2 Doggy chased meeeeeeeee!!!!!

ok well today i woke up at 11+ to go to microsoft for seminar....quite a number of tp students were also there....enjoyed....during one of the speakers turn, i was so bored just started drawing on the paper...got one page i kinda like my drawing...hehe...it looks nice...den after tat they all went back home via mrt...i thought to myself, lets take a walk home....sooooooooooo

walked home from raffles mrt....took me 1hr to reach home....took the way which goes along kallang leisure park....and this was the time where i had the shock and the fun of my life....haha...some super fun after like a wk of saddeness...so here it goes....walking along the leisure park....saw 2 dogs on the grass...went closer to them to take a pic...and phoooom both dogs started chasing me...freaking scary and suddenly fun also..one of em gave up but the other continued chasing me all the way near KFC......tat was like being chased for close to 1minute...from lesiure park to near KFC....and it cudnt catch me even with me wearing a bag...so is the dog slow or am i fast....haha....dunno la while running for 10 sec, after dat started enjoying it.....LAME.....funny sia....dumb dumb dog....chase me for no reason....or is it the anti-jai wk....haha....
anyways after tat just continued walking home and went straight to play soccer...came back home at like 730+....after tat freshen up and went to beach for family dinner....went subway eat...after tat came back home and watch soccer....haha ya tats like about it....
highlight of the day was still getting chased by 2 mad dogs and in the end outrunning them....haha it was scary yet fun....one of the very few times i have gotten scared....only thing i am ever scared of is getting hurt when losing someone dear....haiz...
anyways ya tats about it....see how if things go well again...i so want things to go well again...alritees cyaz

Free lessons in how to screw up things

Haha yup yup...i am giving away free lessons in how things can be screwed up or just  do anything to make ur own life miserable...haha yup back to the slight emo posts of mine....haha during the last day of jap exchange, i sent 2 smses to screw up my life....well but theres a saying:

 When you are hurt or down, you don't do things with your brain!
-jai

haha yes so i just did stupid things of sending 2 dumb smses just to hurt myself even more....like comeon do i have a problem with life that i keep calling for 1 new trouble every mth.....Saded...anyways just finished watching a movie....alrite alrite movie...time for update....

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17th Oct, Friday

Super super slack day....i woke up at 1:30 pm with a bad bite on my ear....did a soft tug on cuzzies hair for biting me....apart from tat didnt do much....played carrom...my fingers are hurting and to add on to that my nails were cut pretty short so more painfull....after tat just watched teeeveee and went down for soccer and swim.....after tat come back home slack watch teeveee....ya tats kinda abt it....

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past few days i have been wondering , will poly be the same again....when sch reopens, will i still be the same jai as before...will i still be accpeted by them after doing those stupid things....kinda hurt 2 ppl in the past 1 wk....am i bad or am i bad....however hard i try to make ppl happy or myself happy, somehow or another, i will end up making them sad/angry or making myself sad/jealous and all....it seems tat its all over....i just so wish someone shoots me at my temple....have screwed up big time :(

wat goes around comes around

yesh indeed wat goes around comes around..and tat too like within a yr confirm...frankly speaking these past 3 days werent the best of my life....or shud i say guess were the worst of my life....have recieved the punishments that were meant for me due to the hurt and sorrows i caused this yr...heck i wasnt even myself in the japanese exchange programme....ok maybe a bit of myself during the first few hrs or so....and then suddenly i just felt this emptiness in me...like my soul has left me and i am a walking life less body...and the same thing happened during the sentosa outing....merely a walking zombie with no sense....bloody hell i only spoke maximum 100 words in the span of wednesday and thurday....but well i am just suffering the punishment tat is meant for me....sudden feeling of lonliness....

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13 Oct, Monday

Well was suppose to have swimming with jie at 10am...however we finally met in the late afternoon..read our books and then swam...played martial arts, talked underwater, fooled arnd and enjoyed...then drop her to bus-stop...ok took a slighly long way, cuz i just wanted to talk to my sister....felt very lonely dat day.....came back home slack a while, and recieved my first punishment....mood became from a happy boy who spent time with sister to a sad boy who just lost something....i myself had no idea wat to reply cuz i was in shock....then just went sleep soon afterwards.....

