we thought the results would be out the same day, but due to time constraints results would be out on 11 Oct....Long but yeah....so later we go lunch at delifrance....there was this waitress who looked very familiar....dunno seemed like i seen her b4....after tat bused home....all 3 were sleeping...almost missed my stop...went back home..dozed of instantly.....was awaken to drink milo at 9pm then back to sleep..

22 Sept Monday

Woke up at 6am today....So total of 17hrs of sleep..which kinda seems very little leh....lol anyways was up and was feeling bored so watched tv....1 thing to say....dun ever wake up early if u have nth planned....cuz if u do....u r screwed with boredom...lucky i thought of going to the beach...saw some chio girls...seems like my age....at 7am....dotz...anyways played jumping stone....thought of my ex...missing her....then came back at 9....waaa piang nth to do....oh ya xin yi jie was online...lol normal talk...then she told me go watch 24hr tag....its damn funny.....just wishing there would be a singaporean version of it...i dun mind participating in it....seems like an experience....after tat go slack rot disturb mummy till 12 then watch tv....played lappy....speaking of playing got this very nice game on miniclip...i am addicted to it.....game is called In The DogHouse....should play it...puzzle game...damn fun and addictive...after tat the usual soccer and swim.....

23 Sept Tuesday

Woke up like a pig at 1pm....haha...job well done...watch tv....go fren house.....after that go play soccer....swim yet again....came back home see house locked....NOOOOOOOOO.....i dun have the house keys....handphone inside home....left my stinking shirt at the chair outside my house...went to down to see if parents were down....phew lucky they were there....mummy was swimming...she was like coming out when she saw me coming...tell me teach her free style.....taught her....then had a race...i did a lap of the lenght of the pool....mum did the width....i was like back and she like only reached her half lap....ok no more boasting.... came back home...wanted to watch Heroes Season 3.....so tried to watch.....waaa buffer was long...so played Q-World till then....long time since i played...now i am lv 19 and my pet is permanently dead...lol....then watched episode 1 and tried to sleep....funny thing was cannot sleep...so go watch some recorded movie on tv....and phoom it was 5am....lol so yar sleapt at 5 am today.....

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okies think will be going off....sry liao no pictures....haven been doing much in the last wk....or shud i say last 2 wks...sisters bday tmr.....woooohooooo...LOL....mine is far far away....ok will just tell u all why i was down last wk....
4 words....pissed, jealous, lonely, unlucky...yeah tat shud pretty much sum it up...haha ok cyazz...

Another 3 day post

2008-09-19T00:01:00.006+08:00

Well quite a few ppl would know that this wk wasnt the best of wk i had....really felt damn damn down and kinda pissed this wk...well anyways now i noe that i should be less of wat i was last time....seriously damn effed up wk....cant believe my eyes actually teared 3 days in a row....so wat ..i am still a human wat....why cannot cry issit...wud give ya the 3 days post which actually is like the same for each day...

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.....Tuesday.....

Didnt sleep the whole night....just didnt feel sleepy....yeah maybe becuz i have become a machine...so anyways was watching movies in the wee morning like say 430....started sneezing cuz of dust...mum came in and caught me not asleep...LOL so she said since u not sleeping go beach...i am like LOL...but in the end went....quite nice...left at 6 came back at 9.....siaoness but yar.....climbed trees to show mummy how daredevil i am.......then finally reached the point where can see the water...so i went played jumping stone in the water......took sun rise pic....collected some shells and those curely shells.....lol

after tat came back home....felt sleepy, but mummy dun let me sleep.....so watched tv...slacked around...waited for 2pm but in the end the wait was futile...calls made were also futile...so just slacked around walked in the neighbourhood...played soccer in the evening....after tat swim....talked around with frenz...then go home...slept damn early tat day....10pm!!!!Lol...

.....Wednesday.....

Woke up at like 2ish...haha super long sleep....well wat to do...did sleep for super long but those thoughts were in my mind all time....pillow was kinda wet....anyways...didnt go out much other then soccer in the evening,swim, a bit of talking then go home.....played carrom with dad....FINALLY WON HIM.....haha....ya played like 5-6 games i won like 4....then go sleep...same thoughtz...bleah

.....Thursday.....

Woke up at 3pm...same condition of the pillow....sry la i emo and sad...same thing watched TV...played some dumb dumb PC games.....looked at popfly.....saturday is the competiton....wootz nervous liao....24hrs of non stop action..lol....I WILL SURVIVE.....haha....other than tat went to play soccer, then swim then go home.....look at popfly again....played more dumb dumb games....blog hopped....then nth else....

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seriously i dunno where i went wrong...but well it kinda just proves tat well wat i am trying is not sensible.....haiz....thnx to all those who consoled me...u guys r de bezt....anyways will be ending now....cyaz....

2 day post...still jobless...

2008-09-16T00:23:00.032+08:00

Hmmmm well i am still jobless..dunno seriously MOE gotta to do smth mian...only i am allowed to be naughty...they cant take over my job so easily...anyways will post 2 days worth of post...pretty much boring days for me...

======Monday======
ok so today i slept at 6am...wat to do even boring tv shows cudnt put me to sleep...so woke up at 220+....then just slack around....helped out in some house chores..lol made tea for them in the evening...they just love tea made by me but i am usually lazy to make one de...cuz i will put few ingredients from the cupboard...lol....anyways after tat played soccer in the evening...haha improved liao...oh ya and right after soccer like 20 mins later started playing tennis till like 910pm...am i siao or am i siao...then after tat nth much lor....trying to make plans for future days....LOL....ok this may sound despo...I WANT A GF!!!!LOL...i dunno liao...feel lonely and lack of love nowadays....hehe silly me....yar tats about it..

======Sunday=======
Ok so today....wat did i do...basically nth...lol woke up at 12 plus....slacked around....watch tv....go down play soccer...come back freshen up watch tv again....and movies on lappy....LOL..yeah pretty boring day....

cant wait to get my driving license...so have the moood to drive...but got the saying la...once u get the license its like no big deal nth to do...somemore for most individuals half the time the car is with ur parents...unless u r lucky bugger get ur own car then diff story la...haha anyways....i feel like going blading everyday....kinda got 2 aims for holidays..loose weight and earn money.....come on will-power....i can do it...ok la i already lost 3 kg....but i wanna loose moreeeeeeeeee....LOL...ok ok cyaz....lol past 3 post wordy aaaan....ok ok give u some pics....

pic taken during COMEX time

few chalet images...
wanna slamdunk?

gays in the chalet....wont name but can guess

some kittys

WWW-cycle ride....

ehub gaming time

blading outing with ting kor and jie....waaah this one got alot of images....bleah...i gd boy ba will give u all the nice pics....

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nice scenery

me playing a fool

ting and kite flying
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finally no more pics...haha ok more outings....and pls gimme my job...!!!...okies cyaz

MOE reply meeee!!

2008-09-14T21:44:00.002+08:00

ok so it has been say 4 days since i applied for relief teaching and MOE has yet to reply...why like tat...everyone else got their reply within 2 max 3 days.....REPLY ME!...anyways

======Saturday======
Hmmmmm woke up at 1+...chweeeeeeet...at 3 went to meet jie for some job hunting...in the end dunno why had the vibes that this company is similar to Sunshine...even jies friend had warned b4 hand...went inside the company and were dying to get out as we were damn hungry lor....i didnt eat since i woke up...waaah once out happy kids....LOL...then go airport..had lunner there....di and his friend also came....lunner was at poppeye...dunno how to spell....the fries there just RULE...its only competitor wud be long john...after lunner we made T3 our playground...oh ya we made some masterpieces in like 10 sec...jie has them all...played like siao in T3 then finally left at like 8...waaa..i got the bus at 820 but at 9 i was still in the airport...why....cuz the bus was in T1 waiting for new driver.....sian...and to make matters worse my headphone the wires were cut so no music for meee...entertained myself with merlion video...going to buy new earpieces soon..hopefully they are of good quality and will last more than a yr...lol then reach home watch few moviessss and zzzzzzzzz fell asleep....

======Friday======
Ok so today went back to school...there was some briefing on Jap Xchange....was suppose to meet classmatez at 11 for lunch....BUT...i was on my bed at 11...sry guys....messaged them saying i would go direct for briefing..so since i was late already my as well sleep more...LOL....so slept somemore till 1120....then got up showered all till 12+....late for briefing also...so told dad to drop me...haha reached sch at 1240...after briefing went to TM cuz henry had to collect some stuff..saw tok, ash, hao, jie and her mum there...lol dunno why ash but ehem ehem...after that kor and i met up with ting and we went to ehub to arcade...haha $40 of playing....LOL...played few racing games....GO GO BALL...and some fighting games...over all was fun liao...gotta improve in datona....thats like the only game i use the breaks in and i dun perform well...other games i dun use break do well....but datona gotta drift wat....LOL...anyways after that left kor and ting to have their dinner and left for home...after tat nth much but TV....

ahaha..yeah datz about it..quite wordy but well...not much of pics to add..jie has all the pic...
MISS MY SIBILINGSSSSSSSS

4 DAY post and still JOBLESSS!!!!

2008-09-11T15:27:00.007+08:00

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...Thursday...

Ok so today i woke up at 10....followed friend to hospital for some blood test....had the biggest urge to go donate blood....its been freaking 1 yr+.....mummy dun let me....oh ya my fren drives....ok la he drives pretty well...which gave me my second urge....TO DRIVE...lol few more months....later went lunch...after that came back home...slacked around...walked in the neighbourhood...then go play soccer....came back home watch movie...jie has kinda found me a job...see how...saturday going to see....still waiting for MOE reply...its gd money for doing nth...ok practically nth...other than that well nth much today....

...Wednesday...

Results were out...well CGPA went up....if compare individual sem GPA then this sem did better than last....but i cud have done better seeing that i only studied the day before the exam...kor did well....XY jie did well....proud of them....about my other 2 jies...well they didnt tell me....but they surely passed and got CGPA above 2.5....everyone was like asking me how i did....they all got their results through SMS....i forgot to update my number and so didnt recive the SMS result....waited till late afternoon then got results....i did well larh..be humble....but i wanna do better.....dunno if i will get the entry to top 30%...its like i am always kissing the doors to 30% arena...that close...see how lor...if i deserve to be in there i will be....

...Tuesday...

also known as exersise day...woke up at around 10....got ready and bladed to kallang leisure park....did bowling there...played total 4 games....ok my score wasnt that great....i got the 9 curse in the last 2 games...keep getting 9...and i didnt even get a spare or strike in those last 2 games....sianz....average score was 80+ or 90+...ppl who bowled along with me were, kor, ting, kia yee, xx, henry....oh ya and that day was kia yees bday...happy bday....
after that went on the bus with my blades to ecp beach with kor and ting....haha then bladed there....blade blade...oh ya ting flew the kite....was a perfect day for kite flying....happy tat she had fun....then blade blade....aunty ping came....blade like till mac only...in like almost 1hr+....she scratched my hand...PAIN....

...My new tattoo(FREE)...

other photos of wonderful scenery and me playing a fool are in my other lappy...later will get them and post...then bladed back home......so u can say i practically bladed for like 5hr+...

...Monday...

Lol wat did i do on Monday? Anyone know....Cuz seriously i dun remember what i did on Monday...Like 1 day is gone out of my life....wat i rmb is i think....think i played soccer...lol cuz tats wat i usually do every evening....other then tat i dun rmb....wooopsie

Anyways i am jobless...i wanna get JOB job JOB....should have applied for jobs like last wk.....tee ming is pro la...practically working everyday....oh and congratz on ur new PSP..u deserve it....any kind soul help me get a job...

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Meeeee

2008-09-08T14:41:00.002+08:00

Hmmm ok so sunday time....well i woke up at 3pm.....haha looks like i am becoming a machine....sleeping at any time and waking up anytime....just watched tv and slacked till evening...played soccer, scored few goals...bleah boring....then went back home slacked....jie asked me if wanted to go to tampines, watch movie....haha from 1 freshie, me and her became a total of i think 13 ppl...freshies watched money not enuf 2, we watched death race...yeah i watched it b4 but its an awesome movie...and watching in theatre is a diff feeling....after that slacked at mac here ghost stories all...didnt feel like going off so early...nth to do at home ba...in the end had to go off early....heck it...

i noe i have changed for the worse...yesh i too find that i have changed...and here i am telling others to change...and am still trying to do wat kor and my dad told me to do...its like asking an ant to get out of honey...but still i will try my best...cuz i noe in the end of the day....its for my own gd...it wont last and worst still i will be the one who will suffer....

lastly looks like i wont be going much to tampines and pasir ris side anymore...

haha yar...thats about it...ignore my stupid emo post...

Satuuuuuuuurday

2008-09-07T04:06:00.017+08:00

Ok so the day began like this...i was awaken at 8, went back to sleep till 10 or 11, cant rmb....then got ready all to go to uncles wedding lunch....u can say i was the worlds most sian kid lor....every single guest there were above 50 yrs apart from me and my parents....got super freaking bored....had a normal lunch...but i felt like vommiting...had this feeling since friday early morning....but just cudnt vomit....probably i had a bad hangover plus lack of sleep even though i wasnt even drunk in the first place...high maybe...haha wont forget the chalet...so anyways yar i was damn bored there...so after lunch i took mrt to kors place.....played with his dogs...the bigger one was still scared of me....smaller one was like cudnt stop licking me and biting me...why does biting me become so common....(jie, cat and dog) who next.....LOL...anyways after playing with the smaller one went to kors room chat a bit and watched matrix 1...then went to sch for some help out...well it was kinda alrite...were showing off iShot...lame man term it is TP version of neoprints....oh and guess wat...when i entered TP, while walking around, i realized my right shoe de sole is broken...walked barefooted the whole day....LOL...

will upload the chalet pics later...still yet to transfer from phone to lappy.......

miniclass shot...

yes we havent recoverd from chalet drinking

trying to fix a bug in the app, i think

laming with jie jie

jie jie looks"cute" in this

got some photos which were taken by hao in

told u i am a pet lover

cai still recovering from hangover, kidding

Yu Hao

after WWW rides still wanted to

okies will upload more photos when i get/transfer them...ping ping jie send wor....lol...

haha so during the iShots thingy, we went to watch some band concert....after which went back to showing the iShots....for dinner went to 201 and ate prawn noodles and later shared oysters....then just left for home....in the bus home was pondering over what my dad and kor said to me last time....it does make sense....but its a bit hard de, but will try my best....i noe that following u guys wud be right for me....but u noe ba its hard...while walking back, my shoe de sole got totally broken...so took them off....threw both shoes in the bushes, and walked home barefooted.....LOL....yar then just watch tv and slack around...did blog hopping and read some sad and happy post...

anyways cyaz....and oi u all dun like to tag izzit???haha enjoy holz

Back from chalet

2008-09-05T16:28:00.005+08:00

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Wednesday
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woke up kinda late as was damn tired....went off to paris...hic..woops i meant pasir ris interchange....wat do u expect from a guy who slept only for 1 hr in 2 nightz....so went there meet up with few classmatez...after that bought the BBQ requirements and then went to the chalet...sat there for like almost an hour...so played around until our chalet was opened to us...went in arranged stuffs...and slacked...then we thought of combining the beds of all rooms into 1 room...so we had 8 single beds kinda combined into 1 huge bed....LOL....quite comfy and soft to sleep on(i kinda used it for its purpose only for an hour!!!!)
after that went cycling...then cycled to tampines 201 for dinner....although i didnt eat anything...not hungry....but there was an idiotic cat which bite/scratched me....bleed lor....then ping ping jie squeeze my finger to get blood out....lol then she took a photo of it....and best of it...the cat was in a shop owners table....i just go pat the head and next thing i noe its got me bleeding...guess wat shopwner said.....naughty cat....cannot do like that...i am like OI...i am bleeding all i can say is naughty cat? lol but i neva say all that..i good boy wat....
then at night start to drink...after tat went celebrate ash's birthday....talked a lot of cock and enjoyed the whole night with jie, spence, ash, simin, and few others....damn fun ppl lor...then we thought of watching sun set.....but later just walked and saw a bit of it while walking to the chalet...

