Backieee....Today the day started in a funny yet pissing manner too.....woke up kinda late...missed 2 buses for dunno wat reason....decided to cab to sch....while in the cab, uncle took me towards tanah merah from xilin avenue.....i was like erm uncle u noe where u going right...he said ya temasek rite.....i was like ya temasek poly...then he said bedok south der rite...iwas like noooooo...tamp avenue 1.....near safra....bedok resorvoir.....lol....den he u-turn and go back xilin avenue....but the uncle was very nice la...luckily i still reached on tiime.....wen near the sch i was like so uncle how i pay $20 aaan.....he was like oo sry sry nvm u pay ur usual price....very nice uncle.....so i paid $12....they can be nice too....
hmmmm other then tat the day was normal....went airport straight from sch to see cuzzies off...haha they are super kidz la...i take their small toy away from them and bully them....hehe then play catchin in the airport....haha then wen they went into their gate, my mum was like crying like siao....reminded me of SP jie wen we left for hainan and rx was there to see her off....lol i so knew my mummy was gonna cry...am i mean or am i mean...this time mummy was not only crying for granny leavin but her brother also...on my way home i was thinking....if anythings happens to me or ok no need serious, normal departure will they cry or have smth similar to my mummy...i confirm will...hint hint...LOL...hehe
haha slept late again cuz was just watching a movie...hehe..yea other than that nth much....
Thursday, October 30, 2008
Nice Taxi uncle+departure of cuzzies
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Wednesday, October 29, 2008
Hmmm...time for concession
Haha sleapt at 4:30am while researching and woke up at 610...switched off my lappy and went back to sleep.....woke up at 730ish.....thought oh screw i am late....cuz i thought lesson is at 9am...rush to sch....go sch go lv 7....all full but no familiar faces...saw alex and he ask me why i so early....that made me think a bit..go down 6th floor also no one.....called jie jie and she was like i am at home....sch starts at 11...likes seriously!!!!! hehe ok la i good boy go sch early make up for my 5 mins lateness last wk....LAME....2hrs and nth to do....so went lv 3 labs did a bit of research and played CS.....after tat went library and fell asleep at the podium....went you tubing after tat and just b4 lesson was gonna start i saw tat a movie was being screened....i am like nice timing.....go lesson see classmatexxx....envious...they slept way more...lol...
during class felt damn sleepy so went down get a coffee....it tasted bitter and at the same time sweet...lolies....
after class went design sch with c160 for lunchy.....after tat went with grp matez to lv 2 lab for project....hehe once done went to lv 5 lab....and seriously i was gone nutz....talking stupid stuff singing dumb songs....still rmb the "grass" joke....hor xin yi jie...after tat got a V on my knuckle....just saw it again...its red....hehex...and cheryl jie was probably thinking this is not my brother...he is siao today....hehe i was disturbing her quite a bit.....haha but the best joke was about ezlink cards....of us wishing to have the purple card....can get $4 movie tix, reduced bus fares and watch R21 movies with it....like LOL....haha..
went back home with Xin Yi jie and Su Ping jie....took 69.....which comes to the topic...think i shud get concession....like there kinda multiple routes i can take to sch...and if i have concession i wudnt mind taking even 3 buses....so hmmm might take concession in the weekend....
reached home like 5+....slept all the way in the bus....lucky direct bus and long ride, actually not tat long....waaa nth much rly after tat...went down kick around....toe PAIN!!!.....haha then back to researching....
haha i dun care i am neva gonna go sch so early again...only if there is a reason for it then i will....