14th Oct, Tuesday

Truth finally sank in me and i noe it was all my fault.....anyways didnt do much just slacked with cousins as they were bugging me to stay with them...was actually planning to go out with classmates....yea so just spent time with them and slept slighlty earlier than normal....

15th Oct, Wednesday

Woke up and left for sch....helped out in some stuff and soon Japanese Students came...did my super short presentation and after tat my world became gloomy again...yeah was feeling kinda normal before presentation...although off mood but not so much as after presentation when it was time to show them around the school....recieved the taste of my own medicine....yup wateva i did last time was exactly coming back to me....just with more power due to interest rate....just controlled my sadness and took it as my punishment....cudnt stay longer in my grp or i wud have killed myself...so just walked around by myself and joined other grps every now and then.....evening went off slighly early....came back home dozed off in my sofa due to emoness and tiredness....9+ wake up to go to party...came back at 12+....read my book...eyes were a bit watery so went to sleep....

16th Oct, Thursday

Well today we were supposed to bring the students on a tour...kinda whole bloody day i was emoing.....woke up in the morning with a jolt by a phone call...left home for bugis....after tat pick up the students and then went to Sentosa...ok i spent super little today....less than $20....anyways dunno why whenever i was with my grp i wud be in my own gloomy sad effing world, just emoing.....first they went to underwater world...was not interested so stayed outside....henry grp went to fort canning....so jb, ky, henry and me just fooled among ourselves...i played with a python....took pic also...henry has it.....after tat my grp was having lunch in the food court....food was very ex....jb, ky and me decided to save money on the food in the food court...it was $7 for just a laksa?!?!?!....den my grp went to dolphin lagoon while jb, ky, henry and me went subway for our sandwich....have subway anytime compared to the price in food court....after tat henry and ky watched the 4d theatre while i went off with jb back to vivo... i had mango kachang or wateva its callled....then jb went home while the other grps went to orchard....so just waited alone at the mrt station for my own grp to come back....once they were back it was only my own grp....so we went to Marina Square.....yes and my emoing started in full blast again....gosh hated myself for it....punishment was just too much....i really cud have killed myself today....emo emo me....walked around at the back of the grp, silently crying in my heart...there were times if i am not wrong maybe i was a bit rude too......not sure....GOSH I CUDNT EVEN SEE EYE TO EYE WITH MY SIS!!!....anyways finally the other grps turned up!!!.....talked around with them....then they played bowling....i only played 1 game which was their second...my score 85......bad but oh well.....after tat well we went arcading....one of my grp students is a super pro in playing the arcade version of guitar...i only played 2 games of daytona....was alrite....then everyonce walked together to some place....i dunno where cuz half way thru i just cudnt take it anymore and left for home....bussed home....and here i am.....so well dunno wats gonna be of my future....i half screwed it with my hands....sad saded suffering my own sins...

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well yeah tats pretty much wat happened in the past days...oh ya time-table is out...
Monday 9-13 study...then break...2-4 then go home
Tuesday 9-13 study then go home...
Wednesday 11-13 study then break till 4..4-6 study then go home
Thurday 11-13 study then break...2-6 study then go home
Friday 9 -11 study then break 12 to 4 study then go home

yeah so the time table isnt tat bad...seems alrite.....
ok chao....hope to be emo-free soon....sorry to everyone and anyone whom i angered or hurt in my life especially in the past 2 days...

SUPER long POST

heyyos...lol ok this has been a very long time since last blogged!! 10 days...sry lazy liao...kinda busy too...hehe...ok excuses...anyways currently i am feeling super lazy again...woke up pretty early but still feeling lazy now...ok ok update full 10 days post...haha jie lets see whos memory better....haha jie when u waking up!!???..ok think will go read tat book we borrowed..

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====12th Oct, Sunday(Lazy outing)====

OK today woke up at like 2ish...slack whole day...then later go tamp to SP jie for blading...it turned out to be the slackiest blading ever...oh and she fell twice..aawww..jie jie u okay..lol....then just sit around talk talk...after tat went to get drinks...then go library....i am going to the library like wat after 6 yrs or smth to borrow a book..yeah we did borrow books...like become goody kidz reading books....after borrowing the books we thought of going for dinner...random random places start coming out...finally settled on west coast park..yes RANDOM....so in the train we read the books we borrowed...then we stopped and clementi...jies fren, Daniel was there..so we had dinner together...dinner was quite nice..den just slacked around...took the last train home...haha yeah was quite a fun lazy day...