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Thursday
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today continues from walking to chalet...so i thought of going to sleep felt really sleepy ba...layed on the bed but didnt exactly fall asleep....just toss here and there....then soon after tat jie started jumping up and down the bed to wake everyone and i even kannna gotten jumped on my back....everyone woke up and most of them went down to watch tv....i stayed back to relax...next thing i noe jie is sleeping at the other corner....like walao lar....she wake us up then she herself go sleep...so i revenge lor...take pen start drawing on her hands and legs...
we were suppose to go to WWW that afternoon...then go get breakfast with her, kor, di, bao, and cheryl jie...after that came back chalet and i tried to get my sleep...all the sibilings went to sleep(kor cheryl jie, ping ping jie, di,me) i cudnt get to sleep so early so went back to drawing on her...best part was she was like saying ok ok dun draw so much later need to remove....she was semi consious-sleeping and was able to say that...so continue drawing...after that i went back to get my sleep i longed for....and finally got 1 hr of sleep....then got up and tried to wake SP jie....had to go WWW ba...so tried all kinda stuffs....finally got her out then we all changed and cycled to WWW...had fun rides and all...got 1 new thing....foam playground....thats wat i call it...
then after all that went back for BBQ...ok lar i not such a great fan of BBQ but food was nice....although i ate damn little...then we went back to the drinking thing...played all kinds of stuff to sabo each other to drink...sian lor i only got like wat 3-4 cups to drink...i was not seh at all lor...then vodka finished liao so we thought of buying more from 7-eleven....went there only to find out we didnt bring money....so chiong back to chalet...my 6th sense was telling me that my sibilings were totally seh and gone case....and guess wat....i was right...lol i saw merlions inside...jie was totally drunk....tried to take care of both of them....got them to walk in the open air outside the unit...and then i kanna slapped....lol...i noe she didnt mean it..then merlions came back to live in the living room....got jie to the toilet and even did a video recording of her.....jie never seemed to stop...went to look at kor...he was getting bit better...took jie and made her sleep in the living room...she blabbering nonsense so i put my finger on her lips ...next thing i noe she bit me....same place as the stupid cat bite i got yesterday....haha...nevamind can take all these for my sibilings....then went to kor...went to talk to him...he was almost done...then he went to shit for 2 hrs in the toilet...basket lar bang against the door he neva reply....started to clean up the floor and could see ham and crab-stick....then played basketball....lol needed to relax baa...then spence came over with frenz to get SP jie...there was some misunderstanding....but no harm or violence or mental or negative thing was done.....i quickly ran from the basketball court upon being called by by henry....took care of the situation...then went on to see if kor was out...got him out and got him to bed upstairs...so both merlions were now sleeping....di had already gone to talk with them....i went on to join in....damn fun lar...dumb yet fun truth or dare....got my stock of drinks from them...so in total i drank 12 cups today...out of which 6 were pure...nth mixed...nad i was still not seh...not drunk at all...then went to the BBQ pit at the beach, found some marshmellows....ate a few and then started having marshmellow fight...then jie woke up and came to see us...trash talk a bit then left back for the chalet...all beds were full...i thought jie had gone back to sleep....then i needed to get some rest too...inside chalet wasnt cold enuf so went to playground slide and slept there for maybe 1hr..then went back in after shivering in drizzle for 40 mins+ and saw jie watching tv....lol then we were hungry...she went to bathe downstairs and i bathe upstairs....after bathing go pack up stuff and then went BK...after that came back and saw everyone downstairs....all were packing up and cleaning up...after that go white sand and had lunch and played arcade....

not bad hor...every single detail i rmb liao...chalet was quite fun overall...although i drink so many glasses i rmb everything liao....haha ok wont brag....waiting to get into wakeboarding session soon

okies will be looking forward to having more fun in the holidays...

Sept is here

2008-09-02T22:48:00.007+08:00

Ok so it sept....got 2 sibilings+1 classmate+cuzzie bday in this month.....wooohoooo....ya lar i noe i very young tsk tsk.....

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Tuesday,o2.09.08
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anyways tuesday....first time i woke up early for no reason...ok my dad was the one punching my back to wake up....after that went to the living room,
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and fell asleep on the sofa....finally woke up at 12+ after much urging from parents....went to the post office after that to deposit money in mums medisave....damn long queue lar...after that went back home played Q-world....lol...ok lar nth much to do bahx...then came the best part of the day...it rained in the evening.....who says rain screws up days...went down to play soccer in the rain....damn fun lor...played 3 hrs...not even professional footballers play tat long....ok humble humble.....lol....but was very fun liao, slide here and there....splash water and jump around.....lol i am still a kid wat...17 yr old kid....haha yar then tmr having chaleeeeet......i just hope i will enjoy it.....do have fun lar but deep down i feel kinda left out all the time....sighz ok ok no complaintz!!!....i am a happy go lucky boy who cheers ppl up....

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Monday,o1.09.08
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So its the first day of sept...it was bowling day...went with chen chuan, SP jie, kia yee, chongyi and xingxiong to SAFRA, tampines....ok lar CC played very well but hey he sch team wat...i played alrite la..avg score 100+..come on i play like once in dunno how many mthz..they all play like every wk.....haha ok .... then go back home slept for some time...evening went to play badminton...long time since i last played badminton...quite fun liao....felt so tempted to go for a drive...but controlled it

haha thats about it...would be in chalet till friday...i am thinking of what can be done in the evening...got nice planss....but prob is dunno if classmatez agree to it...secondly darnit i underage...haha yar thought of clubbing...ok anyways cyaz...

It has begun..Holidays!!!

2008-08-31T03:59:00.004+08:00

ok so holidays are going pretty alrite....friday....woke up at 2:30pm...recieved kors sms to blade...so took a bath, got ready and went blading with kor and ting at 4:30....dunno why nowadays my feet tend to hurt right after i finish blading.... its damn pain lor...and that too just one leg...anyways after blading had dinner at some hongkong cafe at ecp....hmm food seemed nice...although i didnt eat anything...just bought a drink...$4:50 leh...lol..after that went home and started to chiong movies....watched 3 of em and slept at 6 in the morning....

Saturday...
was suppose to reach at 10 for a workshop....but i woke up at 10...that too becuz of kors sms...if not i wud have been sleeping all the way.....wat to do slept at 6 wat....anyways went there and learnt some interesting stuff....after that had free lunch there followed by comex.....we were getting piled with flyers....kor bought a game called Q-world....kinda nice.....ting had some things on so she left from suntec....kor came over and we played Q-world till 9:30..afterwhich he went off....i watched some tv...then came back to Q-world after 2hrs....played that for somemore time then watched soccer, EPL.....had small little chat with sister at like 320+....then she went off to sleep at around 4..wat it has only been 2 days and i already miss my sibilings...well thats me...yup and i still dun feel sleepy....damn i only slept for 4hrs...still dun feel sleepy...funny me....yar thats kinda about it...hope all of u enjoy ur holz...

EXAMS overrrrrr!!! Freee!

2008-08-28T23:25:00.007+08:00

over exam were, today.....happy am i, shall say i....when results i recieve, happy shall i be...haha you might have gussed by now....Talking in Yoda language, am i.....ok wont irritate u guys anymore....but fun it is, say i...LOL ok ok..
exams over today. CSAD went pretty decently...coding went very well...theory kinda screwed me though...hopefully will get decent grades...anyways after that we went to ehub...planned to go bowling....but then decided to go arcade...and finally decided to watch movie..haha yup so we went ehub to watch Star Clone Wars....quite an alrite movie and had few funny parts...but advisable to watch the previous parts of the star wars...master yoda was phunny and the way the "botz" talked were funny too.....i wanna go bowling soon...and many more movies to watch....haha...

i present you the light saber::>>>

interesting yoda blog....Yoda blog

few funny stuff before i end:::
god made man, but everything else is made in china....LOL...
why is this thing call signature??? It is a box for you type on so that you do not need to post them again and again at the end of your post???....and i thought signature is u draw one de lame....
United We Stand....Divided We...........Sit !
"Your future depends on your dreams"
So go to sleep!
There should be a better way to start a day than waking up every morning!
"Hard work never killed anybody"
But why take the risk! (I don't want to be an exception!)
Who said fill in the blank is very easy? Try this. Fill in the blank with Yes or No. "___, I am not a normal person."
Hubby and wife travelling by car, not talking after quarrel. Passing farm of goats, mules and pigs, hubby asked sarcastically, "Relative of yours?" Wife replied, "Yup, in-laws!"
alritez cyaz....

1 last paper

2008-08-27T23:03:00.012+08:00

Today was OOAD...went pretty well....HEHE i came out of the room like i think second....but i did every single question...quite confi can do well....tmr is last paper CSAD....52% is on coding...had a look at past yr papers just now...Was looking at the wrong subject code...no wonder found the papers like *@!#.....hahah....then got the correct ones....hmmm its not that hard....read through lab and assignment, go through term test and should be fine....i gotta do well for this..my term-test was screwed...i was second lowest in class.....almost half the class got A and i was way down with a c+.....anyways...thats past...so now gotta do well for tmr paper....then can PLAAAAAAAAAAAYYYYY.......I DUN CARE I MIGHT SHOUT, I DUNNO...but i having this dream since monday...after the last paper..when i get my bag to get out of the room, i faint in front of everyone....i am having this dream since monday lor....so demoralizing....everytime i wake up....i feel damn shagged and sleepy...

What Jaideep Nathani Means

You are fair, honest, and logical. You are a natural leader, and people respect you.

You never give up, and you will succeed... even if it takes you a hundred tries.

You are rational enough to see every part of a problem. You are great at giving other people advice.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.

You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.

You have the classic "Type A" personality.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.

You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.

You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You are balanced, orderly, and organized. You like your ducks in a row.

You are powerful and competent, especially in the workplace.

People can see you as stubborn and headstrong. You definitely have a dominant personality.

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.

You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.

At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

You are influential and persuasive. You tend to have a lot of power over people.

Generally, you use your powers for good. You excel at solving other people's problems.

Occasionally, you do get a little selfish and persuade people to do things that are only in your interest.

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.

You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.

You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

You are a seeker. You often find yourself restless - and you have a lot of questions about life.

You tend to travel often, to fairly random locations. You're most comfortable when you're far away from home.

You are quite passionate and easily tempted. Your impulses sometimes get you into trouble.

You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.

Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.

Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.

You Are 63% Impulsive

You are impulsive, which at times leads to irresponsibility.

It's hard for you to say no to all but the most insane propositions.

But you could care less. While your impulsive ways have gotten you in a little trouble - they've made for a very exciting life!

Are You Impulsive?

Your Love Type: ENFP

The Inspirer

In love, you are passionate and eager to develop a strong bond.

For you, sex should be playful, creative, and affectionate.

Overall, you are perceptive and bring out the best in your partner.

However, you tend to hold on to bad relationships after they've turned bad.

Best matches: INTJ and INFJ

What's Your Love Type?

Your Attention Span is Medium

Your attention span is just about average.

You may think that you have a short attention span...

But being distracted is something most people struggle with.

The most important thing is that you're aware that your mind wanders.

If you find yourself daydreaming, you can usually snap out of it.

It may be tough to concentrate at times, but you can do it... if you want to!

How's Your Attention Span?

You Are 48% Happy

You're definitely a happy person, even though you have your down moments.

You tend to get the most out of life, though there's always some more happiness to be squeezed.

How Happy Are You?

Your Stress Level is: 19%

You are not prone to stress or worry.

While everyone encounters stress in life, you've learned to deal with it well.

You know how to keep productive and creative, even when times are tough.

How Stressed Are You?

You Live in the Present

You take things one day at a time.

And it turns out, that's a pretty great way to live.

You aren't consumed by the past, and you're aren't obsessed with the future.

You live in the now, and you enjoy each moment.

While most people don't live in the present enough, make sure you don't live in it too much.

It would be a mistake to forget your past or neglect to plan for the future.

Do You Live in the Past, Present, or Future?

You Are 51% Manic

You are definitely super charged, and your energy is infectious!

Your mania is something to be proud of. You wouldn't be you without it.

Just make sure not to give into that self destructive streak of yours.

Are You Manic?

You Are a Maze

You can be confusing, tiring, and deceptive. But at the end of it all, you're sweet.

You believe there are many ways to get to an answer...

And you are willing to explore every single one of them!

What Kind of Puzzle Are You?

You are the Sense of Sight

You are a very observant, detail oriented person.

You are able to take in a lot of information at once.

You often see things that other people never notice.

You have a good eye for design and aesthetics.

You love to be surrounded by beauty - natural or not.

When you imagine how something should look, you see it clearly in your mind.

Which of the Five Senses Are You?

People Envy Your Generosity

You're a giving soul, and you'd do almost anything for those you love. And they'd do anything for you!

People may envy how giving you are, but more than anything, they envy those you open your heart to.

What Do People Envy About You?

You're Totally Sarcastic

You sarcastic? Never! You're as sweet as a baby bunny.

Seriously, though, you have a sharp tongue - and you aren't afraid to use it.

And if people are too wimpy to deal with your attitude, then too bad. So sad.

How Sarcastic Are You?

hmm ok will slack till i sleep....back to my morning study method...its kinda effective i dare say...LOL anyways....today the sky was suppose to show mars as it would be the closest to earth...but i cant see mars, i dun even see the moon...LOL...well but after months i finally see stars...but very few of them...happy finding guys...anyways cyz...

DOWN WITH 2 LEFT WITH 2

2008-08-26T21:39:00.005+08:00

Today done with DBSY.....after exam thought of going to release stress at TM and play arcade..but later dropped the plan and just ate dinner there....DBSY was an alrite paper but i noe tat the best i can get is a b..but probably a c is more reasonable....think going to go off to sleep soon and study in the morning....maybe read through few topics first, then go sleep....

sometimes i just feel and now my heart tells me.....___ doesnt give a ______ damn about u...its so obvious jai...stop trying to console ur heart...u noe it..and watever is happening just proves it...__ so doesnt give a damn about u...go cry lar...___ still wont care....u just gotta live with it....

Not in the greatest of mood..

2008-08-25T23:43:00.004+08:00

Finished DSAG paper...did pretty well...left 3 more papers...I dunno wat to study for DBSY...Anyways feeling damn shagged for the past few days due to lack of sleep and also dunno why feel sad every now and then...Here are some jokes that really got me laughing...
First one is about the Why Singapore although being a safe country from natural disasters have us Singaporeans left awed everyday....have fun reading

Why?

Our government lor...

Increase in ERP gantries - motorist and drivers stress and their wallets suffer.

Increase GST - All of us suffer

Taxes - everyone suffer

And what do they do with all that money? Build Casino, a pair of durians and that stupid stage that never sinks (I hope it does while certain president of certain country does his waving routine during certain national celebration).

2)
An airline captain was breaking in a new blonde stewardess. The route they were flying had a layover in another city. Upon their arrival, the captain showed the stewardess the best place for airline personnel to eat, shop and stay overnight.
The next morning, as the pilot was preparing the crew for the day's route, he noticed the new stewardess was missing. He knew which room she was in at the hotel and called her up wondering what happened. She answered the phone, crying, and said she couldn't get out of her room. "You can't get out of your room?" the captain asked, "Why not?"
The stewardess replied: "There are only three doors in here," she sobbed, "one is the bathroom, one is the closet, and one has a sign on it that says 'Do Not Disturb'!

3)
A group of girlfriends were on vacation when they see a 5-story hotel with a sign that reads: "For Women Only." Since they are without their boyfriends and husbands, they decide to go in.
The bouncer, a very attractive guy, explains to them how it works. "We have 5 floors. Go up floor by floor, and once you find what you are looking for, you can stay there. It's easy to decide since each floor has a sign telling you what's inside."
So they start going up and on the first floor the sign reads: "All the men on this floor are short and plain." The friends laugh and without hesitation move on to the next floor.
The sign on the second floor reads: "All the men here are short and handsome." Still, this isn't good enough, so the friends continue on up.
They reach the third floor and the sign reads: "All the men here are tall and plain."
They still want to do better, and so, knowing there are still two floors left, they continued on up.
On the fourth floor, the sign is perfect: "All the men here are tall and handsome." The women get all excited and are going in when they realize that there is still one floor left. Wondering what they are missing, they head on up to the fifth floor.
There they find a sign that reads: "There are no men here. This floor was built only to prove that there is no way to please a woman."

EXAMSSSSS!!!!

2008-08-22T19:25:00.017+08:00

waaa nowadays i am really getting bored at home....study wise....damn not at all studying...didnt touch anything except DBSY..that too only 2 topics....and lol even suping jie has studied 3 topics...WOOOTZ...LOL....kidding jie....anyways will post some pic....

damn jie can do 1 finger push up
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Some pics from micro seminar

Ghost jie and ting

GoldFish and kor

ok ok nice pic of jie....
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outing with kor for blading

blurred kor next to ting

kor
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outing with jie to get raakhi

posed next to the bus

"fixing" the tree

asked her to pose like tat

our raakhis

bangles for her
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animal fun

i dunno wat it was doing

still dunno(it can sit?!?!)

mario has grown
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lol ok i think i should get back to studying.....i havent studied much....LOL....

DOWN

2008-08-20T22:17:00.000+08:00

really down and sad today....plus exams are coming in like 4 days and i have not really been studying much....just been watching movies,slacking and emoing...come on concentrate on studying jai

monday went out with jie to look for the raakhi(or string as she calls it) she was gonna tie on my hand...went fooling around and camwhoring again...were kinda lost as we were supposed to go to little india..so we took a bus from serangoon interchange to sim lim and then walked to little india...went around looking for the raakhi.....we bought the same green raakhi for each other....then i bought green bangles for her...later she tied the raakhi on my hand then i tied on hers....LOL...love my sisters & brother....after that went home.....she went to airport to "study"....

tuesday again was a boring day....played again...and didnt study much today....

anyways cyaz

Study Wk

2008-08-18T13:27:00.000+08:00

Hi all back again....sorry for lack of posts....was kinda busy and lazy to blog recently....Ever had the feeling that your mind wants to cry but your body just dosent allow it.....Anyways skip that...

==========18 Aug 2008==========

currently am in the library and was making notes for DBSY...made notes of 1 topic....feeling damn hungry.....guess wat my lovely jie is sleeping...dun blame her....she hasnt had enuf sleep for the past few days....she might be coming over soon...thats when she wakes up....its 2pm now....lol...would be posting pics soon....

