Just feel like ranting~~

I am so tired of this dumb life....i have enough of taking care of others....its shit boring to just listen to the same shit over and over again....1 day u say u r in love with her..and the next day u say i think she using me...and the bloody next time u say i think i will still talk to her la...make up ur nananoing mind...and stop reminding me of her...shes a bitch and i noe it...

so sick and tired of everything....lookin at people happy makes feel like those are all liars wearing a mask...life is like so full of crap la...its just damn true wen they say u need a true partner, that friend who will understand u the most...i am sick of looking at others peoples problems already cuz wen it comes to my all i get is just a smirk...why cuz by default i am the happiest guy on this earth wat...making everyone happy...how can a person of such kind be having problems...

i so miss my last time life of doing concerts...so effing fun...envy my brother who gets the opportunity to do this like at least twice a year....missing him damn badly now...so many things to tell him...missing my cousins...why am i seperated from everyone!!!!.....my 2 mths of holidays have passed and i din do shit...alrite i might have some fun...but i want way more...why not...by default i am the happiest kid in town wat....

just wanna tell everyone out there....love those who love you.....and stop dreaming would she be mine....or would he be mine...take some time to look down there...there is some one below u who loves u as much....

to add on more to all this...my time table has only 1 elective...it bloody sux...nonsensical idiots cant u all do anything rite?!?!....cant anything go rite in life.... aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaargh