its almost 3 wks since MP has started....we r left with 7 more wks...toing toing...after tat internship...i wanna go to aussie!!!!....lol....
recently been going to business sch cheers very often...gulping down coffees and drinks...i am a water tank i guess...haha and since last wk i have seein this gal almost everyday...although this wk only saw her once or twice...hmmm she looooooks naaaaaaaaaiceeeee...but dunno if i am going to be falling for...
monday was super funny...i was super lazy to leave my lab...finally left sch at 740...and wen i was on my way home, got a call tat why am i not in tuition..i forgot tuition was on monday...lol so went on tuesday instead....gotta be stricter i guess...probably a bit too playful with them...but they do thier work and learn...boy still naughty...
nth much these few days..ppl arnd me getting sick...*scared runs aways*...
went to bugis yesterday and was reminded of her...no mooood to eat anything the whole day...dotz...
lol ok news flash....my brother is coming tmr morning...but hell noooo...only for 9days :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :(.....
this is for u .....
i cant see u like tat...always smile...everything wud be alrite
Well i finally thought, then my life has taken on a turn and its been going goood…no more convos tat made me sad or made me feel effed up…everything was going so well in the wk….yea although sch hours are killing but well jus gotta do…for the team…for NEA…lol…and most of course for myself…
last wk went roller blading with xin yi jie…we both got ditched by sp!!…lol ahhaha blading was fun though…saw few falls and bench praying…tsk tsk…had mac and super nice chat with jie…felt damn special…T.T… weekend was great….watched this movie New York with parents….nice story line…very true indeed…why do ppl turn bad, in this case terrorist…its mostly due to circumstances and saddness they have faced…and there is also the case where they are brain washed into doing such things thinking they would go to heaven or wateva by doing all this…one word for ppl who think the second way…BASTARDS…for ppl in the first category…i dun blame them…frustration and irritation and wateva makes ppl do anything…
well anyways sch started and went for another movie…transformers…i actually watched a bit online to see how it was…watched for a while and was like damn…gotta watch this in the theatres…super nice movie…although the quality of the first was way way way WAY WAY WAY WAY way way more better…this was good tooo…action was awesome…but the climax was like thud…like wat…tats it?…it just took 5mins and movie was over…crappy ending…
next few days had this course called up your service…whole course was lectured through a video…ok the course was meant for our gd…we got the message…but delivery was damn yikes….totally not expected…its more lame damn entertaining i would say…lucky i had my lappy with me, or else i would have died…watched another movie at home with parents…paying guest…ultra comedy…i watched it alone first…then thought, its super nice so family should watch tooo…
then comes saturday…well woke up at 1…went to see house….looks nice…super sea view and windy also…price also nice…no furniture somemore…so nvm…after tat off to lunch…place i wanted to go to was closed so off to arab street…had buffet there…foood wasnt tat great though…moral not going there again…yea will only go there for 1thing.,..sheesha…haha…then off to parkway…haircut…ok la looks more neater…bought a tv…then off to home….finally…lol….made tea for parents then tot wud go to sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep again….super tired…haha but nah went Vivo after tat…lol…got another hubstation…had carls junior for dinner and came back home like at 11…day went great…although we saw 2 accidents in the afternoon and 1 on the way back home…then was getting this nice knowledge gathering session from daddy…life is more impt then time…no matter how much in a rush u r shudnt drive fast this tat…i cudnt stop laughing sia…he was like i am not gonna buy u a car i am tellin u….no fast driving…then i was like i will try…which reminds me….20th july…awesome!!!!finally its coming…
haha and in a few hours time i will be off to Sindhu house for bloody donation…i dunno why ppl whom i noe are so against it…even my mum is like why u wanna give…its ur blood…u will become weak…this tat…lol…dun worry la…its gd for the body anyways…
met an old fren after a damn long time…ok not rly old fren…distant cousin…talked to her for sometime…had some laughter and all…gonna be going back to India…have a safe trip…
i have done alot of things to make u mad at me?…come come tell me…read out ur list to me…i also wanna noe wat this loving caring person has done wrong…shes urs so big deal…gotta keep remind me rite…of course i dun understand shit wat…i am a blind idiot who gave away my love TWICE to u wat…
over the past few days i have gotten scoldings and lectures like everyday....i have had enuf of it...save meeee....ok fine i wont drive the car till my test...25days more...