==========17 Aug 2008==========

Today was like a boring day...woke up at 1530....YESH i am a pig...haha...i didnt even step out of my house today....just watched tv and tv and surfed the net...was looking at codes of my blog skin....first got ting to help me with the 3 column blog skin...but stupid blogger wont allow me to have page elements with that skin...so i came with this skin....also did some editing and finally came up with this....although this isnt finalized..i would be changing the photos soon....and maybe during hols i would be creating my own skin...haha...ya thats kinda about it

==========16 Aug 2008==========

Went for breakfast with jie and suntec mac....as usual we played around....then on our way to micro for some seminar, she thought she lost her EZ link card and it turned out to be in her handbag....we were searching the floor like siao....on our way to micro, we camwhored at esplanade and the bridge...we didnt stop camwhoring even in the lift....haha...then during the seminar i was getting bored so i started taking pics again....think we took 50+ photos that day...there was this interesting thing i found, pop fly and the msn thing on my blog....these were the only interesting thing in the seminar...popfly is damn easy to do....have fun playing with it...later i went off with jie to lucky plaza and started playing with the toys there...after which kor and ting came there and we walked around....later ting and kor had "lunner?" at mac while jie and i ate the free donuts we got from cathay....3 boxes free....lol....i was kinda bored so i asked jie to bite my finger....lol...yesh i asked for it...she bit me 3 times and i couldnt bend that finger throughout the day....and she kept hitting and squeezing that finger...then the 4 of us went to watch meet dave at cathay.....very nice and funny movie...couldnt stop lauging.....

==========15 Aug 2008===========

Kinda last day of sch for this sem....after which are EXAMS....finished the last performance of my CDS and the lesson was ended with 5 students who came up with a dance to show their gratitude to the cher....I felt slighlty sad, cuz i wanted to dance too...lol haha well it was alrite though....

after which went back home and slept i think...eh no...wrong strike out...met kor and ting at bistro walk and i had spagatti....felt like eating penne though...after which went blading....i went home first to get my blades....pleaded my mum to let me drive....she finally agreed only that she comes along with me...so we drove to the beach...going to the beach was the perfect drive...although i did lost some touch on driving....the bad thing was coming back...i felt that my mum sitting alone at the beach is not gd...so i went back to her and drove her back....slightly better driving but when time came to enter the condo...(there is an effing slope, and i had to stop on it cuz guard did not raise the barrier) so there i was on the slope with my car stopped...everytime i tried to go up the slope the car would move back..there is a certain technique to go up the slop when a car is stalled...its called half clutch i think..but i havent learnt driving yet...all this driving is self taught...thus i caused a traffic jam at the front of my condo...later a guy from the jam came and drove my car up the slope....lol freaking embarrasing and lowering of confidence....so i vowed that i would not drive the car untill i start having lessons....SAD I LOVE DRIVING.....

after which i walked back to the beach and bladed back to ting and kor....we bladed for like close to 4 hr+...then had steamboat for dinner....which reminds me(kor do i still owe u money?)after that bladed non stop back home....entered my house and my legs still felt like skating....hahah thats kinda about it..

Update

2008-08-15T00:04:00.000+08:00

Well today was the last day of projects....to liven my mood, today school ended early,3+. And top it all up with whipped cream, went out with jie and kor and we totally enjoyed ourselves, although i was pinched, punched and even bitten several times(i got a dented finger)...had lunner at pizza hut...we played "squeeze" after lunner and we were totally having superb fun....there was a part when jie started coughing and kor and i did the same thing...we reached out for a glass(...his glass was the one filled with ice to the brim...mine was the one with my newly created drink...tobasco, chilli flakes, pepper, cheese and ice water....) and passed it to jie....she couldnt stop laughing....then went to look at watches with jie...after that she had ice cream...for some reason, when i came back up from NTUC later, jie looked in a sad mood...

anyways later got a call from group members and had to go back to sch...first went to library 7th floor...the internet there just "rulez"..i kept disconnecting and it took like ages to connect back....after that went to concourse and we were playing a fool with 2 other groups.... 3 of us were acting like robots and were going around killing human targets with our "knife/chopper"....after that i got the ball rolling and climbed up the small cement 'bridge' above the benches in concourse....sat there...few other guys were like i always wanted to do that...i told em join me...its fun....so 2 of them came up...then we further ventured to the glass windows and stood leaning against them....it was damn fun and thrilling...and the girls were like saying come down lahx...u not happy with your life izzit....so we finally came down and i jumped down from 0.75 story...every one said i was mad....lol....later got back to research and finally left sch at like 2225.....was quite sleepy....but still had to do more research....tmr is final presentation and then no more assignments....

well lastly would just like to say i love my sibilings and cant bear to see any of them in sadness or sorrow....and what would i have to do to stop jie from ____.......hurts me to see her or hear about her ____.....as for the dream...today i dont really have any mood to talk about my dream...plus i gotta first remb them then write it....hard to rmb leh... so sayoz...maybe next time will post about the dreamzzz and also about the sequel to jb and hen bday celebration...

Birthday boys and random pics

2008-08-11T21:36:00.000+08:00

12 Aug 2008--> More random pictures and today

I miss him so much

Our class phone?!?!

Raaakhi from cuz sis

~content~

Driving but still below 18 ><

Interesting tree structure

pic says it all

Left one more submission...brochure!!! left the content...need to hand up on thursday.

Had CSAD presentation....the cher is siao...everything was working fine....he ask me to add supplier...first i left the contact number field blank...so it would not allow us to register..message box showed the warning....then i filled up the fields....can register and save into file IO...later he ask me to show him the txt file...so showed him...he took the keyboard and cleared 1 of the phone numbers...then ask me if it will work...i was like ya it shud work cuz its IO, u cannot do anything to prevent this in file IO...he then say things like have u seen how microsoft does all these checking..i am like is he even listening?!?!? whats microsoft gotta do with file IO. they use server wat...then he ask me to run app again...then i loaded the supplier again...he saw the contact numb field blank..then he was like see...this shouldnt happen rite..i felt like banging my head against the wall...first u edit the txt file then u say why is the field blank....he went on to say you should do some checking to see that user enters all field....i just kept quiet lor..no use saying anything....

i have left 1 more day to brochure submission...come on i can do it..

other then that nothing much happened...just very sad my jie has started again...didnt you promise to stop....sadded

Alrite so now dream number 4...This is slightly sadistic...beware may be "eeeyer"..ok so it was like inspired from what JB told me to do after DBSY tut....he told me to 1 hand push-up...and yesh i did it...then later ask me to hand stand...so the dream was the same....i did a 1 hand push-up and then later did my hand stand...as i jumped and was about to land on my hand for the hand stand...i dunno why my hand just slipped/gave way on the floor and i landed head first on the ground....started bleeding badly from head. then i just mustered some energy and took my finger dipped in the pool of blood and wrote " I am sorry jie, please forgive me"...after tat fainted..
haha told you it was a bit eeeeyer..sorry if anyone got disgusted

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11 Aug 2008--> Jia Bao bday celebrated it along with Henry

Today was jia bao's birthday and we had a great surprise for him and henry(bday is tmr)...Each of them got several warhead sweets forced into their mouth in one go. Sorry henry we didnt mean to get you to puke...Then during tutorial we had birthday bash for JB, and i was the one to start the ball rolling and gave him the first punch...Pics

Henry getting the sweets forced into his mouth.