1 Complain....MY PHONE!!!!.....it is so wth....ytd night the phone switched off....switch on again and got no network....for 2 hrs i had no network....oh and before i press the power button i kinda need to give it few punches before it becomes a gd boy and switches on...now again my phone is like tat....i have got no network for close to 45mins....oooh yeh network is back...after numerous punches....
hmmm think shud get back to researching...might be sleeping slightly earlier than normal...lalala...think lack of sleep although made me a bit moody but it also made me super happy after the whole day...
hehe okies
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Gaga sch has begun
Haha yuppies i know it has been a super long time since i last posted.....dunno la just didnt have the mood to blog....nth much went on also....
anyways sch began my oh my lessons are just very "fun"....DOTZ!!!!!...seriously...4hrs of non stop boring lab every freaking day!!! and all u do is copy paste...luckily there is internet and i would go facebooking and minicliping and chatting and lalaing.....haha and did i mention i became naughtier....haha been going out of class half way to slack or grab smth....other then tat nth much....SWEN lab needs to have smth new....but i like SWEN lec though...
hmmm ok i am kinda missing my other half of the class now....haha well will meet them soon one day.....haha other then tat.....hmmm i have noticed some differences.....
few highlights of the wk....ice cream comp with kelvin and we both had severe brain freeze...at least for me....my nose bridge was killing me from pain...eyes watered...haha....other then tat not rly much...saturday went out with fren in the evening...then later go his house watch soccer....last emo highlight...my handphone spoilt!!!!....listening music on the bus when suddenly screen go blank....then try on again phone starts to overheat....removed battery...reach sch let it become super cold in the aircorn.....try again....haha overyheat again....and worst of all no display...but one adv...my jies were feeling cold....haha it cud have provided warmth.....but i just took my battery out and left it....the saturday send for repair....all contacts and smses will be gone....got so many nice messages....and lol the nice messages not only from tat one girl...other ppl also....and they said return in 5 working days...waaaa means till next next wk no phone!!!!greatnesss.....like in the first place why does it take so long....and the old phone which i had is 5yrs old....message memory: 30sms in inbox and 50+ in outbox......once reach those numbers will complain....like every day must delete messages....baaaah.....oh oh and the battery life RULEZZZ.......4-5hrs a day.....i wan my phone backkk
blading....ok will go blading soon...if got ppl accompany me, i happy....no company, like i can do anything about it, will still blade....hmmm maybe will blade thrice a wk now...super miss it....
den monday was nothing much...whole day just slacked and evening i played soccer.....and at night went down again played with fire crackers and bomb bags.....wrote my name on the floor with the fire crackers and then burnt crackers to vandalize the floor.....haha as for the bomb bags we just ran around chansing each other and throwing it in each others clothes...dang one of em burst at my face and the liquid went into my eyes....sting like siao...although it was just soap....
hmmmm tuesday....well went sch and we had to do quiz....aaah i got 40 out of 150.....ok la i mainly did logical guesses...whole time was minicliping and facebooking....halfway through went to AS help fren with tp mail for windows live...after tat came back slack around look at wat others are doing....msning and all....then go lunch with Su Ping and Xin Yi....Tok came after tat...chat chat chat....although i didnt feel like eating in sch...after tat go home watch Heroes...after tat dunno wat happen my eyes were shut...suddenly the next thing i know is tat its time to go down....haha yea i am playing soccer barefooted when my toe still hurtz....pain like siao cant kick properly.....wat it has been almost a wk....after tat the same chat with frenz...went home freshen up....den went down again to play with the crackerz..usual running around and burning....ooooh and then in the end we burnt all the cardboard and also had a hell lot of gun powder.....yar tats pretty much about it....LOL i got no angbao....freak sia no money...heehe...
there were few stupid things tat has happened and somehow or another i end up being in the middle...hope everything changes for gd...want my jies to be happy, my friends to be happy, myself and everyone else....have realized tat wateva i have been running for and trying to was neva rly logical....i cant always have things my way....frankly speaking i have never had things go my way often if any to begin with....all these made me think my life was unfair and it sux.....but reflecting......part of my life way screwed by me....and also comparing to others i think my life is alrite....there are so many ppl out there who have worser life than me....haha but in actuall...all i asked was for some love....
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Saturday, October 18, 2008
2 Doggy chased meeeeeeeee!!!!!
ok well today i woke up at 11+ to go to microsoft for seminar....quite a number of tp students were also there....enjoyed....during one of the speakers turn, i was so bored just started drawing on the paper...got one page i kinda like my drawing...hehe...it looks nice...den after tat they all went back home via mrt...i thought to myself, lets take a walk home....sooooooooooo
walked home from raffles mrt....took me 1hr to reach home....took the way which goes along kallang leisure park....and this was the time where i had the shock and the fun of my life....haha...some super fun after like a wk of saddeness...so here it goes....walking along the leisure park....saw 2 dogs on the grass...went closer to them to take a pic...and phoooom both dogs started chasing me...freaking scary and suddenly fun also..one of em gave up but the other continued chasing me all the way near KFC......tat was like being chased for close to 1minute...from lesiure park to near KFC....and it cudnt catch me even with me wearing a bag...so is the dog slow or am i fast....haha....dunno la while running for 10 sec, after dat started enjoying it.....LAME.....funny sia....dumb dumb dog....chase me for no reason....or is it the anti-jai wk....haha....
anyways after tat just continued walking home and went straight to play soccer...came back home at like 730+....after tat freshen up and went to beach for family dinner....went subway eat...after tat came back home and watch soccer....haha ya tats like about it....
highlight of the day was still getting chased by 2 mad dogs and in the end outrunning them....haha it was scary yet fun....one of the very few times i have gotten scared....only thing i am ever scared of is getting hurt when losing someone dear....haiz...
anyways ya tats about it....see how if things go well again...i so want things to go well again...alritees cyaz
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Free lessons in how to screw up things
Haha yup yup...i am giving away free lessons in how things can be screwed up or just do anything to make ur own life miserable...haha yup back to the slight emo posts of mine....haha during the last day of jap exchange, i sent 2 smses to screw up my life....well but theres a saying:
-jai
haha yes so i just did stupid things of sending 2 dumb smses just to hurt myself even more....like comeon do i have a problem with life that i keep calling for 1 new trouble every mth.....Saded...anyways just finished watching a movie....alrite alrite movie...time for update....
past few days i have been wondering , will poly be the same again....when sch reopens, will i still be the same jai as before...will i still be accpeted by them after doing those stupid things....kinda hurt 2 ppl in the past 1 wk....am i bad or am i bad....however hard i try to make ppl happy or myself happy, somehow or another, i will end up making them sad/angry or making myself sad/jealous and all....it seems tat its all over....i just so wish someone shoots me at my temple....have screwed up big time :(
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Thursday, October 16, 2008
wat goes around comes around
yesh indeed wat goes around comes around..and tat too like within a yr confirm...frankly speaking these past 3 days werent the best of my life....or shud i say guess were the worst of my life....have recieved the punishments that were meant for me due to the hurt and sorrows i caused this yr...heck i wasnt even myself in the japanese exchange programme....ok maybe a bit of myself during the first few hrs or so....and then suddenly i just felt this emptiness in me...like my soul has left me and i am a walking life less body...and the same thing happened during the sentosa outing....merely a walking zombie with no sense....bloody hell i only spoke maximum 100 words in the span of wednesday and thurday....but well i am just suffering the punishment tat is meant for me....sudden feeling of lonliness....
13 Oct, Monday
Well was suppose to have swimming with jie at 10am...however we finally met in the late afternoon..read our books and then swam...played martial arts, talked underwater, fooled arnd and enjoyed...then drop her to bus-stop...ok took a slighly long way, cuz i just wanted to talk to my sister....felt very lonely dat day.....came back home slack a while, and recieved my first punishment....mood became from a happy boy who spent time with sister to a sad boy who just lost something....i myself had no idea wat to reply cuz i was in shock....then just went sleep soon afterwards.....
Truth finally sank in me and i noe it was all my fault.....anyways didnt do much just slacked with cousins as they were bugging me to stay with them...was actually planning to go out with classmates....yea so just spent time with them and slept slighlty earlier than normal....
Woke up and left for sch....helped out in some stuff and soon Japanese Students came...did my super short presentation and after tat my world became gloomy again...yeah was feeling kinda normal before presentation...although off mood but not so much as after presentation when it was time to show them around the school....recieved the taste of my own medicine....yup wateva i did last time was exactly coming back to me....just with more power due to interest rate....just controlled my sadness and took it as my punishment....cudnt stay longer in my grp or i wud have killed myself...so just walked around by myself and joined other grps every now and then.....evening went off slighly early....came back home dozed off in my sofa due to emoness and tiredness....9+ wake up to go to party...came back at 12+....read my book...eyes were a bit watery so went to sleep....
Well today we were supposed to bring the students on a tour...kinda whole bloody day i was emoing.....woke up in the morning with a jolt by a phone call...left home for bugis....after tat pick up the students and then went to Sentosa...ok i spent super little today....less than $20....anyways dunno why whenever i was with my grp i wud be in my own gloomy sad effing world, just emoing.....first they went to underwater world...was not interested so stayed outside....henry grp went to fort canning....so jb, ky, henry and me just fooled among ourselves...i played with a python....took pic also...henry has it.....after tat my grp was having lunch in the food court....food was very ex....jb, ky and me decided to save money on the food in the food court...it was $7 for just a laksa?!?!?!....den my grp went to dolphin lagoon while jb, ky, henry and me went subway for our sandwich....have subway anytime compared to the price in food court....after tat henry and ky watched the 4d theatre while i went off with jb back to vivo... i had mango kachang or wateva its callled....then jb went home while the other grps went to orchard....so just waited alone at the mrt station for my own grp to come back....once they were back it was only my own grp....so we went to Marina Square.....yes and my emoing started in full blast again....gosh hated myself for it....punishment was just too much....i really cud have killed myself today....emo emo me....walked around at the back of the grp, silently crying in my heart...there were times if i am not wrong maybe i was a bit rude too......not sure....GOSH I CUDNT EVEN SEE EYE TO EYE WITH MY SIS!!!....anyways finally the other grps turned up!!!.....talked around with them....then they played bowling....i only played 1 game which was their second...my score 85......bad but oh well.....after tat well we went arcading....one of my grp students is a super pro in playing the arcade version of guitar...i only played 2 games of daytona....was alrite....then everyonce walked together to some place....i dunno where cuz half way thru i just cudnt take it anymore and left for home....bussed home....and here i am.....so well dunno wats gonna be of my future....i half screwed it with my hands....sad saded suffering my own sins...
well yeah tats pretty much wat happened in the past days...oh ya time-table is out...
Monday 9-13 study...then break...2-4 then go home
Tuesday 9-13 study then go home...
Wednesday 11-13 study then break till 4..4-6 study then go home
Thurday 11-13 study then break...2-6 study then go home
Friday 9 -11 study then break 12 to 4 study then go home
yeah so the time table isnt tat bad...seems alrite.....
ok chao....hope to be emo-free soon....sorry to everyone and anyone whom i angered or hurt in my life especially in the past 2 days...
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Monday, October 13, 2008
SUPER long POST
heyyos...lol ok this has been a very long time since last blogged!! 10 days...sry lazy liao...kinda busy too...hehe...ok excuses...anyways currently i am feeling super lazy again...woke up pretty early but still feeling lazy now...ok ok update full 10 days post...haha jie lets see whos memory better....haha jie when u waking up!!???..ok think will go read tat book we borrowed..
oh ya at nite while playing carrom with aunt....drank black label....yuck...my uncle made neat black label for me...and it was huge glass...had a slight head pain from just half a glass....
so went to sch at 2 i think....found out tat the meeting is over..met henry, KY, alex, quan, hao der...so just slacked in lab for sometime, then followed them to tamp mrt to go to city...i was like waaaaaaa....come from kallang to tamp just to go back to city!!! at mrt saw jie...long time already...LOL...then windowshopped with jie...while the others were somewhere in the same building...haha...after walking around in Plaza Sing, went to Kelly Services....after tat go back to tamp....haha to jies place..played with di's toycar....someone is pretty reckless driver...haha after playing around, we went to 201 for dinner...chit chat...then on our way back played basketball, and left jie playing with the car again...haha..happy i scored 1 goal and assisted a few...but still lost to the opponent by 1 pt...like waaaaaa....then go home shleeeeep!!!
hehe ok ok i know very long long post...sry was lazy....will upload pics soon...confirm
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Friday, October 03, 2008
Wk tat flew quite fast!!
Haha yeah this wk flew past pretty quick...ok dunno why but its like i am posting few days worth of posts in one post lately....haha anyways lets begin with it....
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