====11th Oct, Saturday(Slack day, JINXED)====

Ok so today was another slack day...pretty much just played carrom at home and slacked...in the evening, went to play soccer..seems like damn jinxed soccer day...was playing soccer 3 against 6....my team player crossed the ball to me and i was gonna header the ball...did manage to header but the keeper from the other team jumped...so when we both landed on the ground, my leg hit is shin area by mistake.....so he was injured...then we cracked a joke tat this is our team tactic...3 against 6...reduce opponent size...divide and conquer...HAHAHA..ok random..so the guy went to sit at the side and we continued to play soccer...after tat fall i didnt fall again in the whole game...but like just before the game ended, the guy came back in to play...i didnt even realize tat he was playing again...i got a pass from team-mate, controlled the ball, turn and saw tat same guy infront of me...at tat very moment, my leg went over the ball and i tripped so again i fell and hit his leg....it was like the second he got into the pitch, i fell and hit him...everyone was laughing hysterically...my team mate was like this is wat u call dedicated player...make sure he doesnt come back in the pitch again...super jinxed la....ya other then tat nth else....just swim slack...
oh ya at nite while playing carrom with aunt....drank black label....yuck...my uncle made neat black label for me...and it was huge glass...had a slight head pain from just half a glass....

====10th Oct, Friday(Bedok Street Soccer)====

Woke up quite late...say like 1-ish...den just slacked at home...in the evening went to bedok for street soccer...played for like 2hrs plus...scored 1 and almost volleyed a second....anyways after dat on our way back, bought something like bubble-tea and went in to the bus..1st the uncle was like no cannot come in...so we were like uncle we wont spill dun worry...then he say ok but must sit in the front(the 3 seater side seats next to the driver)....very awkward la...whole bus was pretty empty and i was standing as the 3 seater seat was occupied!!..and every now and den the uncle was saying stop drinking...felt like telling the uncle the sign says no drinking with a straw tat is bent from the top..our straws arent bent...some joke we cracked in the bus...yeah then after dat just went back home and slack, watch tv...

====9th Oct, Thurday(Slack day :x, Danced!?!?!)====

OK so i was just slacking in my room playing some games when my aunt comes to me and asks me to go the living room...so ok i go there...got some nice song playing and she tells me to dance...ok its said by elders tat i dance damn well wen i was a kid...I AM STILL A KID....haha....so anyways i was like dance?!?!after dat just danced for like 2 mins...den go sit watch de movie...got my fav song in the movie...yeah other den tat nth much!!!normal soccer and swim...hehe

====8th Oct, Wednesday(Back to sch and then city and tamp)====

Ok was suppose to go sch at 10am today...i didnt know at all...i was supposed to have recieved an sms...might have recieved, but think my cuz deleted it...so i wasnt able to read it...anyways slept till 12ish...see phone got missed calls and a message from jie....she asked me have i left for sch...i was like sch? For?...haha
so went to sch at 2 i think....found out tat the meeting is over..met henry, KY, alex, quan, hao der...so just slacked in lab for sometime, then followed them to tamp mrt to go to city...i was like waaaaaaa....come from kallang to tamp just to go back to city!!! at mrt saw jie...long time already...LOL...then windowshopped with jie...while the others were somewhere in the same building...haha...after walking around in Plaza Sing, went to Kelly Services....after tat go back to tamp....haha to jies place..played with di's toycar....someone is pretty reckless driver...haha after playing around, we went to 201 for dinner...chit chat...then on our way back played basketball, and left jie playing with the car again...haha..happy i scored 1 goal and assisted a few...but still lost to the opponent by 1 pt...like waaaaaa....then go home shleeeeep!!!