Su Ping feeding Henry. Lucky
bugger..stop kissing her finger

Still kissing her finger..tickling him
to get him to open his mouth

Jia Bao getting stuffed with sweets
too. ~Kidn-napped~

After puking..we seriously had no
intentions of making u puke...sry bro

Me twisting JB's hands...anyone care
for a punch?!?!?

My devilish smile...didnt noe
was having so much fun

Back to tickling....happy bday once
again henry and jb...

Ok now my random pics --:>

Bowling...still figuring how henry
won me

Nice scene on my way back home

Funny effect...

See the cat aint afraid of me

Today went after to school had dinner at KFC with kor and ting....finally one day when a fast food restraunt didnt rob me unless giving me a very small thigh piece is considered robbing. Then went around TM & CS and walked around...saw the mac book damn nice liao...laptops at courts are dirt cheap...
anyways later back home dad said he was planning to renew his phone contract...he was gonna buy LG VIEWTY..but the condition was if starhub changes my current plan to student plan...if not he will close his contract and will use my line instead...then i will get the spare line, which only opens up twice a yr(for brother)...so much for hopes lor....that line they are prepared to change to student i think...but i want dad to get VIEWTY..damn nice lar....also dun wanna change my current numb, else would have to change numb to the other one..yeah other than this nothing much happened today...

There you go..so many pics...oh ya dream number 3...
So here is how it goes....came to school early and prepared 2 huge vangaurds(however u spell it) with my apologies written on it and nice colouring...then pasted it at the concourse area where last time i threw jies slipper and had to climb up to get it...ya that place..so pasted the sheets there. one on each side...and then sat above where the sheets were pasted with a nice bouqet of flowers for her.....then she came at last..duh not for lec for tut(skipped lec yet again...LOL)....she looked up and continued to stare...probably shocked....i jumped down and she was still staring up...so i just stood there with the bouqet covering my face...later she recovered from shock and took the flowers...i said sorry and she started whacking me with the bouqet....whats with the whacking.....

Post and dreams

2008-08-11T00:54:00.000+08:00

08-08-08--> National Day
Well national day was spent quite normally...woke up at 2..haha thats early....watched step-brothers online and later played tennis with Yu Hao and his 2 frenz...followed by soccer...friends say i have improved(i have not played in months,phunny)...later had dinner at the swimming pool area and watched the sky in fireworks...people do star gazing i did fireworks gazing...which reminds me...i have not seen stars in quite a while...
Now i was telling you about the dreams right....ok here is the first funny one i had... i wanted to say sry to my jie...lesson over she left the lab and took the lift with few others....i thought now how to catch up with her...so i was on the 6th floor, jumped straight down to concourse and landed in front of her..quickly kneeled down and apologised and also told her that she can whack me as much as she wanted..
Me and my dreams...
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10-08-08-->Normal Day
Nothing much happended today. Woke up at 11~12...watched tv for a while....looked up the net for some brochure ideas and design...still have yet to actually start on my brochure...maybe tmr will get my hands on some brochures....then watched 2 movies today...was really bored at home...
evening went to play soccer again...first did free kicks for like 20 mins then later was asked by an uncle and a grp of 5 kids whether they could join us in a match..at that point of time few friends left, leaving only me and my friend....so it was a 2 VS 6 match(we were not allowed to kick hard,bla bla bla) so we good boys allowed them to play and didnt play rough and we still won after getting brusies from maniac kids kicking everything but the ball!!! i even got my nail chipped when one kid accidentaly kicked my ankle which caused my toe to scrape the concrete/rocky ground....really felt like playing the real me and ram the ball so hard at them that they will reach beijing for free olympic show....later at home loooked at my brochure webby again and just stared....after that watched olympics
First watched the china Usa basketball match...cobey bryant rulez..then came the snap weight lifting..that 17 yr old china boy really strong lor...132 kg lift..after that was chatting with grp mates for our brochure tag-line..came out with funny ones like connecting to the world(a bit like nokia) and use it, love it(Mac and Nike)..

AND MY LAPPY C DRIVE LEFT WITH 186 MB....wats wrong
ok so now here comes the second funny dream i had....
went up to the stage during some event...took the mic and started singing The Reason from hoobastank....then she passes by, i jump down the stage and continue singing while walking next to her and holding my ears..walked along concourse and continued singing..jump on the tables and did funny things to make her laugh...haha yeah thats about it....
okies cyaz will post some pic soon

Hiez...First Post

2008-08-08T20:44:00.000+08:00

Alrite alrite seeing everyone blog made me wanna blog too so here is my first post. Actually there is nothing much to post about...All i can say is that my sister is very angry with me and yeah i know its my fault..and i do wanna say sorry but she kinda does not wanna talk to me or even see my face...well i really tried my best...and hope she does forive me but i know that what i did is not meant to be forgiven for...i made her angry/sad i think twice if not once before but escaped by saying sorry to my lovely sister....but now its like i did a something pretty wrong...it has been 2 wks since she last talked to me..T.T...well i asked for it....and since then i have been having dreams: 101 ways of saying sorry to my sister. will elaborate more in future posts..

Really wanna say sorry to you jie