ok lets begin...
i dunno why is this happening to me....i tot i was over with it..but it keeps coming back and hittin me hard everytime i remember...how was it possible for me to be happy last wk and sad this wk...
i rmb i told my jie long back, tat i was not happy...and she was like you are never happy wat...tat statement hit me hard....recently i was just reading dolls blog and i was like okaaaaaay.....to her i am this emo guy....there are so many signs given to me already to force me to get over with it and move along....i just cant and i dunno why
sign 1...number of phone calls from her reduced
sign 2...meet ups with her reduced
sign 3..our chats started to become boring...last time there used to be things for me to talk but then it was all gone...all i hear is about her bf
sign 4...not hearing her voice anymore
sign 5...not seeing her anymore....wateva webcam we did...there was neva this time wen i felt tat i am looking at my doll...it was always looking at someones gf...
sign 6...even tat gone
sign 7...wateva lil chats we have are the same ones....how u...bla bla...and suddenly bf....bla bla bla bla...bf...bla bla bla...bf or smth related to him..tat smth to chat for is all gone...
sign 8...the total number of signs accumulated to prove tat jai pls enuf is enuf...get over...
ppl say tat the closest person to u is the person whom u share all ur stuff with...in this case the award goes to u my dear blog...so close to u share everything with u but at the end i cant even give u a hug for stayin by me all this while...ok i myself dunno wat i am saying...gone cracked...
my fren told me this....girls are like buses...when one is gone another comes in just a short while....but in my case i was thrown off a moving bus...i was not even prepared for it...landed on the ground and bled all over...in all cases the bus slows down stops and then u get off....mine threw me out wen it was movin along ECP...my fren told me it took him 5mth to get oover his loss...my case its not even 3wks...
i am still thinking on how i am gonna save myself from this...she always said she liked one quality of mine...truthfullness...and wateva truth i said always made her happy and smile....hmmm today my truth proably wont have the same effect...like they say the truth is always bitter...
i am actually contemplating over the fact if i shud become tat jerk...
as much as i hate the smell of smoke and smokers, recently while looking at my socceroos smoke i just had this weird temptation to smoke and so call get this saddness away...yea tat wud then make me hate myself for smokin...but like i am already not hatin myself for makin my life miserable....dun worry guys i din touch any cigerrate...i am still a virgin smoker.....
yawns...anyways smth to look forward to...transformers releasing....harry potter releasin...and 2wks time blood donation....dunno why i am looking forwar so much to this...hopefully if this even works...wateva sad thoughts i have would be drained out through my blood and given to tat person who gets it...B+(be positive) ye tats my bld grp....so take this sadness and give it to tat needy....yea but we all noe this wont work.....
damn.....damn lazy to even start of the post...i will finish up the beginning tmr hahaha...