====7th Oct, Tuesday(Gleneagling)====

Hmmm went to hospital again with fren....i so want to donate blood laaaaaaarhx....damn damn long time since i donated blood but mummy dun let me...TT..so when my fren was blood testing, there was this guy next to me and was saying whether i ever got injected before...i was like ya...he was like dun worry it not painfull, just some sting...he was there for cholestrol check or smth...random....lol....after dat go lunch at funan der....then later go back home....evening play soccer and swim....haha

====6th Oct, Monday(Furniture seeing)====

Well just went around to see some furniture in the afternoon...other than tat well used my formula on the kidz again....normal soccer and swim in the evening...lalalala

====5th Oct, Sunday(Slack, Lol)====

Rot....erm rot....erm slack....erm rot....erm slack...haha...yeah

====4th Oct, Saturday(New Formula to tame kidz!!)====

Ok yesh i figured out a new formula to tame kidz!!!Its counting in a serious tone....MUAHAHAHA....lol ok mean but ya they gotta learn la...fussy over lunch...keep playing with stuff in de house...so anyways ya...my cuzzie wasnt listening to me when i told her to keep her plate back in the kitchen....so i did simple 1....2...and before i reached 3 she was running to the kitchen to return the plate...i was like WOW!!!....yup so i use it now and den when they dun listen or misbehave....yup yup i noe its a stroke of a genius....woopsie self praise is the biggest disgrace(new gals fav line)...haha other then tat was slack day...soccer swim back de usual...

====3rd Oct, Friday(Hmmm, Slack?)====

Haha okies so well as i said was attempting to watch eagles eye...in the end settled for Special Delivery...it was given the genre of comedy, but dun think it was comedy...not at all...haha...woke up at say like 12+ den just slacked at home with cuzzies...lol they are getting a bit stubborn...ok kidz...lol but so?...wateva i want they also want....so its like i have to hide and eat or drink wateva i want...lol..yeah other then tat didnt do much on tat day...

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hehe ok ok i know very long long post...sry was lazy....will upload pics soon...confirm

Wk tat flew quite fast!!

Haha yeah this wk flew past pretty quick...ok dunno why but its like i am posting few days worth of posts in one post lately....haha anyways lets begin with it....

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=====Tuesday=====

Well i slept at 430am and was suppose to go roller-blading....left for roller blading at like 10 and reached mac soon....met SP jie....saw her/talked to her like after 2 wks or so.....so many things to say to her, but to summarize it i missed her.....had breakfast and for the first time didnt really had the appetite to finish my pancakes....well my 1 meal a day formula has been dirupted.....LOL....anyways after dat rollerbladed den when we like about to leave it started raining....awesome larh....blade in the rain...den we ate ice cream and had a drink....den she left...i blade back home, almost kanna accident....i was blading on the road and dunno where my mind was but i was like gonna go up the flyover....a car went inches from me and horned....came to my senses and got to the side.....dunno la...after dat well slack at home and den played soccer....think had an early night tat day....oh ya during soccer talked to Gurleen on de phone....haha ok so step 2 cleared...LOL!!!!.....

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Since i had an early night, i woke up at 2pm....any link....nah....still woke up late....haha...watch tv, played soccer and den went back home....when i was watching tv i remembered it was Childrens day as they were showing Holiday movies the whole day on channel 5.....at night came terror!!!Lol my cousins came from India and reached at night...were suppose to come in the morning but due to some delay came at night....nice delay!!!.....so both cousins are girls....and well once they entered start playing with me....force me to carry them around.....btw one is 7yrs while the other is 8.....and one more thing.....do i carry around a notice tat all girls can come and hit me, bite me and break my heart.....lol....the hit me and bite me is superbly true....break my heart, well so far thrice.....kidz finally went to sleep at 2....den i went to sleep....tried too...

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Funniest thing happened in the morning.....i had slept alone at night...however in the morning, turned to my left and saw my 8yr old cousin sleeping there....mum was in de parlour so i guess datz why she was shifted.....so anyways continued sleeping and suddenly she is sleeping on my arm.....den like probably 2hrs later i think, i turned my face and was greeted with my 7yr old cousing sleeping....so we slept till 2.....i first woke up at 845 but continued to sleep till 2.....after dat well whole day was doing weight lifting(carrying the kidz around) and played some carrom.....evening went for a swim...raced mummy again....dunno why she loves to lose to me....LOL....oh ya and the biting continued the whole day....especially from the 8yr old.....but i have been trained till immunity.....haha....after dat had dinner and played wif the kids again....now the biting cousin is sleeping next to me.....i wasnt sleepy so well here to blog....haha ok now lets go watch eagles eye....

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tats pretty much how this wk has went.....for some reason i keep thinking tat friday is over, but in fact friday has just started....LOL...anywayz haha yeah u can say i have become a nanny...okies cyz