haha ok fine i shall begin...well well there werent really any monday blues this time...ok maybe there were....cuz i have no freakin memory of wat was done on moday...hahaa..well tuesday i was suppose to go for the AYG job training....but i din wanna continue on it for a non paying job...and ya my tuesday started at night...i went for driving to kallang mac drive thru...bought my apple pie and fries...and then went to the beach...once i turned into the road for the beach i saw a police car drivng behind me...i was like great jai today u have just been pawned...drive damn normally and went towards the mac in the beach...and the police car was still beind me....aaargh...so i turned into a carpark...signal rite and they also signalled rite...i was like wtf...shit no....upon entering the car park i see another 5 police cars there... i am like wooootz...all waiting for me...they parked their car also like no ones business...i had to mount curb cuz of them...parked my car, came out and dropped my fries....i only ate a few.....more than 3/4 just gone...walked to the beach...saw few couples, prostitutes, meeenas, cats, and some drunk losers....apart from tat nth much...went to mac and asked for ice cream...why cant they sell icecream in the morning!!!..ice cream is the bomb!!..settled with a drink and off to the water water....was just emoing there looking at one couple and thinking....why is tat every gal i eva liked drifted away from me...ok fine i wont be a kid anymore...no more childishness...tat wont be jai...but heck it...for the record...i whacked 140 in my car at the beach!!!...came back home at 6 in the morning....chatted with gurdiya for a while and then knocked out...woke up at like 1ish...and off to drive back to the beach for my skates BBQ...lil tired but still drove....then reached there settle around....went to buy few more stuff.... had a lot of fun in the BBQ...played frisbee...burnt our eyes with the smoke...yea all tat...haha came back home and knocked out pretty sooon i shud say...
wednesday was movie day...woke up pretty late....slacked around at home....drove to big splash starbucks.....solve a few math qns...unlocked the greatest mystery of wifi connection from starbucks....went to komalas and had the freaking spiciest paratas in my life....hot hot....back home....went down to plaza sing to catch monster vs alien...the movie was tooooo gooood...just freakin hilarious...
thursday....went for drivin lesson....haha ya not my car sch car...lol...kanna scolding from instructor for using 1 hand and speeding in circuit....too used to auto la...after tat went to just green for mock chicken rice....yup vegetarian chicken rice...it was quite nice i shud say...quantity was gd pricing well ok ok...came back home...saw 2 chix at the pool...*faints*...hhaha...well went for proper soccer.....and damn it was tiring...team was gd....cud have easily won if some kutto would have played soccer instead of rugby...goal is down not up la!!!...went for a swim and back home...tried knockin some sense into bhai but he just wants to listen to himself...so now i cant be bothered...had a small argument there...
friday morning...parents are back!!!...hugged them tight tight....still got a lecture from mum though...gurdiya is upset with me....weee...cudnt be happier man....bad luck has started again...
isnt it like damn strange....wen ppl get their love in life they change...no matter how old their frenship is...its so fukin natural...everything used to be awesome talking to her before it happend...and rite after tat she went...got her love so great leave me...
great so i am becoming the jerk now...i promised i wont hurt and i wont come wat may be....
Well i was just playing around with the messenger skins...i so like my new skin...classico...hehe...here it is... tadaaaaa....
anyways today was pretty decent day....although my sleep was a very light one for the first time....kept wakin up....so it was not really a proper sleep....todays highlight of the day was soccer time...i swear upon every living soul on earth i had not laughed so bad non stop in ages...few old frenz came for soccer after ages..Sajal and Chester...2 hilarious idiots....i dunno my kidney, lungs, heart, probably every organ was hurting from laughter....the jokes man....before going down it was so freakin boring at home..and i swear all the freakin channels on tv had nothing interesting coming on...went and sleep....listen to my songs full blast...my downloads are so freakin slow...probably gonna take 1 more day to download 17 Again....now i am having pizza craving...ya i noe i just had pizza yesterday.....time flies freakin slow man....
ok off to driving now....maccie drive thru i am coming....
back from driving...got my milo and apple pie.....yummy!!!....hahaha i broke 3 laws....no license driving...no seat belt driving....and lastly going onto the road for incoming cars twice...FUN FUN...and now my cravin is even worse...need fries..gonna bake them...
i kind feel funny at my back...its not really a back ache...think gyming today was not done properly or the way i was sleeping on my chair was totally screwed up..wateva it is my back kinda hurts...just realised my NAPHA test is gonna be on 30th june i guess..rly need to get training....
oh well i guess its movie time...dunno which one though
